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so i finished school about 2 weeks ago and got my license number last week! super excited but mentally quite exhausted. i've had a difficult time maintaining and finding job/school that worked for my brain (anxiety/adhd/etc) and i think esthetics is (hopefully) that sweet spot where i can have both activity (cleaning, prepping, sharing all the knowledge i collected over the years as a big skincare nerd), and the calmness of being in a facial room and focusing on the client, i get really into it and feel sleepy and relaxed myself, so i really enjoy it! i even enjoy waxing much more than i thought, very satisfying to see so it's not too bad for me despite being a bit more noisy!
i'm just mentally in a block. i'm hoping to get a job at the massage envy near my house, they have a recent esthi job opening, and my neighbor who saw me in school was super sweet saying how good i did she wants to see me when i work etc and her and her husband regularly get massages there and said they'd put in a good word as well. i was also potentially looking into a derm tech position, which is definitely a different enviroment and doesn't have the calming facial aspect, but i'm very used to medical offices from my own visits and i have worked in a very intense hospital setting as a CNA, so a derm clinic is pretty quiet but still interesting. not sure if it's exactly what i'm looking for but it's something! my resume isn't bad, and i have it mostly written out, i just need to find a template i like and transfer. i'm just having trouble making the leap. i did really well in school, and being home for a couple weeks i feel so on edge not doing anything, but moving forward is scary. a lot of this is my own issues with anxiety, which is a whole big thing on its own, but i was hoping for any words of encouragement or advice! i've been pretty active here as i've gone through school and gotten some great info as well as been participating myself as well as other skin condition and skincare subs that i would normally just lurk to test my knowledge and practice giving information. i'm keeping up, just need a little push! thanks!

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Help me find these films that I saw as a kid in the mid 2000s.

1. A Muslim born baby and A Hindu born baby are interchanged in the hospital when they are born. Now the Muslim born grows up in the Hindu family while the Hindu born grows up in the Muslim family. After they become adults they frequently have quarrels. They are neighbours. Its always about the religious fight between Hindus and muslims in that area.
   
2. A triangle love story where the hero loves the heroine. The villain loves the heroine. I don't remember if the heroine loved the villain in one point or not but she loves the hero. In the climax in a deserted location with ruins of ancient buildings the villain and his gang try to kill the hero and the heroine. The villain wears tip top modern stylish dresses. He is rich. He has a gun. At the end when it's only the three, the villain is all bloody on his face. He tries to intimidate the hero and the heroine with his gun.
   

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Hello, I am interested in finding a man who would allow me the honor of giving them a foot massage, ofcourse i will not give you gigle lol.
I'm 28 yrs old. I’m Romanian ! work here to be US exactly ! I have done things in the past is that I have a i have a boyfriend and meeting to see if you are comfortable to each other. We get coffee or go to dinner. Afterwards, either that day or a later date, we will go somewhere private for us to have fun.
I start out massaging hes feet. I also like to engage in foot worship. But if you just want to massage me , just be free because I'm single now and we just broke up .
Please drop me a line if your interested and i look forward to a great conversation!!
if you dm me , please tell me your name ,age and location. Thank you :)

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Apartment Details: 2 bed (double bedrooms), 2 bath. Each bedroom has an attached bathroom and a walk-in closet. Living/dining room furnished with a couch and dining table (and possibly a TV). Kitchen with dishwasher, refrigerator, oven, stove, microwave, airfryer, utensils + more! Wifi included in rent. Outdoor deck with storage area. Apartment overlooks the courtyard 2 parking spots available. 2 laundry rooms on each floor. Site amenities: Pool, gym, business center, etc (free wifi available near these amenities).
Room Details: Room will be fully furnished with a twin sized bed, desk, chair, and lights.
Location details: Super close to a bus stop and both Ralphs and Vons! 15 minute bus commute from UCSD, 4 minutes by car.
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Over the past couple of weeks I have dropped from close to 60 (have been infinite in the past) to 40 because for some reason I can't win a game back to back anymore?
Over this time I've used several decks, ones that don't rely on the meta or can be countered by it but no matter how good the deck is, the opponent is always better. That includes discard, destroy , collector, Wong panther, patriot etc.
Like playing against armour in your destroy deck after not seeing it for ages. Cosmo against your Wong deck etc. I have just played a destroy deck game where I stacked 90 and 145 power over two zones and the other player managed to beat that, or another game stacking 40/50/90 over the zones and still losing.
I've been playing for around 6 months but it's only been this season that this has happened, where no deck can build momentum unless it's in the meta. The matchmaking reminds me so much now of clash royale where it always finds counter card decks. You can tell by the delay in finding someone compared to a fast matchup when using a known deck.
It's not a skill issue , nor a bad luck issue, not expecting to be infinite or anywhere near but daily I'm going backwards in the rankings no matter what deck I'm using. At this point I'm just doing the challenges because I'm not expecting to even hit 60 now!
Shout-out to the player who armoured rickety bridge and then enchantresses it last turn to destroy all my cards I had put there, that was a top tactic and genuinely impressed me.

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I (25F) was leaving the gym in the early evening, so it was still light out. I get into my car and I’m getting my seat belt on, music ready, etc. I look up because out of the corner of my eye, I see a man (mid-40s) approaching the hood of my car. He's holding a small leather bag in one hand (almost looked like a toiletry bag) and with the other he’s waving to get my attention.
I slightly roll down my window, and he immediately asks me if I know directions to the nearest Target…I say no. Then he asks if I know the directions to the nearest Whole Foods…again I say no. He starts to smile because he seems perplexed that I don’t know where these spots are. But I’m starting to feel very unsettled with him and the situation because it seems like he’s specifically asking directions to places he thinks I'll be familiar with.
Then I told him best of luck, rolled up my window, and started to pull out of my parking spot. He immediately rushes back to his car, reverses, and exits at the same exit I take out of the parking lot. His car was behind me maybe for a mile or so, then I turned down a street (obviously I was taking a different way home that day) and he went down the opposite one.
I felt very weird about it. It seemed like he had been waiting in his car and only got out of it when he saw me leave the gym (not saying he was waiting specifically for me, but more likely a woman). I also found it strange how he immediately drove away when I did…usually if you’re in need of directions/lost, you don’t just jet off. You usually ask someone else for directions (there were many shops in that parking lot…gym, restaurants, etc. that he could’ve asked the employees for help) or you’re more hesitant of where you’re going.
I later looked up how close a Whole Foods and Target were in that area, and both were about 10 minutes away from the gym. So, I wonder if he assumed I would know their locations since both are nearby and typically women like to go to those stores. But I don’t really know why he was asking for directions in the first place/what his plan was (if he had one) if I had given him the directions. AND, I’m wondering what was in that bag! It didn’t seem like he had his keys or wallet in there…it was odd.
Not sure if he was a scammer, predator, or (best case scenario) a very lost man with absolutely no social skills. Either way, it was odd. Just to be safe, I texted the local police about it; gave them the description of the man and his car.
ANYWAYS, I found it strange but grateful my lack of directions directed me for once in my life. Stay safe everyone!

Long story, I am sorry.
I am born and raised in a country in Europe (English isn't my first language). I have 2 siblings (one a few years older and the other one is my twin) and my parents are still together. Me and my twin didn't have a special bond or anything, we see ourselves as siblings, not twins. I had a better bond with my older sibling. We had a really good childhood, we had everything we could ask for (love, attention, material things etc.). But like many other families we also had rough periods from time to time. When I was nearing my teenage years I started noticing that talking about emotions wasn't really possible in my family. I was always the one that had to be tough and strong. I became more and more aware of the fact that my mother and my twin were really close and forming one front together. But I also felt like I had a better bond with my dad. So I brushed it of. When I got older I became very independent, my twin became more and more dependent on our parents (especially our mom). When we were in our early twenties my twin became a parent, she was leaning even more on our parents. My twin got married, it wasn't a happy marriage and they got divorced 7-8 years later.
Unfortunately I became ill in my mid/late twenties, I have an autoimmune disease and a progressive neuromusculair disease. When this started I was together with my partner for 1,5 years, we made it and 17 years later we are still standing strong!
And then my twin got another partner. We didn't know that person very well. Twin started changing (started drinking and smoking, acting strange). My nephew was with his grandparents (our parents) almost every day since the day he was born, they lived maybe 200 metres apart from each other. Twin started to shut everyone out, became isolated from us and most friends. Then one day I got a call from our mother that my twin called her and they needed me. So I got in my car and went (eventough i was very ill). We heard a lot of nasty things about my twins partner (had mental problems, was a drunk, gambled with my twins money etc.), twin needed help getting away from them. Twin broke of the relationship, stayed with our parents for 2 days and then got back together with partner.... My nephew wasn't allowed to see his grandparents anymore. And one day they were gone, they moved in the middle of the night. We didn't know where they were, it was very worrisome. Twin made false statements with the cops that my older sibling had put a gun to her head, that they received death threats, they were stalked and so on. 7 horrible years followed.
My health got worse and worse and I had to let go of my independence more and more. And because my twin was gone my mother projected everything she did with my twin on me now. I tried to keep boundaries on, but I became very sick and needed help with every day stuff. My partner had to work so my mother stepped up. In the years that followed I struggled with my illnesses and accepting that my life changed drastically, I got professional help. I didn't get a lot of mental support from my mother, she always said "be strong!" But I was grieving my old life, my independent life. I tried talking about it, but those conversations were cut off immediately.
About 4 years ago my twin got back in our lives (they had been gone for about 7 years). Still together with the same partner, married now. They have a business together and are doing good. You can tell they changed for the better. My parents, brother and twin talked, but my twin never explained to me why she left. Twin was welcomed back without hesitation by my parents (which I understood because my parents had missed them so much). I was more hesitant and didn't open my heart fully for my twin. In the years my twin was gone my parents did everything to let her know how our dad was doing health wise and tried to get her see my dad, she never did (this is important later on).
Then COVID hit an my partner started working from home. So I didn't need my mother's help as much anymore. And because of my fragile fysical health I didn't see a lot of people, especially when I learned my parents weren't taking the COVID rules that serious in the beginning. I felt I was strong enough to get some of my independence back, my mother didn't liked it. She was angry because she saw me less. I tried to explain to her that it was a combination of COVID and me wanting to be more independent again. It became a big argument, hurtful things were said. I asked my parents to come over, my dad and i were good and he tried to mediate, it didn't work. Over the course of the 3 years that followed we struggled to communicate well with each other. When I brought up I wanted to talk about our strained relationship, my mother ignored it. I tried to put it aside and act like everything was fine, but it wasn't. I brought up that we needed to talk numerous times, no reaction whatsoever. 2 years ago my parents got COVID, my mother recovered, my father not so much. Because of COVID he had some bleeding in his brain and was left with brain-damage and a poor health (his health was already compromised in the years my twin was gone, he had heart problems, cancer and other minor things). Last year the relationship with my mother reached a breaking point and I made the choice to take a step back and focus on my health. I told my mom I needed space, understandably she wasn't happy about it. I was told not to mention anything to my dad. So I didn't, I didn't want to worry him. After a couple of months a reached out to my mom to try and reconnect, she wasn't ready and I was told to give her some time, which I did. But she stayed angry. When I tried to reconnect I found out my dad's health deteriorated, I asked my mom to keep me updated on his health, she promised she would. Just recently she broke that promise. I found out he was in and out of the doctors office and hospital for 5 days, she only told me because I sent her a message. That same night my dad got very ill and the ambulance came to bring him to the hospital again. I heard about it the next day after I messaged my mom again. She thought he was going to die. I wanted to see my dad but I wasn't allowed, I was denied access to my dad, she didn't want to tell me in what hospital he was. That made me so sad and angry, but I kept my mouth shut. But when I was denied access I couldn't keep my mouth shut anymore. I told her I was very hurt and that the problems we had should matter at that time, the only thing that mattered was my dad. And that they went out of their way to keep my twin updated about our dad's health, which my twin never acted on, and now I was denied access to my dad.
My dad got home from the hospital, I sent him a message that I was glad he was home again, that I loved him and hoped to see him soon. I got a very sweet message back, it felt like I got back my dad back from before the brain-damage. My mom was angry that I reached out to my dad. I messaged my dad to try and see him this weekend, he waited a day to answer my message and it wasn't good. I was only able to see him when my mom was there. I accepted that because my goal was to see him. I tried to plan a time and place, but now I wasn't welcome. I told my dad (by whatsapp) what happened the last 6-12 months. But I wasn't welcome. I messaged him that I would wait for him to tell me I could come over
All the stress isn't good for my health.
TLDR; I want to see my dad but I don't want to put myself in a stressful situation again and again. Don't know what to do now. Help!

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I’ve been working at a law firm on and off since 2014, but total I have about 6 years — nearly 7 — experience as a legal assistant in the US.
I love law. It’s something I have come back to after trying many different fields. I enjoy it, and it’s something that I’m going to continue to do. The US just isn’t doing it for me anymore. I hate having to have an escape plan for an active shooter when I go out with my friends. It’s hectic here, and the work culture leaves something to be desired.
I’m willing to practice any area of law, though I would prefer to practice some form of international law (business/tax/finance). I am in the process of getting Italian citizenship and maybe I could use this as some sort of leverage or talking point.
My real questions are should I do an LLM? I’ve read posts that says it’s not necessary. Should I try to take some SQE qualifying courses and try to get sponsored for a position at a firm, though it is probably fruitless?

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Hi all!
I'm in the EU, around 2YOE. I recently accepted a new full time SWE job offer at a nice company - really cool tech, lovely people, nice salary. I honestly love it here. I'm excited about the technology and how it helps others and I adore my colleagues.
I'm just around the two month mark at my new place. I'm getting a lot of help from people around me to learn the tech - as soon as I ask someone has jumped in a meeting with me to explain/discuss my questions. I feel I'm getting the best conditions to learn. And yet I'm struggling.
The stack is completely new to me, the code base is large and very detailed and concerns complex programming areas that are challenging. I love that it's hard because it's personally simulating. But I'm also starting to feel worried. I'm no where near being able to contribute to the stack by myself without ample aid from senior developers. Everyone of my colleagues had experience in this specific area from before (I didn't) and works autonomously easily. I'm so excited to go to work in the mornings and hang out with colleagues/learn but I'm worried that me having fun and being excited isn't enough. We recently had mass layoffs, and at 2 months I haven't yet passed probation so my position isn't super secure.
I may just be overthinking it, but thoughts have popped into my head that I should maybe put a lid on my excitement to at least give a more professional appearance or something ... It sounds so stupid and sad now that I write that out, is there any merit in doing something like it?
I'm also very open when I don't understand things/aspects (even when these may be basic) and will say often immediately that "I don't know/I don't understand this/this feels hard for me to understand". I do that because often someone will fill me in then, explain a bit of what I'm missing, and I will learn quickly (rather than googling on my own). But I rarely hear my colleagues say this - maybe because they're so experienced - but I say it so often. I was thinking that maybe I should stop being so vocal about my gaps of knowledge to at least appear more competent? I've always thought it was healthy to be open about knowledge gaps, but corporate software jobs are quite new to me and I feel like I don't know the social rules well yet. It feels sad/counterproductive to even consider hiding excitement and not being open about where my knowledge is at, I think I may just be thinking about this too much. I wouldn't want others to hide their questions or excitement with me. I don't know. I'm sorry if this is rambly.
Has anyone been in a similar position? Or in the position of the experienced seeing other people struggle like I do? What did you think then, what are your tips? Should those of us in my position be worried when we're struggling like this or should we just keep going and eventually it often sorts itself out/our knowledge grows with practise? Mind you, none of my colleagues have said anything to make me think I should worry yet.
How do you placate your worry own worries when you feel like you're not as cool/you're not contributing at all as much as others?
Thanks for all input in advance! I just want to stay with my lovely team and continue to learn here.

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Tldr; Be kind to everyone around and it might come back to you in a different way. There are a few bad apples, but the world is a good place. Peace ✌🏻

Sorry this is long.
My(22f) Mom (53) almost died the other night and I still can't get the image out of my head. I am currently home for the summer having just finished my last spring semester of college. My mom who is still pretty young has been plagued with a lot of health issues in the past year and her drinking and smoking don't help her medical issues (she is trying to cut back). She has recently been diagnosised with severe osteoporosis, anemia and multiple vitamin deficiencies, she has been prescribed a lot of medication for this. She found out about her osteoporosis after her husband (M we will call him) slammed her against the wall when he was drunk and fractured 2 discs in her lower back (I have always hated him and I have never viewed him as a father he has always been abusive towards my mother). The other night (5/23/23) after dinner I was in my room playing a video game with my friends when I heard gasping through my headphones. My mom has had a long history of ranging asthma attacks but this one was worse. No one heard her banging on the counter for help. I walked out of my room and down the hall about maybe 2-3 feet when I round the corner and see my mom on the floor, I ran to the back of the house and yelled at M "Mom is on the floor I need her inhaler" he grabs her inhaler and quickly follows be back to the kitchen. I look closer at my mom at this point and see that she is starting to turn blue and not breathing. I don't know what took over me in that moment but I was oddly calm, I adjusted my mom and started doing CPR on her (I have never done CPR on a real person only on dummies in highschool). I yelled at M to call 911. I don't remember how many compressions I did on her to start but I remember giving her 2 breaths and the sound that it made still haunts me after the two breaths I kept doing compressions till her eyes opened back up and I stopped and grabbed her hand and told her to squeeze my hand in hers. I remember turning her on her side into the recovery position as I listened to her labored breathing the EMTs rushed in and took over. I remember sitting on the cold kitchen floor watching my mom come back to her surroundings, I remember her looking at me pissed as she realized she was surrounded by paramedics checking her pulse and heart rate, arguing with them that she was fine. I kept telling her that she needed to go, that I had to give her CPR that she was turning blue and she refused, I walked to my room and called my older brother telling him to tell mom to go. She was eventually cleared by the paramedics after reporting her vitals back to the on call doctor. My mom hates hospitals and refuses to go to them. I sat out in the living room with her for a few hours after that and she eventually got up and went to bed. I checked on her every hour to make sure that she was still breathing while she was asleep. The next morning when I woke up I went to walk out into the kitchen to get myself breakfast and had a flashback of seeing her on the ground me over her giving her CPR and started having a panic attack (I have had these over the years before but not nearly as bad as this was). Since then I haven't been able to really sleep, everytime I close my eyes I see her dying in my arms and hear myself counting the compression echoing in my head, and her getting further and further away from me. I have to go check on her every hour and make sure she is still breathing, I don't end up falling asleep until 5am when she usually gets up and starts her day and I know M will be up as well.
I know that this isn't healthy or good for me and I am trying to get in to see my doctor to get a referral to see a new therapist. I have only told a couple of people about this primarily my Brother (23) and boyfriend (23), I have told 2 of my friends. Nothing will ever prepare you for the trauma of having to perform CPR on a real person but especially when it's you own mother.