Code: Y0M8AF Tag: Sohcahtoa Map/Rank/Characters: Havana/D1/Ramattra and Ball
I've been trying to play more Ramattra lately, mainly because of all these long maps in the pool. I'm trying to use Nemesis form more proactively to bully and catch people who are too close. I used to hold it mainly for defense/escape and I think it made me too passive.
On first point, their Sigma did a really good job cycling cooldowns to keep me from bullying him as hard as I usually do in this matchup.
On third point attack, I definitely spent too long spamming Orisa. I figured if she wanted to take trades outside her max falloff then I'll just farm ult off her and occasionally clear the other angles. I felt like my team didn't work off my pressure to open up more angles, especially on their Ana.
I was pretty convinced we were headed for a loss going into our defense. I played Sigma for a hot second, other team counterpicked to Rein after walking out of spawn and ran me over low ground. Their Pharah was making our two hitscan players look silly.
It was then that I decided that we were just going to lose if we stayed slow and static, so I swapped to Ball. I usually don't post wins for reviews, but I feel like this completely turned the game around. What do you think? And should I have made a swap on offense?

Hi guardians, 1 question, I dont have the Lightfall DLC and currently I have this DLC on sale for 72 peruvian soles (19 dolars), let me hear your opinions on the DLC, is it worth it?

Hey guys I'm new around this Reddit. I have a proxmox server setup with turnkey set up and samba file share setup. hopefully I'm asking in the right area but I'm trying to get it to where I can give my buddy in a completely different state than me access to the file share. I do a lot of video editing for him and it would be easier if he could just give me the files that way. how can I go about it I used webmin but I guess I have access to the webdav as well. not sure the steps I would need to take. I know I need to open up a port forwarding and everything I'm just a little lost at the moment.

Hey guys I'm new around this Reddit. I have a proxmox server setup with turnkey set up and samba file share setup. hopefully I'm asking in the right area but I'm trying to get it to where I can give my buddy in a completely different state than me access to the file share. I do a lot of video editing for him and it would be easier if he could just give me the files that way. how can I go about it I used webmin but I guess I have access to the webdav as well. not sure the steps I would need to take. I know I need to open up a port forwarding and everything I'm just a little lost at the moment.

Got a weird one here.
A month ago I ordered a Quicken renewal from Best Buy. The package never showed up, even though I got a delivery notice that said it was delivered in my mailbox and we have locked mailboxes so no one could have stolen it. I contacted Best Buy and they sent a 2nd package, which I received. I entered that code about 2 weeks ago and it successfully extended my subscription for a year.
Today, a woman in a Verizon vest showed up at my door and said she is working down the street and found this package with my address sitting on someone else’s lawn. As you might expect, it’s the missing Quicken package. Extremely nice she brought it to me!
I can’t enter the code now because I recently entered the code from the 2nd package.
Will I be able to use the code from the now found package in 6 months or do they expire if they don’t get used within a certain amount of time? Or, will Best Buy have told Quicken to cancel that code since the package was missing?
Thanks for any help.

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This is going to be long so I apologize in advance. And it’s typed from my phone so sorry. This is not an attempt to work things out or make excuses for my behavior. I want you to understand me and what I feel and why I react how I do.
I was in a abusive relationship with my husband for close to 10 years. I know you know that but I don’t think you fully realize what I went threw. He spent 3 years in prison for what he did to me. He was not only abusive he was an alcoholic and a narcissist.
In the beginning I thought I met prince fucking charming. I felt so lucky to have found someone so perfect and so loving. Mind you I was on 24 I didn’t know villains existed in real life yet. Once he knew I was head over heels and we were married I met the man behind the mask. My whole world got flipped upside down. I had never been spoke to or treated so bad my entire life. And every time I would be done with him the prince would come back out and I’d fall for it. I wanted nothing more then for my marriage to last and the man I married to come back. He knew this and preyed on me for years. Do you know what it feels like to find out the person you loved and sacrificed so much for never cared about you? He only saw dollar signs and a home when he looked at me. He tore me down hit me cheated on me used me and lied every step of the way. I didn’t know what was real or what was fake I have to be on defense mode 24/7. Mind with the person I was absolutely in love with and married too. The mind games he would play were enough for me to try killing myself. He would steal my car, turn off electricity to house, mess with my tires, steal my phone, and have women’s belongings in my house. It was a constant battle for years. Even the police couldn’t help me the best advice I got from a cop was you got yourself into this mess your gonna have to get yourself out of it.
I lost my confidence my credit my tooth my pride my husband and almost my life.
I didn’t date anyone seriously or try to for 5 years or until you. I didn’t know what having feelings for you was going to do to me bc I hadn’t even tried since my ex. It felt good to feel love and to love but along with that comes vulnerability. And it scared the shit out of me. I tried to set boundaries and tell you what I could and couldn’t handle. I knew I didn’t want the same thing to happen again so I was constantly looking for signs, over thinking everything, and over examining everything. Your situation at the time didn’t help and neither did our past.
I want you to know none of this was your fault and there was nothing you could have done to change the outcome. I wasn’t ready for all the love you had to give and I didn’t know bc I hadn’t tried before. I apologize for any pain I caused you but know it wasn’t intentional I had not alternate motive. I only knew I don’t want to be hurt again. And I hurt the person closest to me in the process. I hope this helps your healing process and helps you understand why I was so cautious. It wasn’t to tear you down it was to take care of my heart which had been broken down to nothing in the past. I don’t blame you for quitting.
I need therapy and a lover who can understand my past and love me thru it. It’s going to take a very patient caring loving forgiving and strong man. But I don’t plan on trying that again for years. And I truly am sorry if I had known the damage was so bad I never would of attempted a relationship with you.
Love M🐝🌻

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Transcript: https://www.johannadraconis.com/episode-101-120

Intro [0:00]

Hello my dears! My name is Johanna, and I welcome you to the Johanna Draconis - The Deconstruction Of C-PTSD podcast.
In this episode we will talk about bad people doing good things, which I know is a complicated and loaded topic on its own, but under our circumstances it turns into a complete mine field. And also I am not talking about Stockholm syndrome - maybe another time.
I am talking about the person who causes so much suffering doing good things. Sometimes even great things. It is a taboo we need to talk about, as we have to properly sort it out before we can move on - as conflicting as it can be.
So let us talk about it.
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Prelude [0:50]

I found this topic really well summarized with the yin and yang image. As in there isn’t something good without something bad and there isn’t something bad without something good. That has always been the truth of life as far as I witnessed it.
I mean we can use the most vile people in history and they will have good aspects about them and will have done good things. Maybe not much, but it is definitely there. To my knowledge there is no 100% evil person.
That is hard enough to swallow when it is just a very nasty coworker, but it even goes so far that there might be a genuine good moment or a humane moment with those that are torturing you and make you go through unspeakable things.
Not the ones they use for of the procedure. Genuine ones. Which makes what happens otherwise so much worse and definitely makes accepting what happened to you so much harder. No matter what it was that happened to you.
It just messes with your head. Which is why it is so important that we talk about it - to break the silence and the taboo and because we need to to heal and leave it all behind us.
So let us take a closer look with first talking about bad people doing good things in general and then good moments with someone bad.
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Bad people doing good things in general [2:26]

The first point - about bad people doing good things in general - which is more or less a completely normal and general thing. There are several reason why dealing with bad people doing good things is problematic.
One the public opinion - as it can be used as an excuse to dismiss the claims and the victims. Once in claiming a person doing good couldn’t be doing what is claimed or that the good things the person did somehow negates the negatives ones.
But it doesn’t only affect outside opinions - many people struggle to attribute their abuse when their abuser does also a lot of good things. There is doubt, self gas lightning and questioning your own memory. Which is understandable, but unnecessary.
Even if he did good things, even if it is was directly for you - that makes the abuse suffered not less valid. Abuse isn’t a math problem - good things don’t take the bad things away.
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Good moments with bad people (need for connection) [3:36]

To the second point - the genuine good moments with your abuser - it is crucial to understand that we are social beings with a need for connection. So especially if you spend a long time - and especially if it is isolated - with your abuser - it is basically bound to happen.
One of the biggest struggle people have who suffered extreme abuse is: How could another person - another human - do this to me? Having such a connecting moment makes everything so much worse. That moment doesn’t need to be long or intense.
Just a moment of familiarity or humanity shown by the abuser is enough. Shortly afterwards everything goes back to normal. You might even had several of those moments - and/or long ones. They change everything and nothing at the same time.
But how can you admit to those moments? Where you felt for or with them? Where there was a connection? It makes separating so much harder. While that is the case - it is key to accept that these moments happened and not bury them.
While they don’t change anything about the abuse you suffered - if we ignore them we are just planting problems to keep haunting us. And we need to deal with it to move on. There are a lot of emotions connected to this - especially shame.
Survival is never pretty. Most of the things one does to survive is best never said out loud. Even things you do to survive that only affect you. Its embarrassing and dehumanizing. It is completely normal to feel shame. But it is also important to forgive yourself.
It might take a while… maybe a long while - as this is a very hard pill to swallow. The important thing is to not just bury it. In some situations you don’t really have a choice. What else could you have done? Realistically? With your knowledge at the time?
With the options that you had? With the needs you had? Take your time… this won’t be an easy or fast solution… and a hard and rough journey. So take your time and go at your own pace.
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Outro [6:29]

That was it for todays episode, I hope you found it helpful. Hope you are safe and well. And as always, if you have any questions or feedback and the like, please let me know at [[email protected]](mailto:[email protected]).
More information and transcript you can find as usually under johannadraconis.com/podcast/, information regarding therapy you can find under johannadraconis.com/therapy/ and links are in the description.
I hope to see you next time. Watch yourselves and have a wonderful time.

Hi! A full-time single dad here that works full time as well has majority custody of his nearly teenage (god help me) daughter, currently trying to distract myself from a fairly awful couple of days with someone to chat to and some company.
For the most part I'm a pretty normal bloke into the usual blokey/nerdy stuff, I'll watch almost any film going, mostly to escape reality to be honest, listen to mainly rock/metal and pop punk music as a standard alongside some totally tragic 90's pop here and there, add in a very small dose of gaming (not that I have time for that now),a slightly less than healthy obsession with a football team that will give me a heart attack one day and some long hair and you have me in a nutshell.
So if after reading all of that you're still interested then please come say hello and lets see what happens.

I hope this is the right place to ask. I have a car with no bluetooth, but there is a usb port for audio. Is there a usb to bt adapters that would let me play music from my phone? It seems like most adapters are intented for pc use, so I'm guessing they're no good?

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Maybe this is obvious, but it came to me last night and I had to share…
Ni = nigh (“the end is nigh”) = near
Jah = God (think Rasta, related to the Hebrew Yah, which is short for Yahweh)
Fits perfectly with the show’s themes!

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This was the topic name: Lately, I've been having thoughts about suicide
And here is the text, I'll just copy/past it. I've just finished writing, so sorry if some parts do not make sense. I've lost my concentration so I cannot read and edit it. But I still feel like sharing it with somebody.
As a side note, I tend to avoid this subreddit because reading your post makes my hopeless situation even more desperate.
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Before you start reading, my situation is not urgent. If you are suicidal, you better do not read this post at all.
Sometimes I did follow those thoughts, sometimes I did not. Either way, as a Stoic practitioner, my view on death is a lot different from most people. I do not see death as something terrible, now did I ever believe in God on such things. For me, death is just death. You stop existing and that all. In fact, it it a good thing, as you get rid of this body which is always a pain in the ass. You have to feed it, clench it's thirst....do everything for and it still gives up on you. It is a source of so much suffering.
Even writing this here, I am feeling kind of guilty, that's probably because if you knew me, you would think I would be on the other side of the screen, cheering people and not writing this long ass post.
So, the story goes like this. For the record, I am 36 years old, male.
I won't go into great lengths to tell you what got me into my current situation, but I do have to write a short summary.
So...I've always been a problematic kid. Did drugs, alcohol, smoked, basically, was one of the "cool" kids. I've skipped class, was a real pain in the ass to teachers, and that eventually lead to me being expelled from school in my final year of school. Finished it later so at the end of the day, that was not a big deal. However, that is where my issues started.
At that point, I got access to home internet and as I had no obligation, and my parents were ok (they still are) with whatever I do, I've become completely socially isolated. So, from the ages of 16, up until the 26. My days were always the same. I've been spending 16+ hours a day online!!! Rest of the time I was sleeping, most of the time waking up multiple times trough the night to check on my games, because most of that time I've spent playing games, randomly browsing the internet and watching porn here and there.
Life was GOOD. At that point, I actually enjoyed my life. I did not know any better, so I am not the kind of person who regrets my past. It is what it is. Sure, from this point of view, that was stupid, but, I did not know better back then and I could not do better.
Anyway, the real problem was not the addiction to the internet novelty, the real problems started happening when I actually had to leave home and do stuff, which happened once or twice a year. Long story short, every time I went out, I felt like I was about to die- And slowly, but surely, my comfort zone shrunk, and shrunk. Things that I used to do, suddenly become impossible for me to do, because I genuinely believed "something bad was going to happen" if I even try and do stuff.
That was the beginning of my real issue, that is, agoraphobia. Since most people do not know what that is, in short, it is a fear of leaving home. Not because you are afraid of anything in particular, such as dentist, flying or many other fears and phobias that people have. You are afraid of the feeling of fear, of the way you FEEL in particular situations. That is, you become afraid of the fear itself, so you start avoiding and avoiding.
Now, I never actually went to doctor to get diagnosed, because for me, if I could do that, I would consider myself recovered. For me, going to doctor is simply one of the hardest things to do. It is just the way it is. If I ever went, my diagnosis would be, without a doubt: "panic disorder with agoraphobia."
As the day, weeks, months and year went by, I was getting worse, not better. Eventually, I got to the point where all I did trough the day, was hide myself under the blanket, because of how much anxiety I had pretty much all the time, with frequent panic attacks.
At that point, I had enough. I could not live on like that, so I did my best to try and recover. I started by downloading plenty of books about agoraphobia, panic, and generally self-help books. But, I could not actually read them, or concentrate at all, as long as I was online. So, the first step was going offline. After that, I heard that meditation was good and something that might help with anxiety, so I started it. And I've been meditating for 7+ years, logging over 2500 hours of meditation in total. Spoiler alert, it sure is good, it helped with general anxiety so I've started feeling OK, when I was at home. No more constant anxiety and panic attacks at least in my safe zone. Although, if I am being honest, I would not attribute that to meditation, that happened because I was offline.
So, from that point on, I've started caring about myself and my body, for the first time, ever. I did stopped smoking, drugs, and alcohol before, so at last I did not have to deal with that.
Anyway, I've started what I had to do. I've started practicing exposure therapy, and slowly, but surely expanding my comfort zone. And from that point on, until now, I've been spinning in the same cycle. Getting a bit better, than having a massive setback, depression, going back online and wasting few weeks or months online, and that repeat. Restarting the entire cycle.
I had some success and failures, but every time shit got hard, I hid online. That is, until I actually started CRAVING real life, and wanting more of life than what I currently have.
I know exactly what I want from life, I know how to get it, and I am extremely motivated to put in necessary work and get what I want. After all, trough the years, I've put massive effort into recovery. Heck, 3 years ago, I considered myself like 75% recovered. That is when I lost my grandpa. I withdrew at home, and that lead to full blown relapse, once again.
All fine, still. I am still motivated and I still want to get my life back. However, that's when it got from bad to worse. I did some physically activity, and from than on, I've started having issues with my legs. That is, I've been under a lot of pain.
Eventually, it got better (after plenty of internet and inactivity) and last year, at August, after pushing myself day in, day out, I've completely burnt my legs. I did a lot of walking (as part of my exposure therapy) and from than on, my legs are always hurting. Even if I am resting. That is, my hamstrings are killing me.
Because of that, I had yet another setback, was online for like 2 months, but I started hating my life even more and I've decided I am I going to give recovery another go. Give it my all, and if I am not better in 180 days, I told myself, I am going to give up completely. Surrender, spend my days online, and live my life for as long as I have somebody to support me. Once I am out of support, I would finally end my life.
And, I did good during that period. Expanded my comfort zone, once again, leg pain slowly but surely subsides (not completely, but it got a lot better). That was all until I had another setback.... That happened when I had a massive panic attack in situation that I considered "safe." I did not withdraw completely, I kept going out and trying my best. But, my comfort zone got smaller and smaller, until I eventually got back to where I am now. Unable to take public transport, which is MASSIVE for me. Because without it, I have to walk a lot and the more I walk, the more my legs hurt.
The more my legs hurt and the less I walked, the more and more I've become depressed. Until finally, thoughts about just ending it all started creeping in. As someone who did a lot of meditation and who practiced Stoicism, I was able to see those thoughts for what they are. Just fleeting, and impermament. I did not have to follow any of them.
Sometimes I did follow them, sometimes I did not. Either way, as a Stoic practitioner, my view on death is a lot different from most people. I do not see death as something terrible, nor did I ever believed in God or such stiuff. For me, death is just death. You stop existing and that all. In fact, it it a good thing, as you get rid of this body which is always a pain in the ass. You have to feed it, clench it's thirst and take a lot of care of it. It is a source for a lot of suffering and pain, pretty much from the moment you are born. On death, that all just stops.
Before I was born, people existed, our planet did spin, people got married, people got into wars, movies were mad, kids were born, people died, birds sang, books were written...Basically, the world existed. Even Hitler happened and I was not part of it. Once I am gone, people will still exist, our planet will spin, new post on reddit will pop up, people will get married, people will divorce, sun will shine.....everything will keep on happening, whether I am alive or not.
Now, Stoicism, especially Seneca (one of the 3 main Stoic which works somehow survived to this day), actually encouraged suicide to people who cannot bear life any more.
If I were alone, I might have actually done it. However, I know I can still contribute to my family, and they need me. So, doing that, is the least thing I would do. Although, lately it started sounding compelling...
Basically, during my Stoic studies and practice, (I read a lot of Buddhism before that), death has become one very positive topic for me. I used it to motivate me to live my life..
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I've been going off topic a lot, because this turned into the rant. I guess I had to get it off, to share it with somebody, so it's fine. I'll try to return to my current situation.
I've been online for the past 2 weeks. Spending 16+ hours online and generally hating it. I want to change it, but I am not ready for all the leg pain I am going to experience as soon as I start working on my recovery once again.
The reason I wrote this post, and the reason I went online once again, was because I started to hate my life, from the moment I woke up, I could not wait to go to sleep. It went on for days and the more it went on, the more thoughts about ending it all I had. I cannot say I was depressed, because I know how depression feel. I am more unhappy about my life situation and my inability to do the things I want to do. I know exactly what I want from life.
I want to fully recover.
I want to rebuild my social circle since I've always been very good at socializing.
I want to IMPROVE my physically fitness, by running, doing body weight exercises, riding a big, swimming...the list goes on. I so want to be pain free and to be super active.
I wan to start working, to have my own income.
I want so much more from life than this.
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BUT...I simply cannot go to doctor, and I know as soon as I decide to go offline once again, and start working towards recovery. I'll have to deal with all this shit, shit I can easily hide away from as I am online. But, being online do not help, it just makes things worse.
I also know that just being offline is not the way to go, you have to actually build the life in which relapse will not even be an option. And I know how to do that, but, because of the leg pain, I am extremely limited in that which I can do.
Anyway, this is indeed a rant. Rant is mostly because I really dislike this leg pain, if it were not for it, it would have been much better.
What would Stoic recommend in this instance is something along the lies, "to love everything happens to you, because, it could always get worse." Like, how would it been if I got cancer and I am not able to get and get adequate treatment?
As for doctor in general, I've considered doing it plenty of times during the last 10 years, but that never happened. So, I am feeling stuck, and that sucks the most. I would have a better time if I did not know what I want from life and if I could just waste my life online. But, unfortunately, that is not the case.
Going to doctor, knowing what is actually wrong with my legs, and what I can do, would indeed be a life changer for me. Unfortunately, that is not going to happen, yet..
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In the next few days, I'll go offline and give recovery another go. I will have to experience plenty of leg pain because of all the walking I'll have to do. It will get better once I get back to buses. But, that will take time.
At the end of the day, this post seems more appropriate for DecidingToBeBetter than this sub. I wrote it here because this was the first time I ever told someone I did actually start contemplating suicide.
Hopefully, things will get better this time. Because, every time I go 120+ days offline, depression creeps in and I have a very hard time.
If anyone read my rant, thank you.

So the 16gb Kioxia card my rg353v came with a few days ago already seems to have died.
I have another random 16gb card lying around that is old but should be good quality. But I also have some 32gb cards lying around (gonna keep 64gb and higher cards for the ext2/rom card, or other devices). Would it benefit me to use the 32 gb card? Does anything get stored there, particularly metadata and all those thumbnails and stuff from scraping? Just wanna make sure it won't run out of space down the road.
I just installed Unofficial OS on the 16gb card and got it working (with the v2 screen fix too), and as I'm typing this I'm noticing all my roms already seem to be scraped, so I guess that means all that data is on the second card....
Just wanna be sure how this all works so I can make informed decisions going forward.
Thanks!

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As the title says, I'm looking for ways to synchronize my local folders between a desktop and two laptops. My Google-Fu seems to have failed me.
I have already tried Syncthing and rsync, but KMail on two of the machines keep having collisions, and the third one doesn't even list the files that I put into ~/.local/share/local-mail (even though Local Folders location is set to that one - on all three machines, actually)
I have tried to set up IMAP on my homeserver and use mbsync, but that also failed for a bunch of reasons. (Delimiters and such)
At this point I'm basically out of ideas.
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 So i’ve really been into working out and enjoying the hell outta it. and I’ve really been thinking on what i want to get out of it and i decided i want to focus my goals more on the aesthetic side rather than skills and all that. But at the same time i also do want to build some strength as well. Now onto my dream physique. 

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As you can see, yes it is an anime character ik, please don’t hate me. I noticed that his shoulders, lats, and arms really a huge part of this physique so i know for sure some parts to prioritize, he also has a really good chest as well.
As of now i weight about 178lbs and i am currently bulking as well and focused on getting lots of protein and carbs to help fuel my workouts. And i don’t know if it’s important but my height is 6’2 and i am 18
So what i need help with is making a workout routine and also adjusting my current routine if it’s sufficient. i currently have a weight vest that can go up to 70lbs that i plan on incorporating later on as i progress and at the moment the weight i use is 20 lbs and i also have two 15lb dumbbells and also a pull-up bar. Additionally once i hit 12 reps i’ll up the weight on my vest
So here’s my routine: Monday & Thursday/PUSH - 4x6-12 decline push-ups w/vest -4x6-12 parallete pushups w/vest -4x6-12 diamond push-ups w/vest -4x8-12 lateral raises w/15lbs
Tues & Fri/PULL -4x7-12 chin-ups (plan on adding weight) -4xAMRAP assisted band chin-ups -4x8-12 single arm bicep curls while holding 20lb vest
WED & SAT/LEGS Now this part i am having trouble coming up with a workout because of course i want nice legs as well. So as much as i hate to say it i’ve kinda been winging it :(
currently i do -4xAMRAP bulgarian split squats with both 15lbs dumbbells -4x5 assisted pistol squats no weights 4xAMRAP calf raises with both 15lb dumbbells
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So it goes.