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CountryMusic - Real Country Music: New, Old, and Everything in Between
2009.07.11 08:10 llrjour CountryMusic - Real Country Music: New, Old, and Everything in Between
A sub for people who love the kind of independent country music you don't hear on mainstream radio. Join us for Honky Tonk Saturday Night, Bakersfield Soundday, Blue(s,grass) Monday, and even for some pop country, alt-country, and undefinable country. Stay for posts about country music history, interviews, event announcements, and more. Share your favorite songs and find some new favorite artists. Grab a seat at the bar, there's a good band playing!
2009.09.16 00:14 halobob98 IDM
Home of IDM (Intelligent Dance Music), also known as Braindance. IDM is a style of electronic music originating in the early 1990s, defined by idiosyncratic experimentation rather than specific genre constraints. It emerged from the culture and sound palette of electronic and rave music styles such as ambient techno, acid house, Detroit techno and breakbeat, it has been regarded as better suited to home listening than dancing.
2010.02.13 20:42 xerogod doommetal
Vinum Sabbathi.
2023.05.28 07:48 carlos3rcr 25M scientist that likes trashy reality tv, running, and imessage games. let’s call? [chat] [activities]
hey!
here’s what I look like
I’m in chicago, in the middle of my phd, using the sacred few hours of sleep I got to scroll reddit while binging on the trashiest reality TV and early 00s MTV music videos… I’m known for taking wise choices :P
a few sentences about myself
I’m a very proud mexican doing his phd in theoretical biophysics in the US (somewhere in the midwest). sometimes I like to think I’m super smart… then I remember how much trashy reality tv trivia I know. tbh, since moving here I’ve been aching to meet people that aren’t related to my professional or academic sphere, and rarely got the time to do much outside the lab, so, here I am, it seems meeting people online could be good bet :O
some random trivia
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here’s what I look like
I’m in chicago, in the middle of my phd, using the sacred few hours of sleep I got to scroll reddit while binging on the trashiest reality TV and early 00s MTV music videos… I’m known for taking wise choices :P
a few sentences about myself
I’m a very proud mexican doing his phd in theoretical biophysics in the US (somewhere in the midwest). sometimes I like to think I’m super smart… then I remember how much trashy reality tv trivia I know. tbh, since moving here I’ve been aching to meet people that aren’t related to my professional or academic sphere, and rarely got the time to do much outside the lab, so, here I am, it seems meeting people online could be good bet :O
some random trivia
- my work is on machine learning and proteins
- love running and cycling, pretty much any heavy cardio activity
- love playing soccer but suck at it
- love signing but suck at it
- love drawing but suck at it
- I only sing in spanish, because I got a thiccc accent and feel a bit self-conscious singing in english
- expert in early 00s shitty pop music
- best disney movie is ratatouille
- most overrated disney movie is up
- love dancing cumbia and bachata… and actually do not suck at it! lmao
- can move my ears on command
- have lived in 4 countries, 6 cities, 2 continents
- I’m trying to get into video games. help? I have a swtich, xbox, and pc
- not a fan of scifi or fantasy :(
- once got jump-scared by a possum while riding my bike
- knows two and a half languages
- love crafts (specially origami) and playing the accordion
- I was personally invited to a fancy rooftop party by a google hotshot, but bailed on it
- a mexican bill saved my life while I was stranded in serbia
- I was suspended from middle school for burning a whiteboard with body spray and a lighter
2023.05.28 07:43 Givlytig What would you guys consider to be Elvis's best country songs?
This guy was so talented in so many genres, but I love his country music, even though that's sometimes hard to actually define.
“Help Me Make It Through the Night” and "Make the Works Go Away" almost sound like they were written for him, he's so comfortable inside those songs.
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“Help Me Make It Through the Night” and "Make the Works Go Away" almost sound like they were written for him, he's so comfortable inside those songs.
2023.05.28 07:42 thewomanoftomorrow 25/F looking for chats and friends :)
Hey everybody I have plenty of time to waste browsing reddit and talking to strangers on the internet, making my momma proud lol btw I love video games, music, and movies so maybe we can play a game or watch something or share our playlists together!!
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2023.05.28 07:42 TrashBots Curated Spotify playlist of artists playing in Cleveland this week
Hey All, I wrote a little app to update a Spotify playlist every week with artists playing in Cleveland during the upcoming week.
The goal is to increase visibility of local bands and touring acts by giving you the ability to skim through the playlists every week to see if there are any sounds you like.
This Week in Cleveland, OH: spotify:playlist:2mst6UUJVfLR56eVQL7g4S
This Weekend in Cleveland OH: spotify:playlist:0N2LAqtTznigRQyoLQqRux
(You'll have to paste these links in the address bar because Reddit doesn't recognize links to the Spotify app)
P.S. I created playlists for most cities in the country, you can find them on ThisWeekLocal.com
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The goal is to increase visibility of local bands and touring acts by giving you the ability to skim through the playlists every week to see if there are any sounds you like.
This Week in Cleveland, OH: spotify:playlist:2mst6UUJVfLR56eVQL7g4S
This Weekend in Cleveland OH: spotify:playlist:0N2LAqtTznigRQyoLQqRux
(You'll have to paste these links in the address bar because Reddit doesn't recognize links to the Spotify app)
P.S. I created playlists for most cities in the country, you can find them on ThisWeekLocal.com
2023.05.28 07:31 joshuastarlight SATURDAY MAY 27, 2023 - RECORDS + ART Rhythm Section Gatlinburg TN Record Store Music & Movies Since 1978 Dolly Parton Country Sevier County USA :) Intergalactic Radio Station wwwrhythmsectiongatlinburgcom
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2023.05.28 07:23 DreadlordBedrock Finally was able to see ‘Dragon Princess’ by Jean-Jacques Denis and Anthony Roux
For context, I’ve been following the development of this movie for about a decade ever since I saw some watercolour concept art back in high school.
Eight to ten years later, two degrees, and getting married I find it finally was made, was show at the Annecy film festival, but that there were no plans for an international release yet. Finally, about a month ago, I check out what would be showing at my city’s international children’s animation festival this year. I immediately bought tickets for my wife and I.
It was everything I was hoping it would be. Gorgeous 2D animation with seamless integration of 3D elements, beautiful story that made us tear up in parts, and really really good music.
Has anybody else seen it yet, and if so how did you like it and has it been released officially in your country yet?
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Eight to ten years later, two degrees, and getting married I find it finally was made, was show at the Annecy film festival, but that there were no plans for an international release yet. Finally, about a month ago, I check out what would be showing at my city’s international children’s animation festival this year. I immediately bought tickets for my wife and I.
It was everything I was hoping it would be. Gorgeous 2D animation with seamless integration of 3D elements, beautiful story that made us tear up in parts, and really really good music.
Has anybody else seen it yet, and if so how did you like it and has it been released officially in your country yet?
2023.05.28 07:11 indigoearth08 [For Hire] Video Game Soundtrack Composer!
Hey everybody, I’m Tyson, a teen music artist, composer, and producer who would be super excited to work with you creating a soundtrack for VERY low price for your next video game. I make a variety of music including electronic, piano (I often blend the 2 together), ambient, soft dance and experiential.
I don’t have much experience making music for video games except for making my own music that fits into games like Minecraft, No Man's Sky, etc. I have been doing this since I was 6 years old!
I don't have a lot of music that is released that sounds like video game music but I will still provide these links to my music.
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I don’t have much experience making music for video games except for making my own music that fits into games like Minecraft, No Man's Sky, etc. I have been doing this since I was 6 years old!
I don't have a lot of music that is released that sounds like video game music but I will still provide these links to my music.
- My Linktree
- An ambient EP I made on SoundCloud a few years back that's inspired by the Minecraft soundtrack
- Deadmau5 - Everything You Are
- C418 - Minecraft Volume Alpha
- C418 - Minecraft Volume Beta
- Ark Patrol - Voyager
- Ludwig Goransson - Zen: Grogu and Dust Bunnies
- Paul Haslinger - Halt and Catch Fire OST
- BENEE - BAGELS
- Stafford Bawler - Monument Valley OST
- Ark Patrol - Sinner
2023.05.28 07:10 indigoearth08 [For Hire] Video Game Soundtrack Composer
Hi everybody, I’m Tyson, a teen music artist, composer, and producer who would be super excited to work with you creating a soundtrack for VERY low price for your next video game. I make a variety of music including electronic, piano (I often blend the 2 together), ambient, soft dance and experiential.
I don’t have much experience making music for video games except for making my own music that fits into games like Minecraft, No Man's Sky, etc. I have been doing this since I was 6 years old!
I don't have a lot of music that is released that sounds like video game music but I will still provide these links to my music.
submitted by indigoearth08 to gameDevJobs [link] [comments]
I don’t have much experience making music for video games except for making my own music that fits into games like Minecraft, No Man's Sky, etc. I have been doing this since I was 6 years old!
I don't have a lot of music that is released that sounds like video game music but I will still provide these links to my music.
- My Linktree
- An ambient EP I made on SoundCloud a few years back that's inspired by the Minecraft soundtrack
- Deadmau5 - Everything You Are
- C418 - Minecraft Volume Alpha
- C418 - Minecraft Volume Beta
- Ark Patrol - Voyager
- Ludwig Goransson - Zen: Grogu and Dust Bunnies
- Paul Haslinger - Halt and Catch Fire OST
- BENEE - BAGELS
- Stafford Bawler - Monument Valley OST
- Ark Patrol - Sinner
2023.05.28 07:05 carlos3rcr 25[M4F]CDT scientist that likes trashy reality tv, running, and imessage games. let’s call?
hey!
here’s what I look like
I’m in chicago, in the middle of my phd, using the sacred few hours of sleep I got to scroll reddit while binging on the trashiest reality TV and early 00s MTV music videos… I’m known for taking wise choices :P
a few sentences about myself
I’m a very proud mexican doing his phd in theoretical biophysics in the US (somewhere in the midwest). sometimes I like to think I’m super smart… then I remember how much trashy reality tv trivia I know. tbh, since moving here I’ve been aching to meet people that aren’t related to my professional or academic sphere, and rarely got the time to do much outside the lab, so, here I am, it seems meeting people online could be good bet :O
some random trivia
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here’s what I look like
I’m in chicago, in the middle of my phd, using the sacred few hours of sleep I got to scroll reddit while binging on the trashiest reality TV and early 00s MTV music videos… I’m known for taking wise choices :P
a few sentences about myself
I’m a very proud mexican doing his phd in theoretical biophysics in the US (somewhere in the midwest). sometimes I like to think I’m super smart… then I remember how much trashy reality tv trivia I know. tbh, since moving here I’ve been aching to meet people that aren’t related to my professional or academic sphere, and rarely got the time to do much outside the lab, so, here I am, it seems meeting people online could be good bet :O
some random trivia
- my work is on machine learning and proteins
- love running and cycling, pretty much any heavy cardio activity
- love playing soccer but suck at it
- love signing but suck at it
- love drawing but suck at it
- I only sing in spanish, because I got a thiccc accent and feel a bit self-conscious singing in english
- expert in early 00s shitty pop music
- best disney movie is ratatouille
- most overrated disney movie is up
- love dancing cumbia and bachata… and actually do not suck at it! lmao
- can move my ears on command
- have lived in 4 countries, 6 cities, 2 continents
- I’m trying to get into video games. help? I have a swtich, xbox, and pc
- not a fan of scifi or fantasy :(
- once got jump-scared by a possum while riding my bike
- knows two and a half languages
- love crafts (specially origami) and playing the accordion
- I was personally invited to a fancy rooftop party by a google hotshot, but bailed on it
- a mexican bill saved my life while I was stranded in serbia
- I was suspended from middle school for burning a whiteboard with body spray and a lighter
2023.05.28 07:05 TriangleHatMan Travel friends with bad taste in music and movies?
Hi, I'm 33/M/Ire, and interested in making some new friends. Location doesn't matter to me.
I'm interested in travelling, just back from visiting Edinburgh and last Summer I spent a couple of weeks island hopping and scuba diving in Greece. Would like to try cliff diving but I think I may need an adventurous friend to give me a push. If you're into marine life or exploration and travel I'm sure we would have something in common.
I like to practice martial arts, mostly kickboxing and karate, hoping to try MMA this summer. I find martial arts are a really good way to de-stress and they teach discipline, focus and humility. I'm not a big gym person, mostly because other hobbies take up too much time, but I have been known to embarrass myself in the odd half marathon and I like running outdoors. I try to do a 5k a day... which is good because I could also eat my own body weight in pizza if the mood strikes. I used to do fencing and would like to pick it up again at some point.
I finished a STEM PhD a couple years back so if you're into science nerdery and you want to geek out about some article you found about particles or planets or plants and photosynthesis let me know! I worked in Italy for about half a year shortly after my PhD which is probably where I developed the habit of eating my own body weight in pizza.
Into horror movies and sci fi and 80s music (everything from the goofy hair metal of Motley Crue to the electro-pop weirdness of Peter Gabriel). I like to go to concerts and gigs last gig I went to was a Japanese Punk band.
If any of that resonates and you think we might get along then send me a message. Tell me about your travels and your adventures (or misadventures), send me your best 80s playlist or just say hello if I seem like somebody you would wanna get to know.
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I'm interested in travelling, just back from visiting Edinburgh and last Summer I spent a couple of weeks island hopping and scuba diving in Greece. Would like to try cliff diving but I think I may need an adventurous friend to give me a push. If you're into marine life or exploration and travel I'm sure we would have something in common.
I like to practice martial arts, mostly kickboxing and karate, hoping to try MMA this summer. I find martial arts are a really good way to de-stress and they teach discipline, focus and humility. I'm not a big gym person, mostly because other hobbies take up too much time, but I have been known to embarrass myself in the odd half marathon and I like running outdoors. I try to do a 5k a day... which is good because I could also eat my own body weight in pizza if the mood strikes. I used to do fencing and would like to pick it up again at some point.
I finished a STEM PhD a couple years back so if you're into science nerdery and you want to geek out about some article you found about particles or planets or plants and photosynthesis let me know! I worked in Italy for about half a year shortly after my PhD which is probably where I developed the habit of eating my own body weight in pizza.
Into horror movies and sci fi and 80s music (everything from the goofy hair metal of Motley Crue to the electro-pop weirdness of Peter Gabriel). I like to go to concerts and gigs last gig I went to was a Japanese Punk band.
If any of that resonates and you think we might get along then send me a message. Tell me about your travels and your adventures (or misadventures), send me your best 80s playlist or just say hello if I seem like somebody you would wanna get to know.
2023.05.28 07:03 indigoearth08 [For Hire] Video Game Soundtrack Composer
Hi everybody, I’m Tyson, a teen music artist, composer, and producer who would be super excited to work with you creating a soundtrack for VERY low price for your next video game. I make a variety of music including electronic, piano (I often blend the 2 together), ambient, soft dance and experiential.
I don’t have much experience making music for video games except for making my own music that fits into games like Minecraft, No Man's Sky, etc. I have been doing this since I was 6 years old!
I don't have a lot of music that is released that sounds like video game music but I will still provide these links to my music.
submitted by indigoearth08 to INAT [link] [comments]
I don’t have much experience making music for video games except for making my own music that fits into games like Minecraft, No Man's Sky, etc. I have been doing this since I was 6 years old!
I don't have a lot of music that is released that sounds like video game music but I will still provide these links to my music.
- My Linktree
- An ambient EP I made on SoundCloud a few years back that's inspired by the Minecraft soundtrack
- Deadmau5 - Everything You Are
- C418 - Minecraft Volume Alpha
- C418 - Minecraft Volume Beta
- Ark Patrol - Voyager
- Ludwig Goransson - Zen: Grogu and Dust Bunnies
- Paul Haslinger - Halt and Catch Fire OST
- BENEE - BAGELS
- Stafford Bawler - Monument Valley OST
- Ark Patrol - Sinner
2023.05.28 07:03 reversecard420 Primal Scream - Screamadelica (1991) Round 5 of 10
Higher Than the Sun (A Dub Symphony in Two Parts) burned its wings.
WIKIPEDIA
GENIUS
SPOTIFY
YOUTUBE MUSIC
JOIN OUR DISCORD!
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Vote
SONGS IN:
- Movin' On Up
- Slip Inside This House
- Don't Fight It, Feel It
- Higher Than the Sun (Single Mix)
- Come Together (Farley Mix)
- Loaded
- Damaged
SONGS OUT:
| Rank | Song | Votes Against | Percentage | Runner-up |
|---|---|---|---|---|
| 8th | Higher Than the Sun (A Dub Symphony in Two Parts) | 5/12 | 41.7% | 3/12 (25%) |
| 9th | I'm Comin' Down | 2/5 | 40% | 3: 1/5 (20%) |
| 10th | Inner Flight | 6/10 | 60% | 2/10 (20%) |
| 11th | Shine Like Stars | 5/11 | 45.5% | 3/11 (27.3%) |
ALBUM INFO
RYMWIKIPEDIA
GENIUS
STREAM
APPLE MUSICSPOTIFY
YOUTUBE MUSIC
2023.05.28 07:01 stellarirk [friendship] [chat] 26M midnight nonsense to scratchy radio and snacks
hello from another lonesome soul on the pale blue dot! I'm posting in the hopes of encountering someone I can form memorable conversations and experiences with.
I’m a goofy and easily intrigued individual- I live to discover science, art, nature, and the useless secrets of the universe 🌌 🔭 My favorite explorations have been for exploding stars, distant planets/galaxies, caves, alpine lakes, poignant proses, places to zone out. 🧉🦕🍁
https://imgur.com/a/NT5YrrL
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/52pvVd81INZphwlebOa6tn?si=d3be113dda0342c3
(my music taste is based on swap meet records, pirate radio, disco ciating to someone's garage jam)
Currently I'm studying programming algorithms and working in my backyard studio on wood, plaster, and plastic figurines. I really like creating anatomical sculptures (dinosaurs and wildlife) based on specimens borrowed from museums. On the side I like collecting trash to upcycle and turn into new hobbies, most of my possessions are second-hand repairs!
I love walking in nature and can spend weeks in the alpine sauntering or in the desert finding ancient ruins and caves. I’m also passionate about immersing myself in different cultures and forming lifelong connections with people around the world during my travels. Last year I went on a five-month road trip around the states and had a blast being adopted into various friend groups for spontaneous adventures. I especially miss improvising songs, hitchhiking to hot springs and climbs, scrubbing toilets and fixing electronics for a bed, sleeping in random small town podunks, and sharing joints after near-death experiences. 🧠
My future travel plans include hitchhiking through Latin America, with stops in Mexico, Peru, Chile, Argentina, Paraguay, and Uruguay. I would love to meet up with you along the way ¡No faltes! 🎈🎈se puede chismear poéticamente
I'm seeking oddballs (with similar interests or not is okay too), space nuts, dirtbag naturalists for conversations or comfortable silences with sweets and soulful music. 🍮🏔 we can exchange languages/poetry/memes/songs, play video games, watch films on Mubi, work on farms together, you name it!
What edible would you weaponize in a food fight? 🥖
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I’m a goofy and easily intrigued individual- I live to discover science, art, nature, and the useless secrets of the universe 🌌 🔭 My favorite explorations have been for exploding stars, distant planets/galaxies, caves, alpine lakes, poignant proses, places to zone out. 🧉🦕🍁
https://imgur.com/a/NT5YrrL
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/52pvVd81INZphwlebOa6tn?si=d3be113dda0342c3
(my music taste is based on swap meet records, pirate radio, disco ciating to someone's garage jam)
Currently I'm studying programming algorithms and working in my backyard studio on wood, plaster, and plastic figurines. I really like creating anatomical sculptures (dinosaurs and wildlife) based on specimens borrowed from museums. On the side I like collecting trash to upcycle and turn into new hobbies, most of my possessions are second-hand repairs!
I love walking in nature and can spend weeks in the alpine sauntering or in the desert finding ancient ruins and caves. I’m also passionate about immersing myself in different cultures and forming lifelong connections with people around the world during my travels. Last year I went on a five-month road trip around the states and had a blast being adopted into various friend groups for spontaneous adventures. I especially miss improvising songs, hitchhiking to hot springs and climbs, scrubbing toilets and fixing electronics for a bed, sleeping in random small town podunks, and sharing joints after near-death experiences. 🧠
My future travel plans include hitchhiking through Latin America, with stops in Mexico, Peru, Chile, Argentina, Paraguay, and Uruguay. I would love to meet up with you along the way ¡No faltes! 🎈🎈se puede chismear poéticamente
I'm seeking oddballs (with similar interests or not is okay too), space nuts, dirtbag naturalists for conversations or comfortable silences with sweets and soulful music. 🍮🏔 we can exchange languages/poetry/memes/songs, play video games, watch films on Mubi, work on farms together, you name it!
What edible would you weaponize in a food fight? 🥖
2023.05.28 06:54 zerox980 24 [M4F] Europe //online // GMT+2 let's get to know each other and start something long term
I'm 24 years old and from Europe
looking for someone to voice call with or text everyday and watch stuff/play games with We can start as friends and maybe if we click we can be more then friends 👀 (Hopefully something long term)
About me:
can't wait to hear from you
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looking for someone to voice call with or text everyday and watch stuff/play games with We can start as friends and maybe if we click we can be more then friends 👀 (Hopefully something long term)
About me:
- I pretty much listen to anything when it comes to music but I like listening to grime the most (British rap) PLEASE SHARE YOUR PLAYLIST
- I play lots of games on PC so if you're a gamer too we can become a duo in league of legends or overwatch 😳👉👈 (Also movie / game date while we call? 😳)
- I really like watching movies/series just finished watching arcane such a good show
- I play lots of football (soccer) so I guess that counts as working out IDK
- I like watching twitch streams from time to time
- sometimes I stream when Im really broed I have two viewer but maybe oneday I will make it big
- I'm quite sarcastic and my humor is a bit dark so would love it if you're the same too
- I'm a Scorpio if you're into that kind of things
- I'm an ISTP if you're into that kind of things too LOL
- grey is my fav colour
- I love Italian food
can't wait to hear from you
2023.05.28 06:53 zerox980 24 [M4F] Europe //online // GMT+2 let's get to know each other and start something long term
I'm 24 years old and from Europe
looking for someone to voice call with or text everyday and watch stuff/play games with We can start as friends and maybe if we click we can be more then friends 👀 (Hopefully something long term)
About me:
can't wait to hear from you
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looking for someone to voice call with or text everyday and watch stuff/play games with We can start as friends and maybe if we click we can be more then friends 👀 (Hopefully something long term)
About me:
- I pretty much listen to anything when it comes to music but I like listening to grime the most (British rap) PLEASE SHARE YOUR PLAYLIST
- I play lots of games on PC so if you're a gamer too we can become a duo in league of legends or overwatch 😳👉👈 (Also movie / game date while we call? 😳)
- I really like watching movies/series just finished watching arcane such a good show
- I play lots of football (soccer) so I guess that counts as working out IDK
- I like watching twitch streams from time to time
- sometimes I stream when Im really broed I have two viewer but maybe oneday I will make it big
- I'm quite sarcastic and my humor is a bit dark so would love it if you're the same too
- I'm a Scorpio if you're into that kind of things
- I'm an ISTP if you're into that kind of things too LOL
- grey is my fav colour
- I love Italian food
can't wait to hear from you
2023.05.28 06:50 OrganizationNo9819 My personal development(opinions)
MY PERSONAL DEVELOPMENT
INTRODUCTION
Hello there! My name is Siddharth Rai and I live in India. I am a twenty-six-year-old male and I live with my parents. I work at the nearby airport as an electrical engineer. I have a younger sister who is studying zoology in a college nearby and she lives away from us due to her college. My writing style might not be appealing but I would be happy if you read and reviewed my article. It will help me get new interesting things to you. I hope you enjoy reading this.
I have always wanted to write a book. I like to write poems, I like music, I like art and I like to travel. I have never travelled out of my country except to Nepal. Nepal is quite nearby to where I live. I live in the eastern India, Darjeeling. Some of you might have heard or visited the place before. I live in the foothills though- Siliguri but the district is Darjeeling. I have spent around thirteen years of my life in Darjeeling. I miss those golden days that I have spent with my family and friends in Darjeeling. Those days will never come back again. It is a beautiful pain. All the crazy things that we do as teenagers, I did it in Darjeeling- fighting, having girlfriends, forming a band, roaming around the streets- everything. Some of the people I met on the streets are now superstars and some homeless vagabonds. Some are married and some committed suicide because they couldn’t love. I am just a regular guy like you. I think I am below average when it comes to money, prestige, personality and many other things that define us- a lifestyle.
The reason I thought about writing this article is because I want to become a better person as I am approaching towards my thirties. I have heard somewhere that writing makes it easier and effective to do something that we want to do. I hope this article will help you in some way or the other. I will share some of the deepest things that I feel. I will talk about my past. I will let you know about my present and I will also try to show you the future that I have visioned for myself. I will be talking about my personality development.
PERSONALITY DEVELOPMENT
We have often heard about the word personality. We have often heard about one getting complimented for their personalities and sometimes people finding their personalities not matching with others, mostly to their partners. It’s interesting to see us being conscious about so many things in our lives. Our beauty, physique, clothes, status in the society, possessions, partners and other small things like our fear of facing people, inferiority, pride, love, attachment. Well personality is a sphere where all of the conscious things are confined into.
It is the way we react to the factors that make us feel something- good or bad. Feeling good includes many things- paragliding, completing a trek, listening to classical music, releasing a music video. Feeling bad might feel like thinking about the moment that hurts you- could be anything, you know better.
How are you going to react to the situations-now and then? That defines your personality. If you ask the instructor for your money back after a paragliding session because you couldn’t fly for another ten minutes because of the weather then you need to work on some parts of your life and if you left your girl with the man and her friends just because you missed the party the previous night then you need to work on some part of your life- you might be using your head too much. I am worried about how am I going to handle a relationship in the future because I’ve messed up my previous ones- I need to work on some part of my life. My personality is not balanced.
Personality is a gift- a box of chocolates- it’s tasty but harmful if eaten too much.
THAT’S HOW IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE
It was the last day of 2017 and my girlfriend had come to Siliguri with her friends. I had my aunt come over from a distant place and we had to go visit our relatives, so I was caught up with my family. My girlfriend called me and told me that she was around in the market with her friends and some unknown person gave them a lift back home. I told her to be cautious around and we agreed to meet the next day. Late night she told me how she missed me, and she went to sleep early that night. I thought she was cheating on me, and I sent her some rubbish texts. Cool- the night passed quite fast.
I went to meet her the very next morning just to see a guy in their apartment. He was my old friend. She told me that he had just arrived. And he looked like he had just woken up. Good! She treated me like a kid, and I know I was in the wrong place with wrong people. She tried to be herself, but I didn’t feel her. In my mind I was constantly thinking about she is cheating on me. I left the place early and booked two tickets for me and her to get back home. They came late. I had to travel with them. This guy had a car. An unknown man giving them a lift back home, sleeping early, not wanting to go home with me- I was hurt and mad. I wanted to break up already. But I waited because I wasn’t sure if it was the right reason to leave her. So, I waited and just after two months I saw her with a different guy. This time she had come to visit me, but I went to play basketball with my friends because she wanted to have some time with her cousins. Well, I was late by a couple of hours, and she called up her friend and had him over as a company- this guy was the one whom she met when we had a fight back in 2016. Her friend had introduced them to each other- her friend who wanted her to break up with me because I was a needy, passive and a childlike boyfriend- who always was insecure, quarrelling and a noob. This friend of hers was the one whom I admired back in high school.
We broke up January 2018 for good. It was the third or the fourth time, but we broke up finally, forever. I wanted to break up with her because I thought I wasn’t good enough for her. Well, it was a whole different reason for me because the actual reason why I wanted to break up with her was because I wasn’t feeling loved. I didn’t have the guts to accept it and move on. I used to think it will hurt her badly, she is an innocent girl, and I would give it a new chance. I once put my mobile on complete shut down for a month to get away from her- that was the time she changed drastically because she realized that I wasn’t into her anymore. But we got back together shortly- she loved me after all, and so did I because I realized that instead of roaming around with strangers it was better for me to strengthen my relationships with people who love me- I was wrong. She had other guys in her life now- like that guy in their apartment, like that guy her friend had introduced to her and that addict guy who she had her in her phone list.
I was alone-broken. I put too much pressure on my rational mind and started emphasizing on my emotions. I brought this cloud of sadness over me. I wanted to put her into depression- I did. I was depressed too. Influence. My friend was a depressed person. He would talk about how depressed he was, how his past relationships had failed, how jealous he was of me, how he would talk about suicides and philosophies that I couldn’t understand. Influence! I don’t hang around with him anymore. I don’t meet him. He has a good job now. He is financially stable and has a girlfriend. I have no idea about my ex. We haven’t talked with each other since the day we parted our ways- she is hurt you know. I hurt her more than anybody else and I don’t want to go back to her with my dark shadow over her head. I am fine alone with my personality development obsession and sickness. I hope both of them are safe and sound.
I want to forget about my past but I can’t because I have hurt some of the best people of my life like my parents, family, friends, teachers, girlfriend and even a dog- damn! I wonder if she is alive- Dalli the dog. My friend’s dog. She gave birth to two little puppies. One is with us-a mother now- Lily. Lily makes me happy. She is wonderful. The only reason why I was facing the hardest time of my life was because I didn’t have any purpose in life. I wasn’t fulfilling my duty-studying. I would get high the entire day, miss my classes and sleep after a masturbation session. Food and shelter were available for me as my parents paid for it. They would send money every month and I would eat, get high, sleep- repeat. I did this for two years and my girlfriend was gone, I had failed in my semesters like a dead toad, I was financially depressed, I had lost weight, I was now a little jerk. I wasn’t happy. I never wanted to kill myself though. I wasn’t raised that way. My father was in the army, and you know how it is in the military family- respect and discipline but I packed my bags and returned back home during my third year and a year of my college was still left behind.
When I went back home, I couldn’t find my peace because my aunt was living with my mother with her little daughter- my sister. When I went there to live with my mother there were four ladies and me- one man. I had habits and it was difficult for me to maintain them. The rooms were small, and everything was audible. I had a habit of masturbating before sleep. And my aunt would sleep in the room right next to mine. I sometimes wanted to screw her up, but I knew it was not a moral decision. I wanted to seduce her just to masturbate but I couldn’t because I didn’t know how to. And interestingly I was a virgin until twenty-five years old. That was one of the reasons why my relationship didn’t work out with that girl because I couldn’t fuck. I mean she would say after marriage, but she would also get naked and get missionary, but I was facing mild erectile dysfunction because of heavy marijuana dosage, porn and excessive masturbation. So, maybe that didn’t work out. I left my mother’s comfort and came back to college to complete my education and I did but a year later. My psycho friend had passed his college and I was left behind with another friend of mine- loser no.2. I think he still is a virgin. But I am not. Not anymore!
My friends and I none of us got placed. We were jobless and there was corona virus and lockdown. It was good time for assholes like me to waste life away. I would spend my day by playing Pubg with my friends, watching porn and masturbating. My good time had begun. I was lucky enough to have faced an interview with the army for army engineering and not lucky enough for selection but reaching that spot where I was trying to compete to become an officer in the army. I was lucky enough to have got the chance to spend my time peacefully with my mother and my sister. My aunt had gone back home- her child had a vacation now- due corona and all.
One of my cousins are the in army. He was home for a break, and he motivated me to jog in the morning. I ran for two or three months but quit. But my mind was now looking for motivation to stay fit. One day I was watching porn and masturbation. Right after ejaculation I decided to stop watching porn and masturbating. Oh! Good days! I felt so good that day when I didn’t masturbate. I felt clean and guilt free. I was free now. I would miss my ex though. Her smile, her sadness, the burden she had due to me, the heavy heart that she had because she never wanted to leave me. I hope she is free and happy. I wish her the best and ask for forgiveness for every little thing that I did to her. I never wanted to make you cry but I am sorry. I have realized my mistakes now and I want to see you with a smiling face one day. I have moved on, but I am around, and I hope you too. Take care.
My friends have hurt me too and I have hurt them too. My family has hurt me, and I have hurt them too. People change but you don’t. Things always happen to you. Girlfriend, friends, family, money and etc.
FOCUS
If I could move a mountain, I would try to carry it around on my shoulders. A child, a teenager, an adult, a man, a woman, old, new no matter who, everyone is trying to find something in their lives- focus. If they lose focus, they will never be able to talk. Try not thinking anything and talking- you will notice how your brain coordinates your speech. We don’t care what we talk about because we are focused on something- conveying our message. It’s important to learn how to improve your focus. Thus, in order to improve your focus let’s try:
If you can’t quit, then it means you are inspired. Inspiration and motivation are two different things. You can’t inspire someone verbally, but you can motivate them. Inspiration is long lasting, and motivation is short term. Motivation is like fuel to your inspiration. You will understand it. Just try to do something that you are interested in for three months. That’s a goal.
I am interested in many things. Interest as I say please refer to skills- just to make it easier for you to understand the difference between hobbies and interests. My interests are in programming, designing electrical circuits, photography and content writing. These are skills that I want to acquire, and I am “interested in”. My interest can’t be lifelong because I have distractions around. So, with a small technique I can learn these skills without losing my interest. The technique is numbering. Just put make a list of things that you want to learn. It will help you not lose your interest.
How to keep your interest alive?
You can try writing them down on a diary. Make a list of your interest. Interests are those skills that can make you famous, rich and happy like painting, programming etc. Show your interests to the world on social platforms to gain fame, sell them or get a job to get rich and master your skills to be happy. Have some interest friends.
Basically, if you have a good body, wealth, character, behavior, manner, education, then you will have a personality that is safe and sound. People below your level will not mess with you and you won’t mess with people that are above you. But you will become someone who can deal with both the types because it’s not every day you get to meet and talk to the president and it’s seldom you need to avoid people that can harm you- rich and the poor.
Thank you for sticking to this post for such a long time. I feel humble enough to present this article to you. I would like to apologize if anybody was offended in this post. I can’t think more than this my friends. I would appreciate it if you left your valuable comments on this. Thanks, and may God bless you.
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INTRODUCTION
Hello there! My name is Siddharth Rai and I live in India. I am a twenty-six-year-old male and I live with my parents. I work at the nearby airport as an electrical engineer. I have a younger sister who is studying zoology in a college nearby and she lives away from us due to her college. My writing style might not be appealing but I would be happy if you read and reviewed my article. It will help me get new interesting things to you. I hope you enjoy reading this.
I have always wanted to write a book. I like to write poems, I like music, I like art and I like to travel. I have never travelled out of my country except to Nepal. Nepal is quite nearby to where I live. I live in the eastern India, Darjeeling. Some of you might have heard or visited the place before. I live in the foothills though- Siliguri but the district is Darjeeling. I have spent around thirteen years of my life in Darjeeling. I miss those golden days that I have spent with my family and friends in Darjeeling. Those days will never come back again. It is a beautiful pain. All the crazy things that we do as teenagers, I did it in Darjeeling- fighting, having girlfriends, forming a band, roaming around the streets- everything. Some of the people I met on the streets are now superstars and some homeless vagabonds. Some are married and some committed suicide because they couldn’t love. I am just a regular guy like you. I think I am below average when it comes to money, prestige, personality and many other things that define us- a lifestyle.
The reason I thought about writing this article is because I want to become a better person as I am approaching towards my thirties. I have heard somewhere that writing makes it easier and effective to do something that we want to do. I hope this article will help you in some way or the other. I will share some of the deepest things that I feel. I will talk about my past. I will let you know about my present and I will also try to show you the future that I have visioned for myself. I will be talking about my personality development.
PERSONALITY DEVELOPMENT
We have often heard about the word personality. We have often heard about one getting complimented for their personalities and sometimes people finding their personalities not matching with others, mostly to their partners. It’s interesting to see us being conscious about so many things in our lives. Our beauty, physique, clothes, status in the society, possessions, partners and other small things like our fear of facing people, inferiority, pride, love, attachment. Well personality is a sphere where all of the conscious things are confined into.
It is the way we react to the factors that make us feel something- good or bad. Feeling good includes many things- paragliding, completing a trek, listening to classical music, releasing a music video. Feeling bad might feel like thinking about the moment that hurts you- could be anything, you know better.
How are you going to react to the situations-now and then? That defines your personality. If you ask the instructor for your money back after a paragliding session because you couldn’t fly for another ten minutes because of the weather then you need to work on some parts of your life and if you left your girl with the man and her friends just because you missed the party the previous night then you need to work on some part of your life- you might be using your head too much. I am worried about how am I going to handle a relationship in the future because I’ve messed up my previous ones- I need to work on some part of my life. My personality is not balanced.
Personality is a gift- a box of chocolates- it’s tasty but harmful if eaten too much.
THAT’S HOW IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE
It was the last day of 2017 and my girlfriend had come to Siliguri with her friends. I had my aunt come over from a distant place and we had to go visit our relatives, so I was caught up with my family. My girlfriend called me and told me that she was around in the market with her friends and some unknown person gave them a lift back home. I told her to be cautious around and we agreed to meet the next day. Late night she told me how she missed me, and she went to sleep early that night. I thought she was cheating on me, and I sent her some rubbish texts. Cool- the night passed quite fast.
I went to meet her the very next morning just to see a guy in their apartment. He was my old friend. She told me that he had just arrived. And he looked like he had just woken up. Good! She treated me like a kid, and I know I was in the wrong place with wrong people. She tried to be herself, but I didn’t feel her. In my mind I was constantly thinking about she is cheating on me. I left the place early and booked two tickets for me and her to get back home. They came late. I had to travel with them. This guy had a car. An unknown man giving them a lift back home, sleeping early, not wanting to go home with me- I was hurt and mad. I wanted to break up already. But I waited because I wasn’t sure if it was the right reason to leave her. So, I waited and just after two months I saw her with a different guy. This time she had come to visit me, but I went to play basketball with my friends because she wanted to have some time with her cousins. Well, I was late by a couple of hours, and she called up her friend and had him over as a company- this guy was the one whom she met when we had a fight back in 2016. Her friend had introduced them to each other- her friend who wanted her to break up with me because I was a needy, passive and a childlike boyfriend- who always was insecure, quarrelling and a noob. This friend of hers was the one whom I admired back in high school.
We broke up January 2018 for good. It was the third or the fourth time, but we broke up finally, forever. I wanted to break up with her because I thought I wasn’t good enough for her. Well, it was a whole different reason for me because the actual reason why I wanted to break up with her was because I wasn’t feeling loved. I didn’t have the guts to accept it and move on. I used to think it will hurt her badly, she is an innocent girl, and I would give it a new chance. I once put my mobile on complete shut down for a month to get away from her- that was the time she changed drastically because she realized that I wasn’t into her anymore. But we got back together shortly- she loved me after all, and so did I because I realized that instead of roaming around with strangers it was better for me to strengthen my relationships with people who love me- I was wrong. She had other guys in her life now- like that guy in their apartment, like that guy her friend had introduced to her and that addict guy who she had her in her phone list.
I was alone-broken. I put too much pressure on my rational mind and started emphasizing on my emotions. I brought this cloud of sadness over me. I wanted to put her into depression- I did. I was depressed too. Influence. My friend was a depressed person. He would talk about how depressed he was, how his past relationships had failed, how jealous he was of me, how he would talk about suicides and philosophies that I couldn’t understand. Influence! I don’t hang around with him anymore. I don’t meet him. He has a good job now. He is financially stable and has a girlfriend. I have no idea about my ex. We haven’t talked with each other since the day we parted our ways- she is hurt you know. I hurt her more than anybody else and I don’t want to go back to her with my dark shadow over her head. I am fine alone with my personality development obsession and sickness. I hope both of them are safe and sound.
I want to forget about my past but I can’t because I have hurt some of the best people of my life like my parents, family, friends, teachers, girlfriend and even a dog- damn! I wonder if she is alive- Dalli the dog. My friend’s dog. She gave birth to two little puppies. One is with us-a mother now- Lily. Lily makes me happy. She is wonderful. The only reason why I was facing the hardest time of my life was because I didn’t have any purpose in life. I wasn’t fulfilling my duty-studying. I would get high the entire day, miss my classes and sleep after a masturbation session. Food and shelter were available for me as my parents paid for it. They would send money every month and I would eat, get high, sleep- repeat. I did this for two years and my girlfriend was gone, I had failed in my semesters like a dead toad, I was financially depressed, I had lost weight, I was now a little jerk. I wasn’t happy. I never wanted to kill myself though. I wasn’t raised that way. My father was in the army, and you know how it is in the military family- respect and discipline but I packed my bags and returned back home during my third year and a year of my college was still left behind.
When I went back home, I couldn’t find my peace because my aunt was living with my mother with her little daughter- my sister. When I went there to live with my mother there were four ladies and me- one man. I had habits and it was difficult for me to maintain them. The rooms were small, and everything was audible. I had a habit of masturbating before sleep. And my aunt would sleep in the room right next to mine. I sometimes wanted to screw her up, but I knew it was not a moral decision. I wanted to seduce her just to masturbate but I couldn’t because I didn’t know how to. And interestingly I was a virgin until twenty-five years old. That was one of the reasons why my relationship didn’t work out with that girl because I couldn’t fuck. I mean she would say after marriage, but she would also get naked and get missionary, but I was facing mild erectile dysfunction because of heavy marijuana dosage, porn and excessive masturbation. So, maybe that didn’t work out. I left my mother’s comfort and came back to college to complete my education and I did but a year later. My psycho friend had passed his college and I was left behind with another friend of mine- loser no.2. I think he still is a virgin. But I am not. Not anymore!
My friends and I none of us got placed. We were jobless and there was corona virus and lockdown. It was good time for assholes like me to waste life away. I would spend my day by playing Pubg with my friends, watching porn and masturbating. My good time had begun. I was lucky enough to have faced an interview with the army for army engineering and not lucky enough for selection but reaching that spot where I was trying to compete to become an officer in the army. I was lucky enough to have got the chance to spend my time peacefully with my mother and my sister. My aunt had gone back home- her child had a vacation now- due corona and all.
One of my cousins are the in army. He was home for a break, and he motivated me to jog in the morning. I ran for two or three months but quit. But my mind was now looking for motivation to stay fit. One day I was watching porn and masturbation. Right after ejaculation I decided to stop watching porn and masturbating. Oh! Good days! I felt so good that day when I didn’t masturbate. I felt clean and guilt free. I was free now. I would miss my ex though. Her smile, her sadness, the burden she had due to me, the heavy heart that she had because she never wanted to leave me. I hope she is free and happy. I wish her the best and ask for forgiveness for every little thing that I did to her. I never wanted to make you cry but I am sorry. I have realized my mistakes now and I want to see you with a smiling face one day. I have moved on, but I am around, and I hope you too. Take care.
My friends have hurt me too and I have hurt them too. My family has hurt me, and I have hurt them too. People change but you don’t. Things always happen to you. Girlfriend, friends, family, money and etc.
FOCUS
If I could move a mountain, I would try to carry it around on my shoulders. A child, a teenager, an adult, a man, a woman, old, new no matter who, everyone is trying to find something in their lives- focus. If they lose focus, they will never be able to talk. Try not thinking anything and talking- you will notice how your brain coordinates your speech. We don’t care what we talk about because we are focused on something- conveying our message. It’s important to learn how to improve your focus. Thus, in order to improve your focus let’s try:
- Meditating: Five to fifteen minutes a day- om meditation or guided meditation. Connect yourself with the inner spirit. Find out how heavy your chest is and how clouded your mind is. You are supposed to be as light the air and as clean as the water in the spring. Your mind should contain natural sceneries and not porn.
- Exercising: Your body is a masterpiece of art. A godly creation. The entire human civilization is based on bodies. The entire art and history show how great leaders and warriors and scholars looked like. They had extremely appealing bodies, no matter what nation they belonged to. Romans, Greeks, British, Chinese, Japanese, Indians, Gorkhas, Sikhs, Mughals, and Americans, all of them have an interesting thing to notice- their bodies. Fast and furious to giants and strong. They all are focused. Some ruling the nations, some fighting wars, some creating art, some politics and some philosophies. They have a balance between their and heart and their brain. Have you ever done a chin up? Next time you do try to notice how your heart gets connected to your brain like a hook linking a loop. So, dear friends- exercise.
- Study: I study engineering because I want to reach a better position in my career. You can study to be happy or flourish your business. But study something- learn.
- Work: Work. Move your body, use your head. Work. Let your body know about discomfort and tiredness. In these modern times we have found new ways to earn our livelihoods- investment especially. If you are not a broker who works, his heart out to analyze and make profit and you are the one who makes money and live luxurious life out of the money your broker made for you then you should at least spend some time trying to make money the hard way- at least a day. I know you have been through a lot, and you have finally found your financial peace, or you were born rich, but I must tell you he is not a man who doesn’t work. You can try house chores if nothing is coming to your mind. So, work just to get yourself in motion.
- Hobbies: I play dota2 and I want to play the internationals. I sing karaoke. Do what gets you excited to get back home.
- Read: Read books. I want to learn finance, health, relationship, science and engineering. You can read them too. Reading is something that makes time for your brain to rest for some time. It will settle down some of your chemical imbalances there.
- Write: Write your deepest feelings, write a short story, write essays. Write. You can’t always be verbally sharing things with others. Some things might have been missed and some left unsaid like the ones in the previous paragraphs. It’s just a good thing to do-write.
If you can’t quit, then it means you are inspired. Inspiration and motivation are two different things. You can’t inspire someone verbally, but you can motivate them. Inspiration is long lasting, and motivation is short term. Motivation is like fuel to your inspiration. You will understand it. Just try to do something that you are interested in for three months. That’s a goal.
I am interested in many things. Interest as I say please refer to skills- just to make it easier for you to understand the difference between hobbies and interests. My interests are in programming, designing electrical circuits, photography and content writing. These are skills that I want to acquire, and I am “interested in”. My interest can’t be lifelong because I have distractions around. So, with a small technique I can learn these skills without losing my interest. The technique is numbering. Just put make a list of things that you want to learn. It will help you not lose your interest.
How to keep your interest alive?
You can try writing them down on a diary. Make a list of your interest. Interests are those skills that can make you famous, rich and happy like painting, programming etc. Show your interests to the world on social platforms to gain fame, sell them or get a job to get rich and master your skills to be happy. Have some interest friends.
Basically, if you have a good body, wealth, character, behavior, manner, education, then you will have a personality that is safe and sound. People below your level will not mess with you and you won’t mess with people that are above you. But you will become someone who can deal with both the types because it’s not every day you get to meet and talk to the president and it’s seldom you need to avoid people that can harm you- rich and the poor.
Thank you for sticking to this post for such a long time. I feel humble enough to present this article to you. I would like to apologize if anybody was offended in this post. I can’t think more than this my friends. I would appreciate it if you left your valuable comments on this. Thanks, and may God bless you.
2023.05.28 06:42 anon-humanfrmroc 4th day with puppy and tolerance for the crate happened in a day and a half.
We finally are somewhat comfortable with the crate after 3 nights of sleeping with me. I was starting to get overwhelmed I was gonna raise a stage five clinger but once again he’s the best baby ever. Benz is currently sleeping in his crate as I type this out.
We tried puppy music, baby music etc. to help him feel comfortable, didn’t work. This little homie will only fall asleep listening to singing bowls, firme oldies, Kendrick and J Cole. To say I’m proud is an understatement 🥹
The heavens connected us I truly believe that. Like come on man the only music that will console him is my entire playlist?! That’s fate. Can’t change my mind.
Good vibes to y’all from one puppy obsessed weirdo to another 🫶🏼🤙🏼
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We tried puppy music, baby music etc. to help him feel comfortable, didn’t work. This little homie will only fall asleep listening to singing bowls, firme oldies, Kendrick and J Cole. To say I’m proud is an understatement 🥹
The heavens connected us I truly believe that. Like come on man the only music that will console him is my entire playlist?! That’s fate. Can’t change my mind.
Good vibes to y’all from one puppy obsessed weirdo to another 🫶🏼🤙🏼
2023.05.28 06:36 darkblade_h Local app for filtering music by genre (and more)!
 | I built this little tool that essentially builds a local database for you using your Last.fm and Spotify data, grabs genre info from RateYourMusic, and lets you filter through it by genre, scrobble count and the last time you've heard something. It also has a button that let's you save your filtered set of albums to a Spotify playlist. submitted by darkblade_h to lastfm [link] [comments] I'm still actively working on it, fixing/improving things and just overall trying to make it better. Current plans for improvement include having it support using only spotify/only lastfm, and the ability to filter artists instead of just albums. I built it largely for myself but I'd love to share it with the community and am looking for feedback, suggestions, bugs, issues, etc. here's the link: https://github.com/7anooch/MusicLibrary what the GUI looks like |
2023.05.28 06:33 SacramentOfBlood Feeling guilt
I broke up with my ex over a year ago and we stopped talking about 10 months ago.
So for about a month now, I've been talking to someone who is honestly quite an amazing person and fun to spend time with even tho we're not from the same country.
I feel extreme amount of guilt for liking to spend time with this person because even after all this time, I am still deeply in love with my ex. She emotionally and physically abused me badly. I love my ex so much and I don't think I'll ever stop loving her but now that someone else is making me feel fresh air of positivity, I feel guilty immediately.
We've been playing games a lot together, listening to music and overall just hanging out and we both have admitted to each other that we like each others company yet we both feel like that our past is still haunting us. She was in a same boat as I was that she was abused so we've shared quite a bit of the problems we had and came to the conclusion that we both have endured so much damage from our ex partners which made us connect even more.
Why do I still feel this guilt? Why do I feel like that if I make any wrong move, my ex will come from some dark corner and hit me in the face again?
I want to stop feeling like this.
I had a huge problem reporting my ex to the authorities for the physical abuse she did to me but now that I have some support, I finally did it. Last night she helped me to file a report against her.
I'm so confused about everything and I don't know how to feel, idk I just want help :(
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So for about a month now, I've been talking to someone who is honestly quite an amazing person and fun to spend time with even tho we're not from the same country.
I feel extreme amount of guilt for liking to spend time with this person because even after all this time, I am still deeply in love with my ex. She emotionally and physically abused me badly. I love my ex so much and I don't think I'll ever stop loving her but now that someone else is making me feel fresh air of positivity, I feel guilty immediately.
We've been playing games a lot together, listening to music and overall just hanging out and we both have admitted to each other that we like each others company yet we both feel like that our past is still haunting us. She was in a same boat as I was that she was abused so we've shared quite a bit of the problems we had and came to the conclusion that we both have endured so much damage from our ex partners which made us connect even more.
Why do I still feel this guilt? Why do I feel like that if I make any wrong move, my ex will come from some dark corner and hit me in the face again?
I want to stop feeling like this.
I had a huge problem reporting my ex to the authorities for the physical abuse she did to me but now that I have some support, I finally did it. Last night she helped me to file a report against her.
I'm so confused about everything and I don't know how to feel, idk I just want help :(
2023.05.28 06:30 reallymkpunk 35 [M4F] 35/M/West Valley Concert buddy into a Relationship?
So I saw UFest at Desert Sky Pavilion (it is now Talking Stick Ampletheater this year) and Red Hot Chili Peppers a few weeks back and I realized that I am too old to go to shows solo. I am looking for a second.
I want to find a relationship. When I say a relationship I do not want sex. Don't get me wrong, sex is fine. But I need an emotional connection to have it.
My name is Michael. I am live in Arizona (originally from Long Island, NY.) I currently am 35, turning 36 in a week and I am into a lot of different music. Rock, punk, metal, hard rock, pop, country and some R&B and those classical/jazz covers too.
I am a special education teacher and I am also going to graduate school for it. If you are not OK with me having that time commitment, we wouldn't work out. Speaking of time commitments and work out, I do work out. Mostly eliptical and yoga with some other cardio thrown in. I know that isn't always popular but it is for my health. I lost 80-90 pounds (I've plateaued and it fluctuates) since September 2021.
I am 5'11" blue eyed short black haired (with some grey) and grey in my beard. I dress like a mix of a surfer, rocker and a nerd. I don't know if that makes any sense but that is me.
Please reply with a fun fact about you.
Mine, my favorite word is "slapnuts."
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I want to find a relationship. When I say a relationship I do not want sex. Don't get me wrong, sex is fine. But I need an emotional connection to have it.
My name is Michael. I am live in Arizona (originally from Long Island, NY.) I currently am 35, turning 36 in a week and I am into a lot of different music. Rock, punk, metal, hard rock, pop, country and some R&B and those classical/jazz covers too.
I am a special education teacher and I am also going to graduate school for it. If you are not OK with me having that time commitment, we wouldn't work out. Speaking of time commitments and work out, I do work out. Mostly eliptical and yoga with some other cardio thrown in. I know that isn't always popular but it is for my health. I lost 80-90 pounds (I've plateaued and it fluctuates) since September 2021.
I am 5'11" blue eyed short black haired (with some grey) and grey in my beard. I dress like a mix of a surfer, rocker and a nerd. I don't know if that makes any sense but that is me.
Please reply with a fun fact about you.
Mine, my favorite word is "slapnuts."
2023.05.28 06:29 reallymkpunk 35 [M4F] 35/M/AZ Concert buddy into a Relationship?
So I saw UFest at Desert Sky Pavilion (it is now Talking Stick Ampletheater this year) and Red Hot Chili Peppers a few weeks back and I realized that I am too old to go to shows solo. I am looking for a second.
I want to find a relationship. When I say a relationship I do not want sex. Don't get me wrong, sex is fine. But I need an emotional connection to have it.
My name is Michael. I am live in Arizona (originally from Long Island, NY.) I currently am 35, turning 36 in a week and I am into a lot of different music. Rock, punk, metal, hard rock, pop, country and some R&B and those classical/jazz covers too.
I am a special education teacher and I am also going to graduate school for it. If you are not OK with me having that time commitment, we wouldn't work out. Speaking of time commitments and work out, I do work out. Mostly eliptical and yoga with some other cardio thrown in. I know that isn't always popular but it is for my health. I lost 80-90 pounds (I've plateaued and it fluctuates) since September 2021.
I am 5'11" blue eyed short black haired (with some grey) and grey in my beard. I dress like a mix of a surfer, rocker and a nerd. I don't know if that makes any sense but that is me.
Please reply with a fun fact about you.
Mine, my favorite word is "slapnuts."
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I want to find a relationship. When I say a relationship I do not want sex. Don't get me wrong, sex is fine. But I need an emotional connection to have it.
My name is Michael. I am live in Arizona (originally from Long Island, NY.) I currently am 35, turning 36 in a week and I am into a lot of different music. Rock, punk, metal, hard rock, pop, country and some R&B and those classical/jazz covers too.
I am a special education teacher and I am also going to graduate school for it. If you are not OK with me having that time commitment, we wouldn't work out. Speaking of time commitments and work out, I do work out. Mostly eliptical and yoga with some other cardio thrown in. I know that isn't always popular but it is for my health. I lost 80-90 pounds (I've plateaued and it fluctuates) since September 2021.
I am 5'11" blue eyed short black haired (with some grey) and grey in my beard. I dress like a mix of a surfer, rocker and a nerd. I don't know if that makes any sense but that is me.
Please reply with a fun fact about you.
Mine, my favorite word is "slapnuts."
2023.05.28 06:28 reallymkpunk 35 [M4F] 35/M/AZ Concert buddy into a Relationship?
So saw UFest at Desert Sky Pavilion (it is now Talking Stick Ampletheater this year) and Red Hot Chili Peppers a few weeks back and I realized that I am too old to go to shows solo. I am looking for a second.
I want to find a relationship. When I say a relationship I do not want sex. Don't get me wrong, sex is fine. But I need an emotional connection to have it.
My name is Michael. I am live in Arizona (originally from Long Island, NY.) I currently am 35, turning 36 in a week and I am into a lot of different music. Rock, punk, metal, hard rock, pop, country and some R&B and those classical/jazz covers too.
I am a special education teacher and I am also going to graduate school for it. If you are not OK with me having that time commitment, we wouldn't work out. Speaking of time commitments and work out, I do work out. Mostly eliptical and yoga with some other cardio thrown in. I know that isn't always popular but it is for my health. I lost 80-90 pounds (I've plateaued and it fluctuates) since September 2021.
I am 5'11" blue eyed short black haired (with some grey) and grey in my beard. I dress like a mix of a surfer, rocker and a nerd. I don't know if that makes any sense but that is me.
Please reply with a fun fact about you.
Mine, my favorite word is "slapnuts."
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I want to find a relationship. When I say a relationship I do not want sex. Don't get me wrong, sex is fine. But I need an emotional connection to have it.
My name is Michael. I am live in Arizona (originally from Long Island, NY.) I currently am 35, turning 36 in a week and I am into a lot of different music. Rock, punk, metal, hard rock, pop, country and some R&B and those classical/jazz covers too.
I am a special education teacher and I am also going to graduate school for it. If you are not OK with me having that time commitment, we wouldn't work out. Speaking of time commitments and work out, I do work out. Mostly eliptical and yoga with some other cardio thrown in. I know that isn't always popular but it is for my health. I lost 80-90 pounds (I've plateaued and it fluctuates) since September 2021.
I am 5'11" blue eyed short black haired (with some grey) and grey in my beard. I dress like a mix of a surfer, rocker and a nerd. I don't know if that makes any sense but that is me.
Please reply with a fun fact about you.
Mine, my favorite word is "slapnuts."