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2023.03.31 09:04 sleepydamselfly "Who sank the Titanic?" documentary
I found it very nearly as moving as the films, but also riveting. It's the acting. It's the multitude of facts and details, like a parallel story of The Iceberg, born at the same time as Titanic. Beyond haunting. Eerie.
For those of you that have watched it already: my only dismay is due to what the iceberg looks like right at collision: ghostly white, as if illuminated by sudden moonlight. How are we supposed to interpret that? A true likeness - an omniously dark shape blotting out the stars - would have been so much more harrowing and less like an insult to our intelligence. So why did they choose to portray a lie? I wanted a documentary, not an action movie.
My other question is about the last survivor (at the time) - Millvina Dean. She was a few months old at the time of sinking. How could she have remembered anything at all, much less so many minute details? Children are not able to recall anything prior to 3 years of age, right?
(This great documentary is available on Pluto TV, btw.)
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For those of you that have watched it already: my only dismay is due to what the iceberg looks like right at collision: ghostly white, as if illuminated by sudden moonlight. How are we supposed to interpret that? A true likeness - an omniously dark shape blotting out the stars - would have been so much more harrowing and less like an insult to our intelligence. So why did they choose to portray a lie? I wanted a documentary, not an action movie.
My other question is about the last survivor (at the time) - Millvina Dean. She was a few months old at the time of sinking. How could she have remembered anything at all, much less so many minute details? Children are not able to recall anything prior to 3 years of age, right?
(This great documentary is available on Pluto TV, btw.)
2023.03.31 09:02 Redinho83 Why do big bands miss Newcastle all the time?
Every tour its Glasgow then Leeds, its so frustrating! So many artists I love never come here, we have a terrible dance scene as well compared to Manchester and London!
Why do you think we can't attract artists? Are our venues not up to scratch and when the new arena is built it might change? The Sage is one of the best venues I've ever been to, I imagine people coming from outside of Newcastle to a gig there would be blown away, it sells out nearly every show I've seen there too yet i don't think it attracts bands that it should. People like Nils Frahm and Olafur Arnalds would sound incredible there as well! NX did a pretty good job renovating the old o2 as well but since the bookings haven't been great.
The boiler shop pull off some really good bookings tbf and Wylam when they get people are sometimes pretty impressive. Just think for a big city like newcastle we should be a powerhouse in the music scene but the half of the gigs I go to now are sway from here.
We should be doing stuff like printworks or Manchester warehouse project too. Night time clubbing is dated now, I wonder if we just dont have the right venue that's sized right to pull in big dance acts, but it doesn't have to be a 30 artist booking like mwp if we just put on 3 djs doing long sets from 2 in a warehouse it would sell out, bank holiday shindig events in the past prove there's a crowd for this.
Hoping the new arena will solve some of the issues mind!
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Why do you think we can't attract artists? Are our venues not up to scratch and when the new arena is built it might change? The Sage is one of the best venues I've ever been to, I imagine people coming from outside of Newcastle to a gig there would be blown away, it sells out nearly every show I've seen there too yet i don't think it attracts bands that it should. People like Nils Frahm and Olafur Arnalds would sound incredible there as well! NX did a pretty good job renovating the old o2 as well but since the bookings haven't been great.
The boiler shop pull off some really good bookings tbf and Wylam when they get people are sometimes pretty impressive. Just think for a big city like newcastle we should be a powerhouse in the music scene but the half of the gigs I go to now are sway from here.
We should be doing stuff like printworks or Manchester warehouse project too. Night time clubbing is dated now, I wonder if we just dont have the right venue that's sized right to pull in big dance acts, but it doesn't have to be a 30 artist booking like mwp if we just put on 3 djs doing long sets from 2 in a warehouse it would sell out, bank holiday shindig events in the past prove there's a crowd for this.
Hoping the new arena will solve some of the issues mind!
2023.03.31 09:02 liquidllamaloudness MyFICO and Experian say not enough credit to establish score, CK says otherwise
So as the title says, both MyFICO and Experian are saying that I do not have enough credit history to have a credit score.
CK says my transunion is at 524 and equifax is 480.
I have two things showing up in collections, although they are not showing on the same reports,
One is a cable bill that is nearly 2 years old, the other is a closed bank account with a negative balance due to being charged monthly for having it and not using it.
I am trying to be able to buy the house I currently rent from my landlord, but I am lost as to how to actually be eligible to receive a mortgage. The house is priced at 90K and I don't have anything to put down yet, but its possible I could receive help with a down payment from a friend if I cant qualify for a USDA loan.
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CK says my transunion is at 524 and equifax is 480.
I have two things showing up in collections, although they are not showing on the same reports,
One is a cable bill that is nearly 2 years old, the other is a closed bank account with a negative balance due to being charged monthly for having it and not using it.
I am trying to be able to buy the house I currently rent from my landlord, but I am lost as to how to actually be eligible to receive a mortgage. The house is priced at 90K and I don't have anything to put down yet, but its possible I could receive help with a down payment from a friend if I cant qualify for a USDA loan.
2023.03.31 09:02 StarOfTheSouth A few quick notes for the new night guard.
Welcome the museum! Thank you for agreeing to the terms and conditions that were outlined in the training vids and contracts. There's just a few more notes before you begin your first night here.
One) Check the status of all the doors in the museum that lead outside. The previous shift should have made sure everything was in order before you arrived, but please double check that all doors that lead outside of the museum are properly secured. The only exception to this is in regards to the doors that lead onto the west-side balcony on the third floor. The second door from the left must always be unlocked.
Two) Ascertain the state of the gift shop near the main entrance at the front of the museum. It sometimes gets left in a state of disarray, and it would it be best if it is set to rights before the mess had to seen by anyone else. Simply return the stuffed red fox to her home on the shelf beneath the cash register, and clean up anything that has been knocked off of the shelves.
Three) Next to the south door that leads to the wing on Egyptian exhibits should be a painting done by a local artist which depicts a large, empty field of multicoloured flowers. If this is not what is hanging in this place, please cover the painting with one of the blankets that are kept under the desk in the entry hall.
Four) You may hear noises coming from the bathroom on the second floor. This is just the pipes settling, and you are encouraged to ignore the sound and to continue your rounds.
Five) On occasion, the security cameras that overlook the "Science Of Lakes" part of the "Natural Science" exhibits experience a minor glitch. Please be assured, there are no cats in the museum.
Six) Under the desk in the entry hall, there are a number of useful items. The blanket discussed in Note Three, as well the following: extra batteries for your flashlight, blue chalk to mark the walls with, and a spare set of keys for the doors.
Seven) Shortly after 3am, if the cameras that overlook the "Science Of Lakes" part of the "Natural Science" exhibits glitched as discussed in Note Five, will catch sight of a trick of the light. Should you see the aforementioned glitch earlier in your shift, please ensure that the doors to this exhibit are locked by no later than 3:05am. The morning shift will unlock them.
Eight) Experience is one of the best teachers, so as time goes on, trust in the instincts that we hope these notes will instill in you. If you ever find yourself doubting your ability to make calm, rational decisions, take a walk past some of the paintings in the west hall, your troubles will not follow you there.
Nine) Entrusted to you is the safety of all within the walls of our museum. We ask that you do well to honour that trust, and to look the part at all times. To that end, please ensure that the badge which identifies you as a member of the security staff is on clearly visible to visitors at all times.
Ten) Management is aware that the museum can be rather hard to navigate in the dark, even to experienced guards. To this end, we have provided you with the blue chalk and flashlight batteries mentioned in Note Six. Should these prove insufficient, we suggest orientating yourself from the "star chart room" in the astronomy wing.
Eleven) Electrical malfunctions are, unfortunately common in an old building such as this. As such, the museum occasionally experiences minor power outages. This is nothing to worry about, as such outages will only last four minutes. During this time, you may erroneously believe that you can hear childish giggling coming from somewhere within the museum. We encourage you to ignore it, and to continue your scheduled activities.
And, with that all out of the way, we wish you a good night here at the museum, and hope that you return for many more! Good luck!
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One) Check the status of all the doors in the museum that lead outside. The previous shift should have made sure everything was in order before you arrived, but please double check that all doors that lead outside of the museum are properly secured. The only exception to this is in regards to the doors that lead onto the west-side balcony on the third floor. The second door from the left must always be unlocked.
Two) Ascertain the state of the gift shop near the main entrance at the front of the museum. It sometimes gets left in a state of disarray, and it would it be best if it is set to rights before the mess had to seen by anyone else. Simply return the stuffed red fox to her home on the shelf beneath the cash register, and clean up anything that has been knocked off of the shelves.
Three) Next to the south door that leads to the wing on Egyptian exhibits should be a painting done by a local artist which depicts a large, empty field of multicoloured flowers. If this is not what is hanging in this place, please cover the painting with one of the blankets that are kept under the desk in the entry hall.
Four) You may hear noises coming from the bathroom on the second floor. This is just the pipes settling, and you are encouraged to ignore the sound and to continue your rounds.
Five) On occasion, the security cameras that overlook the "Science Of Lakes" part of the "Natural Science" exhibits experience a minor glitch. Please be assured, there are no cats in the museum.
Six) Under the desk in the entry hall, there are a number of useful items. The blanket discussed in Note Three, as well the following: extra batteries for your flashlight, blue chalk to mark the walls with, and a spare set of keys for the doors.
Seven) Shortly after 3am, if the cameras that overlook the "Science Of Lakes" part of the "Natural Science" exhibits glitched as discussed in Note Five, will catch sight of a trick of the light. Should you see the aforementioned glitch earlier in your shift, please ensure that the doors to this exhibit are locked by no later than 3:05am. The morning shift will unlock them.
Eight) Experience is one of the best teachers, so as time goes on, trust in the instincts that we hope these notes will instill in you. If you ever find yourself doubting your ability to make calm, rational decisions, take a walk past some of the paintings in the west hall, your troubles will not follow you there.
Nine) Entrusted to you is the safety of all within the walls of our museum. We ask that you do well to honour that trust, and to look the part at all times. To that end, please ensure that the badge which identifies you as a member of the security staff is on clearly visible to visitors at all times.
Ten) Management is aware that the museum can be rather hard to navigate in the dark, even to experienced guards. To this end, we have provided you with the blue chalk and flashlight batteries mentioned in Note Six. Should these prove insufficient, we suggest orientating yourself from the "star chart room" in the astronomy wing.
Eleven) Electrical malfunctions are, unfortunately common in an old building such as this. As such, the museum occasionally experiences minor power outages. This is nothing to worry about, as such outages will only last four minutes. During this time, you may erroneously believe that you can hear childish giggling coming from somewhere within the museum. We encourage you to ignore it, and to continue your scheduled activities.
And, with that all out of the way, we wish you a good night here at the museum, and hope that you return for many more! Good luck!
2023.03.31 09:01 DumpsterDoughnuts If you have the time/energy, I need some advice from people who have autism.
SHORT INTRO My daughter may be autistic. We were actually supposed to have the testing today, but unfortunately there was an emergency and had to reschedule for a month from now. I have anxiety that is extremely severe, and I want to best support my child in the meantime, and I feel like I am not doing so. I have been doing a lot of research. Unfortunately, the vast majority of groups and information sources I have come across have been... kind of gross, to be honest with you. Thus this post. I would like to get some advice from people who actually are autistic instead of from a bunch of self-martyring mothers/ organizations that read as ableist (to me anyways.)
LONGER INTRO I apologize in advance for my extreme verbosity. I always feel like if I'm not incredibly clear and extremely specific then people will misinterpret what I am saying, and this causes my anxiety to skyrocket. I don't feel like throwing up because of stress tonight. Maybe tomorrow. Anyways, there is a possibility that my daughter is autistic. She has previously been diagnosed with dmdd, adhd, anxiety, depression, and visual and auditory hallucinations. There is a STRONG family history of autism, depression, anxiety, and schizophrenia. I myself deal with adhd, anxiety, and depression. My daughter currently has a psychiatric care team and takes medications to help her get through the day to day.
Recently, my daughter was hospitalized for suicidal and homicidal ideation. The team at the Children's Hospital psychiatric ward told me that based upon their observations they felt that she may be autistic, and referred me for testing. Now, I had suspected she might be autistic when she was a baby/toddler. However, my concerns were brushed off and I was told that she was likely just a difficult baby, and that I was a paranoid first time parent. As she got older life became more and more difficult for her. She had delayed verbal development, had to be potty trained multiple times, struggles with social interaction, and in general has a difficult time dealing with what Society expects of us. I also am read as "odd," for the record, and when she was diagnosed with adhd, and two of the same mental illnesses that I struggle with, I figured that the people who had dismissed me were probably right, and that we had found the answer.
When she was seven she had a meltdown that was so severe that it required hospitalization. It was at that time that she was diagnosed with dmdd and ADHD. Diagnoses of anxiety and depression happened within the next year. Her struggles are considered "severe." She is now 12. She began having hallucinations last year. (I am aware that hallucinations are not something that is a diagnostic criteria for autism. I'm simply including it for informational purposes/accuracy/completeness.) I also know that no one here can possibly diagnose my child, and that is not what I am looking for today. We have testing in a month. I will know for sure then.
THINGS WE HAVE BEEN DOING TO HELP HER GET THROUGH HER DAY: We have always used stim/fidget tools, weighted blankets, noise canceling headphones, etc. I use these things to help me out when I am overstimulated/needing stimulation, and my daughter uses them as well. She had a 504 plan in school, but during covid requested that I homeschool her instead because the inconsistently applied rules and the will we/won't we thing with going back to school was very much stressing her out. I have homeschooled her since that time, and we have a plan to reintroduce her to in-person school for this next year. From what I've seen, we should be able to port over her 504 plan, or get an IEP in place considering the severity of her struggles.
She goes to therapy every week. We go to family therapy. I try to make sure that our home is quiet, peaceful, and non-stimulating. I even changed out our light bulbs so that it wasn't as bright in the house. She's insisted on picking out her own clothes since she was capable of dragging herself to the dresser, and I 100% believe that the person wearing the clothes is the person who should be making that decision. I cut the tags out, and make sure that any stray strings or threads or whatever are removed before they can become an annoyance. I only cook food that she likes, and include her in the process if she is interested. Fortunately she doesn't seem to have a lot of struggles surrounding food, so that is pretty easy. We all try to be respectful of each other's energy levels, and make sure to communicate when any of us are nearing overwhelm.
We use gentle parenting techniques, and make sure that she has a say in every activity. And that doesn't mean that we let a 12-year-old run our lives, but it does mean that we want to make sure that everyone in our family has input, a voice, and a choice. I firmly believe that children need to be treated with respect, and that their input is important, and their autonomy as people needs to be honored. I also firmly believe that children frequently behave like tiny drunk people, and require guidance. We just try to make sure that our guidance is gentle, respectful, and effective.
STRUGGLES: She has a hair trigger temper and disassociates almost immediately when she becomes frustrated. Frequently, even innocuous seeming requests or comments (EX: "have you had any water today?" "Sure, we can do your laundry. Can you bring the clothes down, please?" "Ok, lets go to bed. Please brush your teeth.") result in meltdowns that can last hours, result in a destroyed home/broken items, or injury. She hits herself and smashes her head into things whenever she is upset with herself, and this kid DOES NOT HOLD BACK. She cracked one of her front teeth this way, which was super fun and not expensive at all..../s
She struggles to make friends. She doesn't like the children in our neighborhood, she doesn't like the children in the homeschooling groups we have found, and the only kids that she ever seems to get along with are other mentally ill children. Unfortunately, she typically only meets them in therapy or inpatient settings, and the kids are prevented from exchanging any kind of information. So, they're more like single serving friends. She has one friend that she's pretty close to, but this girl moved about 200 miles away recently. So, she's kind of alone. This is one reason why I want her to go back to a more standard school setting. (We are considering a school that is for neurodiverse kids.) I feel privileged that we have been able to homeschool her, and it makes me smile to know that she wanted me to do this for her, but I really want her to be with other kids. She needs friends, and the kids that are available to her aren't cutting it.
All she wants to so is build things in Minecraft. Now, I get it. I love video games. We have a lot of games in this house. I do mean a lot. But, she doesn't ever want to play anything except for minecraft, and she doesn't want to play it in any way other than building all sorts of redstone contraptions in a super-flat world entirely in creative. I don't know if this counts as a special interest, or if I need to encourage her to do other things. She enjoys other things (art, anime, Victorian fashion, learning about amphibians, learning about Mexico, learning about Mexican amphibians....) but her desire to build things in Minecraft overwhelms pretty much everything else.
Sometimes she doesn't even communicate to me in real sentences, she will just reference a Minecraft meme she sent to me one time last year and expect me to understand that she means she wants waffles for dinner or something.š I think it's kind of charming, but I wonder if I'm doing her a disservice by not "encouraging" other activities/interests more heavily.
Honestly, I don't know a whole lot about autism or if any of these things sound familiar to any of you. I do know that multiple medical professionals suspect that she is autistic, and has gone undiagnosed because of her mental illness and her adhd. At this point, we have decided to try and use techniques to diffuse meltdowns, help redirect her, and to better support her that have been shown to be effective when helping people with autism. Unfortunately, a lot of the literature that I've come across seems to have the goal of changing the autistic person and forcing them to conform to societal norms, which is NOT our goal. And, at this point, I'm not even sure what behaviors I should be targeting with these techniques. Because, after all, even if she is autistic, she is STILL also mentally ill. She has comorbid conditions. I'm just not sure what to do, and I want to support her. I don't want to change her. She's a really cool kid, and she struggles with so many different things - I just want to help. I also know that I need help helping her. Unfortunately, I don't know what kind of help I need, or what I should even be asking for!
I feel like trying to untangle her mental illness from her ADHD from potential autism is a near impossible task. I don't know how to help her, and honestly, many of the professionals we work with haven't come across a child with her particular set of diagnoses before. Apparently, the hallucinations bit really complicates things. We're just kind of throwing shit at the wall and seeing what sticks.
CONCLUSION: Anyway, if you made it through all of that, thank you. I know that my thought process can be a little disjointed, and I tried to make this as clear as possible. Basically, I'm looking for any suggestions that any people who are here, who are autistic themselves, can provide me. If any of this sounds familiar to you, or if you recognize any of these things in yourself, please let me know. What websites can you recommend that will help teach me more about how to help my child? Are there any eminent voices in the community who can help me understand her better? What/who should I avoid? Do any of you have experience attending a school for neurodiverse people when you were younger? Is there anyone here who is autistic and also mentally ill? Anyone with a dual diagnosis of adhd/autism? Is there anything I'm doing wrong? What can I change to be better?
I appreciate anyone who has given their time and energy to read this, and I would be especially grateful if you could help me help my beautiful girl. Thank you.
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LONGER INTRO I apologize in advance for my extreme verbosity. I always feel like if I'm not incredibly clear and extremely specific then people will misinterpret what I am saying, and this causes my anxiety to skyrocket. I don't feel like throwing up because of stress tonight. Maybe tomorrow. Anyways, there is a possibility that my daughter is autistic. She has previously been diagnosed with dmdd, adhd, anxiety, depression, and visual and auditory hallucinations. There is a STRONG family history of autism, depression, anxiety, and schizophrenia. I myself deal with adhd, anxiety, and depression. My daughter currently has a psychiatric care team and takes medications to help her get through the day to day.
Recently, my daughter was hospitalized for suicidal and homicidal ideation. The team at the Children's Hospital psychiatric ward told me that based upon their observations they felt that she may be autistic, and referred me for testing. Now, I had suspected she might be autistic when she was a baby/toddler. However, my concerns were brushed off and I was told that she was likely just a difficult baby, and that I was a paranoid first time parent. As she got older life became more and more difficult for her. She had delayed verbal development, had to be potty trained multiple times, struggles with social interaction, and in general has a difficult time dealing with what Society expects of us. I also am read as "odd," for the record, and when she was diagnosed with adhd, and two of the same mental illnesses that I struggle with, I figured that the people who had dismissed me were probably right, and that we had found the answer.
When she was seven she had a meltdown that was so severe that it required hospitalization. It was at that time that she was diagnosed with dmdd and ADHD. Diagnoses of anxiety and depression happened within the next year. Her struggles are considered "severe." She is now 12. She began having hallucinations last year. (I am aware that hallucinations are not something that is a diagnostic criteria for autism. I'm simply including it for informational purposes/accuracy/completeness.) I also know that no one here can possibly diagnose my child, and that is not what I am looking for today. We have testing in a month. I will know for sure then.
THINGS WE HAVE BEEN DOING TO HELP HER GET THROUGH HER DAY: We have always used stim/fidget tools, weighted blankets, noise canceling headphones, etc. I use these things to help me out when I am overstimulated/needing stimulation, and my daughter uses them as well. She had a 504 plan in school, but during covid requested that I homeschool her instead because the inconsistently applied rules and the will we/won't we thing with going back to school was very much stressing her out. I have homeschooled her since that time, and we have a plan to reintroduce her to in-person school for this next year. From what I've seen, we should be able to port over her 504 plan, or get an IEP in place considering the severity of her struggles.
She goes to therapy every week. We go to family therapy. I try to make sure that our home is quiet, peaceful, and non-stimulating. I even changed out our light bulbs so that it wasn't as bright in the house. She's insisted on picking out her own clothes since she was capable of dragging herself to the dresser, and I 100% believe that the person wearing the clothes is the person who should be making that decision. I cut the tags out, and make sure that any stray strings or threads or whatever are removed before they can become an annoyance. I only cook food that she likes, and include her in the process if she is interested. Fortunately she doesn't seem to have a lot of struggles surrounding food, so that is pretty easy. We all try to be respectful of each other's energy levels, and make sure to communicate when any of us are nearing overwhelm.
We use gentle parenting techniques, and make sure that she has a say in every activity. And that doesn't mean that we let a 12-year-old run our lives, but it does mean that we want to make sure that everyone in our family has input, a voice, and a choice. I firmly believe that children need to be treated with respect, and that their input is important, and their autonomy as people needs to be honored. I also firmly believe that children frequently behave like tiny drunk people, and require guidance. We just try to make sure that our guidance is gentle, respectful, and effective.
STRUGGLES: She has a hair trigger temper and disassociates almost immediately when she becomes frustrated. Frequently, even innocuous seeming requests or comments (EX: "have you had any water today?" "Sure, we can do your laundry. Can you bring the clothes down, please?" "Ok, lets go to bed. Please brush your teeth.") result in meltdowns that can last hours, result in a destroyed home/broken items, or injury. She hits herself and smashes her head into things whenever she is upset with herself, and this kid DOES NOT HOLD BACK. She cracked one of her front teeth this way, which was super fun and not expensive at all..../s
She struggles to make friends. She doesn't like the children in our neighborhood, she doesn't like the children in the homeschooling groups we have found, and the only kids that she ever seems to get along with are other mentally ill children. Unfortunately, she typically only meets them in therapy or inpatient settings, and the kids are prevented from exchanging any kind of information. So, they're more like single serving friends. She has one friend that she's pretty close to, but this girl moved about 200 miles away recently. So, she's kind of alone. This is one reason why I want her to go back to a more standard school setting. (We are considering a school that is for neurodiverse kids.) I feel privileged that we have been able to homeschool her, and it makes me smile to know that she wanted me to do this for her, but I really want her to be with other kids. She needs friends, and the kids that are available to her aren't cutting it.
All she wants to so is build things in Minecraft. Now, I get it. I love video games. We have a lot of games in this house. I do mean a lot. But, she doesn't ever want to play anything except for minecraft, and she doesn't want to play it in any way other than building all sorts of redstone contraptions in a super-flat world entirely in creative. I don't know if this counts as a special interest, or if I need to encourage her to do other things. She enjoys other things (art, anime, Victorian fashion, learning about amphibians, learning about Mexico, learning about Mexican amphibians....) but her desire to build things in Minecraft overwhelms pretty much everything else.
Sometimes she doesn't even communicate to me in real sentences, she will just reference a Minecraft meme she sent to me one time last year and expect me to understand that she means she wants waffles for dinner or something.š I think it's kind of charming, but I wonder if I'm doing her a disservice by not "encouraging" other activities/interests more heavily.
Honestly, I don't know a whole lot about autism or if any of these things sound familiar to any of you. I do know that multiple medical professionals suspect that she is autistic, and has gone undiagnosed because of her mental illness and her adhd. At this point, we have decided to try and use techniques to diffuse meltdowns, help redirect her, and to better support her that have been shown to be effective when helping people with autism. Unfortunately, a lot of the literature that I've come across seems to have the goal of changing the autistic person and forcing them to conform to societal norms, which is NOT our goal. And, at this point, I'm not even sure what behaviors I should be targeting with these techniques. Because, after all, even if she is autistic, she is STILL also mentally ill. She has comorbid conditions. I'm just not sure what to do, and I want to support her. I don't want to change her. She's a really cool kid, and she struggles with so many different things - I just want to help. I also know that I need help helping her. Unfortunately, I don't know what kind of help I need, or what I should even be asking for!
I feel like trying to untangle her mental illness from her ADHD from potential autism is a near impossible task. I don't know how to help her, and honestly, many of the professionals we work with haven't come across a child with her particular set of diagnoses before. Apparently, the hallucinations bit really complicates things. We're just kind of throwing shit at the wall and seeing what sticks.
CONCLUSION: Anyway, if you made it through all of that, thank you. I know that my thought process can be a little disjointed, and I tried to make this as clear as possible. Basically, I'm looking for any suggestions that any people who are here, who are autistic themselves, can provide me. If any of this sounds familiar to you, or if you recognize any of these things in yourself, please let me know. What websites can you recommend that will help teach me more about how to help my child? Are there any eminent voices in the community who can help me understand her better? What/who should I avoid? Do any of you have experience attending a school for neurodiverse people when you were younger? Is there anyone here who is autistic and also mentally ill? Anyone with a dual diagnosis of adhd/autism? Is there anything I'm doing wrong? What can I change to be better?
I appreciate anyone who has given their time and energy to read this, and I would be especially grateful if you could help me help my beautiful girl. Thank you.
2023.03.31 09:01 celestialsaturnn [A4A] Roleplay partner search
Howdy there! Iām Ivan, a queer 18 year old artist/roleplayer!! Recently Iāve been feeling super inspired to write with my ocs, itās been a big minute since Iāve had a good roleplay going. 18+ tho, no minors. āļø
I only roleplay with original characters, Iāve never really been into canon roleplays heh.
All of the ocs I use for roleplaying atm are male and apart of the lgbtqia community! Me being queer I typically do non straight rps, gotta love fruity characters!! All of my ocs have drawn faceclaims that I created for em that I can send over >:]
Please keep this in mind if youāre interested in roleplaying with me, I have a lot, and I mean a lot, of experience writing. Iāve been writing since I was young, I would say Iām a literate to novella roleplayer. Though ngl I tend to get inspired really easily and tend up typing a lot- Iāve always been super passionate about my ocs heheh. So please give me effort back, be similar in literacy. Also! Iām usually down to make new characters by scratch, thatās always fun!
Like I mentioned I'm pretty passionate about my ocs, I tend to ramble and gush about em a lot. I'm a talkative fella, that's for sure! Over the years and different experiences I've had rping with other people, I've noticed that nearly 100% of the time it's a lot easier for me to enjoy and have fun roleplaying when my partners are cool with ooc chatting!!
I enjoy a lot of different genres/plots, I'm fairly open but I do adore fantasy, supernatural, romance, angst, sci-fi, and occasionally slice of life. Tbh, just my preference but I really like adding romance into the roleplay in some shape or form!! With that said, I don't mean that it's gonna be the entire plot pffft. I love slowburn, I hate rushing things bc it usually ends up getting boring quicker :<
Anyways! My timezone is CST, and I don't have a lot going on at the moment so my replies should be fairly frequent depending. So, don't be shy to send me a message! I'm pretty laid back and friendly heh. ā”
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I only roleplay with original characters, Iāve never really been into canon roleplays heh.
All of the ocs I use for roleplaying atm are male and apart of the lgbtqia community! Me being queer I typically do non straight rps, gotta love fruity characters!! All of my ocs have drawn faceclaims that I created for em that I can send over >:]
Please keep this in mind if youāre interested in roleplaying with me, I have a lot, and I mean a lot, of experience writing. Iāve been writing since I was young, I would say Iām a literate to novella roleplayer. Though ngl I tend to get inspired really easily and tend up typing a lot- Iāve always been super passionate about my ocs heheh. So please give me effort back, be similar in literacy. Also! Iām usually down to make new characters by scratch, thatās always fun!
Like I mentioned I'm pretty passionate about my ocs, I tend to ramble and gush about em a lot. I'm a talkative fella, that's for sure! Over the years and different experiences I've had rping with other people, I've noticed that nearly 100% of the time it's a lot easier for me to enjoy and have fun roleplaying when my partners are cool with ooc chatting!!
I enjoy a lot of different genres/plots, I'm fairly open but I do adore fantasy, supernatural, romance, angst, sci-fi, and occasionally slice of life. Tbh, just my preference but I really like adding romance into the roleplay in some shape or form!! With that said, I don't mean that it's gonna be the entire plot pffft. I love slowburn, I hate rushing things bc it usually ends up getting boring quicker :<
Anyways! My timezone is CST, and I don't have a lot going on at the moment so my replies should be fairly frequent depending. So, don't be shy to send me a message! I'm pretty laid back and friendly heh. ā”
2023.03.31 09:00 celestialsaturnn [A4A] Roleplay partner search
Howdy there! Iām Ivan, a queer 18 year old artist/roleplayer!! Recently Iāve been feeling super inspired to write with my ocs, itās been a big minute since Iāve had a good roleplay going. 18+ tho, no minors. āļø
I only roleplay with original characters, Iāve never really been into canon roleplays heh.
All of the ocs I use for roleplaying atm are male and apart of the lgbtqia community! Me being queer I typically do non straight rps, gotta love fruity characters!! All of my ocs have drawn faceclaims that I created for em that I can send over >:]
Please keep this in mind if youāre interested in roleplaying with me, I have a lot, and I mean a lot, of experience writing. Iāve been writing since I was young, I would say Iām a literate to novella roleplayer. Though ngl I tend to get inspired really easily and tend up typing a lot- Iāve always been super passionate about my ocs heheh. So please give me effort back, be similar in literacy. Also! Iām usually down to make new characters by scratch, thatās always fun!
Like I mentioned I'm pretty passionate about my ocs, I tend to ramble and gush about em a lot. I'm a talkative fella, that's for sure! Over the years and different experiences I've had rping with other people, I've noticed that nearly 100% of the time it's a lot easier for me to enjoy and have fun roleplaying when my partners are cool with ooc chatting!!
I enjoy a lot of different genres/plots, I'm fairly open but I do adore fantasy, supernatural, romance, angst, sci-fi, and occasionally slice of life. Tbh, just my preference but I really like adding romance into the roleplay in some shape or form!! With that said, I don't mean that it's gonna be the entire plot pffft. I love slowburn, I hate rushing things bc it usually ends up getting boring quicker :<
Also! Something I'm gonna clarify just so ya know, my characters are typically switches. Not necessarily (you know what) but in general. We won't work if your characters are overly dominant or submissive, no thanks homie.
Anyways! My timezone is CST, and I don't have a lot going on at the moment so my replies should be fairly frequent depending. So, don't be shy to send me a message! I'm pretty laid back and friendly heh. ā”
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I only roleplay with original characters, Iāve never really been into canon roleplays heh.
All of the ocs I use for roleplaying atm are male and apart of the lgbtqia community! Me being queer I typically do non straight rps, gotta love fruity characters!! All of my ocs have drawn faceclaims that I created for em that I can send over >:]
Please keep this in mind if youāre interested in roleplaying with me, I have a lot, and I mean a lot, of experience writing. Iāve been writing since I was young, I would say Iām a literate to novella roleplayer. Though ngl I tend to get inspired really easily and tend up typing a lot- Iāve always been super passionate about my ocs heheh. So please give me effort back, be similar in literacy. Also! Iām usually down to make new characters by scratch, thatās always fun!
Like I mentioned I'm pretty passionate about my ocs, I tend to ramble and gush about em a lot. I'm a talkative fella, that's for sure! Over the years and different experiences I've had rping with other people, I've noticed that nearly 100% of the time it's a lot easier for me to enjoy and have fun roleplaying when my partners are cool with ooc chatting!!
I enjoy a lot of different genres/plots, I'm fairly open but I do adore fantasy, supernatural, romance, angst, sci-fi, and occasionally slice of life. Tbh, just my preference but I really like adding romance into the roleplay in some shape or form!! With that said, I don't mean that it's gonna be the entire plot pffft. I love slowburn, I hate rushing things bc it usually ends up getting boring quicker :<
Also! Something I'm gonna clarify just so ya know, my characters are typically switches. Not necessarily (you know what) but in general. We won't work if your characters are overly dominant or submissive, no thanks homie.
Anyways! My timezone is CST, and I don't have a lot going on at the moment so my replies should be fairly frequent depending. So, don't be shy to send me a message! I'm pretty laid back and friendly heh. ā”
2023.03.31 08:53 Electronic_Soil5934 Negative luck stats.
My friend says I must have pissed off a witch.
2021 Dec - partner rushed to er, waits 5 hours in crippling pain, vomiting. Finally get her back. CT finds a 17mm kidney stone in her ureter. She's rushed into surgery to get a Stent put in. Her kidney is the size of a grapefruit, so they tell her they can't remove it right away. So she waits two weeks, blinding pain, they refuse to give her any pain medication. They schedule her for a followup to see the doctor two weeks later. At that appointment they say no pain meds and three more weeks before they can get her in. She basically screams at them until they get her in the following week.
Feb 2 - partner gets cut off while driving thru an icy patch, loses control, slams into highway divider, totals her car completely. 25lb bag of grout hits her in the back of the head, hard. She refuses the hospital, but starts losing consciousness when she gets home. Can't recall that weekend at all.
Feb 14 - partner stuffers a serious of grandmal seizures at work. Barely manges to call me from her car and tell me somethings wrong, then says she can't move and she's scared. I call her boss, they find her unconscious in the front seat and call an ambulance. Silence for two hours. I'm freaking the fuck out. Finally a nurse answers her phone and tells me where she is. I grab an Uber and rush down. Apparently the ambulance idiots missed the fact that she had a head injury and they tell me they think she overdosed. I explain the wreck. Situation changes completely. She's unconscious for several hours, they confirm the seizures, she's sent home.
April - smashes her hand trying to get a tire off a rim. Shockingly doesn't break anything, but to this day can barely use it (musician/mechanic)
May - company I've been with for a while loses contract. New company... Is... Just... Well, wait for it.
June - depression finally becomes intolerable for me. Attempt IOP. Does not help. Get signed up for ketamine therapy.
August - finally catch covid. Sick as death for two weeks but no pto because of new company. Partner catches covid from me, then gets pneumonia. She leaves her job.
September - attempt nerve block to solve increasing endo pain to avoid another surgery. Wake up next morning in the worst pain I've ever been in, can't twist and lower back is insanely painful. Try to call doctor. Dismissed as a pulled muscle and unrelated to block. Jump to Sunday, my leg is now blue and I can't move it. Rush to er. Have blood clot from belly to knee. Put in icu immediately. Have abcess near my spine from the block. Super rare complication. Hospitalized for 6 days. Pulled off birth control, put on orilissa for endo.
Oct-Nov Iv antibiotics, tons of appointments, shots in the belly twice a day.
Partner has nervous breakdown and stops working. Goes to stay with family for two weeks.
Dec - Stent put in. Endo growing quickly, end up having a suuuuuuper heavy bleed (on blood thinners and anti platelets). New employer replaces a senior developer with a guy who can't send an email. They start accusing me of being the problem. Sigh.
Jan 2023 - this will be our year, right? Healing from the clot, ketamine worked, feeling stable. Partner still highly depressed and anxious but I think I can handle it. Work starts getting worse. More seniors leave, more unqualified staff replace them.
Feb - harassment becoming intolerable from a client. Now doing the work of 4 people while training 1.was hoping to get a good hire. Manager again hires most unqualified staff. I find out they're paying him my salary. Tell my boss that's not okay. She shuts down the conversation. Now doing job of 4 people and training 2 while being harassed daily by client.
Then I start bleeding again. This time so heavy I get anemic and pass out and throw up from pain. Dr finally approves me for hysto. Get hysto on 23rd. They find my spleen is scarred completely to surrounding tissue and tear it on accident trying to remove adhesions. End up in hospital longer than expected.
Get home. Unexpected nervous breakdown when seeing my employer claims to pay people with my job 70k more than I make. Lost my shit and wrote anonymous review about shitty working conditions and hiring. Later remove. Boss already saw it. Still off next day, call from coworker on behalf of harasser asking me to do something for them. Quickly remove myself from call. Proceed to mental crisis.
Next day go in, immediately call both managers and request std because something isn't right. Tell them about harassment and workload. Supervisor from new company schedules disciplinary meeting next day with coo and makes me continue to work. While I am in crisis. Says just turn on do not disturb.
They remove me from my team and my title, put me on another team as a subordinate or tell me I can quit. Give me a weekend to think about it. I see surgeon and psych first. Both confirm surgical menopause caused nervous breakdown and I have acute stress disorder. Reluctantly agree to be moved to different team. THEN I'm allowed to go on disability leave.
HR fucks up my next check and doesn't do the paperwork to keep my fsa open. Spend all month trying to fix the shit.
I'm out of my fucking mind most of the month so I post shit that makes me sound like a raving lunatic. Somewhat stabilizing now with pristiq and Ativan. Can't take hrt because clot. Scheduled to see specialist at the end of the month.
Catch pneumonia. Pneumonia and panic attacks make a person very miserable...
Partner and old friend get into huge fight. Partner struggling heavily. Unable to help because I'm unstable and sounds crazy.
I go back to work Monday. I don't want to fucking be there.
I swear to god when will it end. I wish this was some kind of joke.
/vent
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2021 Dec - partner rushed to er, waits 5 hours in crippling pain, vomiting. Finally get her back. CT finds a 17mm kidney stone in her ureter. She's rushed into surgery to get a Stent put in. Her kidney is the size of a grapefruit, so they tell her they can't remove it right away. So she waits two weeks, blinding pain, they refuse to give her any pain medication. They schedule her for a followup to see the doctor two weeks later. At that appointment they say no pain meds and three more weeks before they can get her in. She basically screams at them until they get her in the following week.
Feb 2 - partner gets cut off while driving thru an icy patch, loses control, slams into highway divider, totals her car completely. 25lb bag of grout hits her in the back of the head, hard. She refuses the hospital, but starts losing consciousness when she gets home. Can't recall that weekend at all.
Feb 14 - partner stuffers a serious of grandmal seizures at work. Barely manges to call me from her car and tell me somethings wrong, then says she can't move and she's scared. I call her boss, they find her unconscious in the front seat and call an ambulance. Silence for two hours. I'm freaking the fuck out. Finally a nurse answers her phone and tells me where she is. I grab an Uber and rush down. Apparently the ambulance idiots missed the fact that she had a head injury and they tell me they think she overdosed. I explain the wreck. Situation changes completely. She's unconscious for several hours, they confirm the seizures, she's sent home.
April - smashes her hand trying to get a tire off a rim. Shockingly doesn't break anything, but to this day can barely use it (musician/mechanic)
May - company I've been with for a while loses contract. New company... Is... Just... Well, wait for it.
June - depression finally becomes intolerable for me. Attempt IOP. Does not help. Get signed up for ketamine therapy.
August - finally catch covid. Sick as death for two weeks but no pto because of new company. Partner catches covid from me, then gets pneumonia. She leaves her job.
September - attempt nerve block to solve increasing endo pain to avoid another surgery. Wake up next morning in the worst pain I've ever been in, can't twist and lower back is insanely painful. Try to call doctor. Dismissed as a pulled muscle and unrelated to block. Jump to Sunday, my leg is now blue and I can't move it. Rush to er. Have blood clot from belly to knee. Put in icu immediately. Have abcess near my spine from the block. Super rare complication. Hospitalized for 6 days. Pulled off birth control, put on orilissa for endo.
Oct-Nov Iv antibiotics, tons of appointments, shots in the belly twice a day.
Partner has nervous breakdown and stops working. Goes to stay with family for two weeks.
Dec - Stent put in. Endo growing quickly, end up having a suuuuuuper heavy bleed (on blood thinners and anti platelets). New employer replaces a senior developer with a guy who can't send an email. They start accusing me of being the problem. Sigh.
Jan 2023 - this will be our year, right? Healing from the clot, ketamine worked, feeling stable. Partner still highly depressed and anxious but I think I can handle it. Work starts getting worse. More seniors leave, more unqualified staff replace them.
Feb - harassment becoming intolerable from a client. Now doing the work of 4 people while training 1.was hoping to get a good hire. Manager again hires most unqualified staff. I find out they're paying him my salary. Tell my boss that's not okay. She shuts down the conversation. Now doing job of 4 people and training 2 while being harassed daily by client.
Then I start bleeding again. This time so heavy I get anemic and pass out and throw up from pain. Dr finally approves me for hysto. Get hysto on 23rd. They find my spleen is scarred completely to surrounding tissue and tear it on accident trying to remove adhesions. End up in hospital longer than expected.
Get home. Unexpected nervous breakdown when seeing my employer claims to pay people with my job 70k more than I make. Lost my shit and wrote anonymous review about shitty working conditions and hiring. Later remove. Boss already saw it. Still off next day, call from coworker on behalf of harasser asking me to do something for them. Quickly remove myself from call. Proceed to mental crisis.
Next day go in, immediately call both managers and request std because something isn't right. Tell them about harassment and workload. Supervisor from new company schedules disciplinary meeting next day with coo and makes me continue to work. While I am in crisis. Says just turn on do not disturb.
They remove me from my team and my title, put me on another team as a subordinate or tell me I can quit. Give me a weekend to think about it. I see surgeon and psych first. Both confirm surgical menopause caused nervous breakdown and I have acute stress disorder. Reluctantly agree to be moved to different team. THEN I'm allowed to go on disability leave.
HR fucks up my next check and doesn't do the paperwork to keep my fsa open. Spend all month trying to fix the shit.
I'm out of my fucking mind most of the month so I post shit that makes me sound like a raving lunatic. Somewhat stabilizing now with pristiq and Ativan. Can't take hrt because clot. Scheduled to see specialist at the end of the month.
Catch pneumonia. Pneumonia and panic attacks make a person very miserable...
Partner and old friend get into huge fight. Partner struggling heavily. Unable to help because I'm unstable and sounds crazy.
I go back to work Monday. I don't want to fucking be there.
I swear to god when will it end. I wish this was some kind of joke.
/vent
2023.03.31 08:52 Bigounce116 Nitro Explanation
Nitro theoretically is a curse but at the same time it is a blessing because these powers (when activated) it amplifies
the human body to which extent some people may call the user a superhuman or demonic (depends on what you believe in)
nitro also has a drawback like any other powers that a superhero uses like for instance since it is a curse the more you
use the power the more chance or likelihood that you die from a unnatural occurrence (example) if you were to use the power
in abnormal ways then you will die in a abnormal or impossible way like your driving and all of a sudden a shark comes
out of a truck and crushes your car.Im pretty sure you get the gist of it by now but now the mutations of the nitro power
MUTATION OF THE NITRO POWER
since the power relies heavily on the nitrogen in the air that we breath in it can mean that heavy use of these power is
going to affect your child during birth but not in a bad way (this is only a theory by dr.wells) if the family (the
Moshimoto family) had intercourse with each other theoretically the baby who has the power can be very dependent on the
nitrogen of the air thus having an irregular amount of air come into their brain (it is a theory that never happened before)
since the mutations does not affect the user instead it affects the way that the users powers are used but anyways I'm getting distracted,
ever since that curse was brought onto this family the old generation of nitro users have not been so dependent on
it sure they might use it to fly or to make their punch hard but they never use it in a abnormal way like the new
generation, these mutations have taken forms in many ways (Yuki) she can make anything that she can imagine but she needs to
imagine the parts as well or else the thing that she generated wont work (Nori) he can stop time and can manipulate time
(Markus)he has an abnormal amount of nitro that has contained (UPDATE: Markus stopped using the powers of his mother due to
the accident) thus making him abnormally strong for his age(Nagata)his nitro is mostly focused in his legs therefore making
him abnormally fast(muteki)his nitro is centralized into his muscles therefor making him abnormally big and strong(Unknown)
his power is focused on his brain thus making him able to telepathically move things but with strength.Now thats out of
way lets head on workout routine for the moshimoto
WORKOUT ROUTINE FOR THE NITRO USERS
NOTE:Keep in mind the nitro users are amplified human beings this is nearly impossible for a human to do these
SQUATS:10000LBSX5
DEADLIFT:5500LBSX10
BENCHPRESS:EASY:1000LBSX5 HARD:5500LBSX20
SKULLCRUSHERS:1000LBSX20
HACKSQUAT (WITHOUT MACHINE):2.258 Ć 10^26LBSX3
HACKSQAUT WITH MACHINE:2.258 Ć 10^26LBS X 10
ANCIENT CURSE(THEORY)
it is theorized that ever since humans have been introduced the concept of death the evil side of nitro was born first but
ever since the first ever selfless human or cave man came into exsitence then the the good side of nitro was introduced
the moshimoto family is mostly Asian dominate in their DNA but when looking further they quite literally have every race in their blood dating back to the Greeks
Spartans, the night warriors of Africa ,the most fiercest samurai's in japan that ever lived, the toughest president's of the U.S and the most fiercest warriors of Mexico
The Aztecs and chichen itza,their blood is very rare considering that it has every race in it and that it is believed to be a super healing alternative to disease's
which also means when looking forward this is a case of reincarnation which also means that not only that the oldest family in the moshimoto family cannot spread it
But it means that as the family tree goes on the reincarnation possibilities gets super low and they can spread it throughout their family and that also that the curse is
not really a curse instead it was the potential of the blood that was activated which also means that the curse can be reverted by(REDACTED)
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Nitro theoretically is a curse but at the same time it is a blessing because these powers (when activated) it amplifies
the human body to which extent some people may call the user a superhuman or demonic (depends on what you believe in)
nitro also has a drawback like any other powers that a superhero uses like for instance since it is a curse the more you
use the power the more chance or likelihood that you die from a unnatural occurrence (example) if you were to use the power
in abnormal ways then you will die in a abnormal or impossible way like your driving and all of a sudden a shark comes
out of a truck and crushes your car.Im pretty sure you get the gist of it by now but now the mutations of the nitro power
MUTATION OF THE NITRO POWER
since the power relies heavily on the nitrogen in the air that we breath in it can mean that heavy use of these power is
going to affect your child during birth but not in a bad way (this is only a theory by dr.wells) if the family (the
Moshimoto family) had intercourse with each other theoretically the baby who has the power can be very dependent on the
nitrogen of the air thus having an irregular amount of air come into their brain (it is a theory that never happened before)
since the mutations does not affect the user instead it affects the way that the users powers are used but anyways I'm getting distracted,
ever since that curse was brought onto this family the old generation of nitro users have not been so dependent on
it sure they might use it to fly or to make their punch hard but they never use it in a abnormal way like the new
generation, these mutations have taken forms in many ways (Yuki) she can make anything that she can imagine but she needs to
imagine the parts as well or else the thing that she generated wont work (Nori) he can stop time and can manipulate time
(Markus)he has an abnormal amount of nitro that has contained (UPDATE: Markus stopped using the powers of his mother due to
the accident) thus making him abnormally strong for his age(Nagata)his nitro is mostly focused in his legs therefore making
him abnormally fast(muteki)his nitro is centralized into his muscles therefor making him abnormally big and strong(Unknown)
his power is focused on his brain thus making him able to telepathically move things but with strength.Now thats out of
way lets head on workout routine for the moshimoto
WORKOUT ROUTINE FOR THE NITRO USERS
NOTE:Keep in mind the nitro users are amplified human beings this is nearly impossible for a human to do these
SQUATS:10000LBSX5
DEADLIFT:5500LBSX10
BENCHPRESS:EASY:1000LBSX5 HARD:5500LBSX20
SKULLCRUSHERS:1000LBSX20
HACKSQUAT (WITHOUT MACHINE):2.258 Ć 10^26LBSX3
HACKSQAUT WITH MACHINE:2.258 Ć 10^26LBS X 10
ANCIENT CURSE(THEORY)
it is theorized that ever since humans have been introduced the concept of death the evil side of nitro was born first but
ever since the first ever selfless human or cave man came into exsitence then the the good side of nitro was introduced
the moshimoto family is mostly Asian dominate in their DNA but when looking further they quite literally have every race in their blood dating back to the Greeks
Spartans, the night warriors of Africa ,the most fiercest samurai's in japan that ever lived, the toughest president's of the U.S and the most fiercest warriors of Mexico
The Aztecs and chichen itza,their blood is very rare considering that it has every race in it and that it is believed to be a super healing alternative to disease's
which also means when looking forward this is a case of reincarnation which also means that not only that the oldest family in the moshimoto family cannot spread it
But it means that as the family tree goes on the reincarnation possibilities gets super low and they can spread it throughout their family and that also that the curse is
not really a curse instead it was the potential of the blood that was activated which also means that the curse can be reverted by(REDACTED)
2023.03.31 08:45 MrVedu_FIFA There was a positive reception to my last ChatGPT post, so here's the pitch for Spidey's college trilogy:
Spider-Man: Venom Unleashed
The movie opens with Mac Gargan, played by Michael Mando, in prison after his previous encounter with Spider-Man. Gargan is approached by an unknown figure who offers him a chance at revenge against Spider-Man in exchange for his loyalty. Gargan agrees and is injected with a sample of the Venom symbiote.
At first, Gargan struggles to control the symbiote, but he eventually gains full control and transforms into a new version of the Scorpion with Venom-like powers. Gargan escapes from prison and begins his search for Spider-Man.
Meanwhile, Peter Parker, played by Tom Holland, is dealing with the aftermath of the events of No Way Home and trying to move on with his life. However, when he learns about the new Venom-Scorpion hybrid wreaking havoc across the city, he realizes he can't ignore his responsibilities as Spider-Man.
As Peter battles Gargan, he realizes that the symbiote has fused with Gargan's Scorpion armor, making him nearly unstoppable. Peter seeks help from his friend and ally, Dr. Curt Connors, who is an expert in biology and genetics. Dr. Connors helps Peter understand the symbiote's weaknesses and find a way to stop Gargan.
As the battle between Spider-Man and the Venom-Scorpion hybrid reaches its climax, Peter is forced to make a difficult choice. In order to stop Gargan, Peter must bond with the Venom symbiote himself, becoming a new version of Spider-Man with Venom-like powers.
In the post-credits scene, we see Peter struggling to control the symbiote, hinting at the possibility of a future storyline where Peter must face the consequences of his decision to bond with the symbiote and the new challenges it brings to his life as Spider-Man.
Spider-Man: Lethal Legacy
The movie opens with Peter Parker, still struggling to control the Venom symbiote's influence, as he tries to balance his superhero duties and his personal life. Peter reconnects with Felicia Hardy, played by Emma Stone, an old acquaintance from college who has returned to New York City to start a new job. Peter and Felicia's relationship starts to blossom, but their happiness is short-lived when they find themselves facing a new threat.
Curt Connors, played by Dylan Baker, who had previously helped Peter with the symbiote situation, is now conducting experiments on himself to find a cure for his missing arm. Unfortunately, the experiment goes wrong, and Connors transforms into the Lizard once again, with his alter ego taking over him. The Lizard goes on a rampage in New York City, causing chaos and destruction.
As Peter tries to stop the Lizard, he finds himself struggling with the symbiote's influence, which is making it difficult for him to make sound decisions. The symbiote is still causing havoc on his personal life, making it harder for him to balance his responsibilities as Spider-Man and his relationship with Felicia.
Meanwhile, Felicia, who has a secret of her own, is dealing with the pressures of her new job and the people she works with. She is trying to find a way to balance her work life and her budding relationship with Peter while keeping her secret hidden.
As Peter and Felicia work together to find a way to stop the Lizard, they realize that the symbiote's dark influence is getting stronger, and they must find a way to free Peter from its grasp. With the help of Dr. Connors, they discover that the only way to do this is to create an antidote that will neutralize the symbiote's effects.
In the final battle, Peter and Felicia work together to fight the Lizard, who is wreaking havoc on New York City. As they battle, Peter realizes that the symbiote is still influencing his thoughts and actions, and he must find a way to free himself from its hold.
Peter manages to weaken the symbiote's hold over him and creates an antidote that will neutralize the symbiote's effects. As the Lizard attacks, Peter uses the antidote to neutralize the symbiote, causing it to detach from Peter's body.
With no other choice, Peter takes a risky decision and decides to destroy the symbiote once and for all by burning it. He uses his web-shooters to create a flame and sets the symbiote on fire. The symbiote screams as it burns, eventually disintegrating into ashes.
Peter, exhausted and injured, collapses on the ground as Felicia rushes to his aid. The Lizard reverts back to Curt Connors, who thanks Peter for saving him and New York City from the Lizard, which he thinks of as a curse.
In the aftermath, Peter and Felicia's relationship becomes stronger, and Curt Connors continues his research to find a cure for his missing arm. However, in the post-credits scene, we see a shadowy figure watching Peter from a distance, hinting at a potential new threat in the future.
Spider-Man: Sinister Six
In Spider-Man: Sinister Six, Peter Parker has now become a seasoned superhero and is admired by the citizens of New York City. He finds an unlikely ally in Miles Morales, a young and enthusiastic high school student who shares Peter's passion for justice.
However, their peace is shattered when the notorious Wilson Fisk, also known as Kingpin, hires the deadliest hunter in the world, Sergei Kravinoff, to eliminate Spider-Man. Kravinoff soon realizes that he cannot defeat Spider-Man alone and enlists the help of some of Spider-Man's deadliest foes - the Sinister Six.
The team consists of Doc Ock, Electro, Sandman, Chameleon (Kraven's brother), and Rhino, all with advanced weaponry and abilities that threaten to take down Spider-Man. Peter must now fight to protect his city and his loved ones from the Sinister Six and their destructive plans.
As Peter battles the Sinister Six, he discovers that they are not just random villains but have been brought together for a specific purpose. He soon learns that the Sinister Six are a part of a larger conspiracy and that they are merely pawns in a bigger game.
Throughout the movie, Peter's relationship with Miles deepens, and he finds himself becoming a mentor to the young hero. As they fight together, Peter begins to see the potential in Miles and the possibility that he could become the next Spider-Man.
The final battle between Spider-Man and the Sinister Six is a nail-biting and intense sequence. Peter, with the help of Miles' technological ability, fights against each of the villains, using his intelligence and skills to overcome their powers and advanced technology.
In the end, Spider-Man emerges victorious, but at a cost. He realizes that his fight against the Sinister Six is just the beginning of a much larger battle. He also understands that he cannot do it alone and that he needs the help of other heroes like Miles to fight the evil that threatens their world.
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The movie opens with Mac Gargan, played by Michael Mando, in prison after his previous encounter with Spider-Man. Gargan is approached by an unknown figure who offers him a chance at revenge against Spider-Man in exchange for his loyalty. Gargan agrees and is injected with a sample of the Venom symbiote.
At first, Gargan struggles to control the symbiote, but he eventually gains full control and transforms into a new version of the Scorpion with Venom-like powers. Gargan escapes from prison and begins his search for Spider-Man.
Meanwhile, Peter Parker, played by Tom Holland, is dealing with the aftermath of the events of No Way Home and trying to move on with his life. However, when he learns about the new Venom-Scorpion hybrid wreaking havoc across the city, he realizes he can't ignore his responsibilities as Spider-Man.
As Peter battles Gargan, he realizes that the symbiote has fused with Gargan's Scorpion armor, making him nearly unstoppable. Peter seeks help from his friend and ally, Dr. Curt Connors, who is an expert in biology and genetics. Dr. Connors helps Peter understand the symbiote's weaknesses and find a way to stop Gargan.
As the battle between Spider-Man and the Venom-Scorpion hybrid reaches its climax, Peter is forced to make a difficult choice. In order to stop Gargan, Peter must bond with the Venom symbiote himself, becoming a new version of Spider-Man with Venom-like powers.
In the post-credits scene, we see Peter struggling to control the symbiote, hinting at the possibility of a future storyline where Peter must face the consequences of his decision to bond with the symbiote and the new challenges it brings to his life as Spider-Man.
Spider-Man: Lethal Legacy
The movie opens with Peter Parker, still struggling to control the Venom symbiote's influence, as he tries to balance his superhero duties and his personal life. Peter reconnects with Felicia Hardy, played by Emma Stone, an old acquaintance from college who has returned to New York City to start a new job. Peter and Felicia's relationship starts to blossom, but their happiness is short-lived when they find themselves facing a new threat.
Curt Connors, played by Dylan Baker, who had previously helped Peter with the symbiote situation, is now conducting experiments on himself to find a cure for his missing arm. Unfortunately, the experiment goes wrong, and Connors transforms into the Lizard once again, with his alter ego taking over him. The Lizard goes on a rampage in New York City, causing chaos and destruction.
As Peter tries to stop the Lizard, he finds himself struggling with the symbiote's influence, which is making it difficult for him to make sound decisions. The symbiote is still causing havoc on his personal life, making it harder for him to balance his responsibilities as Spider-Man and his relationship with Felicia.
Meanwhile, Felicia, who has a secret of her own, is dealing with the pressures of her new job and the people she works with. She is trying to find a way to balance her work life and her budding relationship with Peter while keeping her secret hidden.
As Peter and Felicia work together to find a way to stop the Lizard, they realize that the symbiote's dark influence is getting stronger, and they must find a way to free Peter from its grasp. With the help of Dr. Connors, they discover that the only way to do this is to create an antidote that will neutralize the symbiote's effects.
In the final battle, Peter and Felicia work together to fight the Lizard, who is wreaking havoc on New York City. As they battle, Peter realizes that the symbiote is still influencing his thoughts and actions, and he must find a way to free himself from its hold.
Peter manages to weaken the symbiote's hold over him and creates an antidote that will neutralize the symbiote's effects. As the Lizard attacks, Peter uses the antidote to neutralize the symbiote, causing it to detach from Peter's body.
With no other choice, Peter takes a risky decision and decides to destroy the symbiote once and for all by burning it. He uses his web-shooters to create a flame and sets the symbiote on fire. The symbiote screams as it burns, eventually disintegrating into ashes.
Peter, exhausted and injured, collapses on the ground as Felicia rushes to his aid. The Lizard reverts back to Curt Connors, who thanks Peter for saving him and New York City from the Lizard, which he thinks of as a curse.
In the aftermath, Peter and Felicia's relationship becomes stronger, and Curt Connors continues his research to find a cure for his missing arm. However, in the post-credits scene, we see a shadowy figure watching Peter from a distance, hinting at a potential new threat in the future.
Spider-Man: Sinister Six
In Spider-Man: Sinister Six, Peter Parker has now become a seasoned superhero and is admired by the citizens of New York City. He finds an unlikely ally in Miles Morales, a young and enthusiastic high school student who shares Peter's passion for justice.
However, their peace is shattered when the notorious Wilson Fisk, also known as Kingpin, hires the deadliest hunter in the world, Sergei Kravinoff, to eliminate Spider-Man. Kravinoff soon realizes that he cannot defeat Spider-Man alone and enlists the help of some of Spider-Man's deadliest foes - the Sinister Six.
The team consists of Doc Ock, Electro, Sandman, Chameleon (Kraven's brother), and Rhino, all with advanced weaponry and abilities that threaten to take down Spider-Man. Peter must now fight to protect his city and his loved ones from the Sinister Six and their destructive plans.
As Peter battles the Sinister Six, he discovers that they are not just random villains but have been brought together for a specific purpose. He soon learns that the Sinister Six are a part of a larger conspiracy and that they are merely pawns in a bigger game.
Throughout the movie, Peter's relationship with Miles deepens, and he finds himself becoming a mentor to the young hero. As they fight together, Peter begins to see the potential in Miles and the possibility that he could become the next Spider-Man.
The final battle between Spider-Man and the Sinister Six is a nail-biting and intense sequence. Peter, with the help of Miles' technological ability, fights against each of the villains, using his intelligence and skills to overcome their powers and advanced technology.
In the end, Spider-Man emerges victorious, but at a cost. He realizes that his fight against the Sinister Six is just the beginning of a much larger battle. He also understands that he cannot do it alone and that he needs the help of other heroes like Miles to fight the evil that threatens their world.
2023.03.31 08:30 BigRowdyHowdy 1 week old bridge, titanium, 16g
 | Greetings everybody, submitted by BigRowdyHowdy to Legitpiercing [link] [comments] I got this piercing on Monday (3/27/2023) and was just wondering if the red bumps that are appearing are anything to worry about. I also wanted some general advice if you had any! Finding consistent info online has been a struggle and I just wanted to know if this piercing was fucked or not. I try really hard not to touch it but I occasionally do. I wear glasses but I make sure to put them on towards the lower part of my nose. I wash it with a sea salt solution my piercer gave me but I'm gonna switch to the NeilMed spray ASAP. Thanks in advance! https://preview.redd.it/6g4t8ba5r0ra1.jpg?width=3072&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=17ef5eb6fbdd31682635f7f894adbe6f40008ef1 https://preview.redd.it/ejf7gca5r0ra1.jpg?width=3072&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=6175f2e5b74b07ccd9ce1e4296a69150f0187c27 https://preview.redd.it/dd04gba5r0ra1.jpg?width=3072&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=ede61d97de248bc5a0b19c977d60a78d62dc577a |
2023.03.31 08:24 Pushpam_sanskruti Does real estate investment include land investment?
 | Yes, real estate investment can include land investment. In fact, land investment is one of the most basic and fundamental types of real estate investment. When you invest in land, you are essentially purchasing a piece of property without any structures on it, such as a house or a commercial building. Land can be bought for a variety of reasons, such as for development or for holding as a long-term investment. Some investors purchase land with the intention of building on it themselves, while others may hold onto the land and sell it at a later date when its value has increased. So, while real estate investment can include various types of properties, land investment is definitely a part of it. submitted by Pushpam_sanskruti to u/Pushpam_sanskruti [link] [comments] Balibaug-Real Estate Project in Alibaug Here are some additional details about investing in land as a form of real estate investment:
Hence if you are really invested in real estate land investment then I will suggest you a beautiful & unique project in Alibaug that is near Nagaon & Akshi Beaches. Balibaug is a unique theme-based resort home project with 2 & 3-bedroom villas. It is an upcoming emerging villa project hence if you buy a villa here it is as good as investing in a piece of land & getting a constructed, maintenance-free home without any cost. It is also adorned with amenities like a swimming pool, spa, clubhouse, multi-cuisine restaurant, etc. Villas are also built with a private pool & garden. Every element of this project has the essence of Balinese culture. It is not only a luxurious accommodation or a holiday home investment but it is also an active investment option. Once you invest here, you get assured returns every month plus it is like owning a luxurious resort that earns you rental income. This is really a unique option in today's times when you have to wait for a maturity period to get ROI. It is also a RERA registered project hence no concern of legalities plus their team also ensures you all the financial assistance for loans & other formalities. This is the most dynamic form of real estate investment as of now. Villas or resort homes is the hottest trend that would secure your present as well as future. |
2023.03.31 08:22 newtxtdoc I just watched the Dungeons and Dragons (2000) movie for the first time
So in preparation for my night out with my friends tomorrow to see the new movie, I decided to watch the older one as I heard it was pretty bad. Honestly, it wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be. I am not saying it was good though, as for those who have seen it, what a weird and dumb ending.
Here are a few of the things I liked about it (pretty much most of what I liked):
RATING: 5.5/10
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Here are a few of the things I liked about it (pretty much most of what I liked):
- The beholder design when they snuck into a fort to get their MacGuffin scroll back was cool. I liked how its stalks weren't shown originally and then they all popped out of its body when it became alert.
- The dwarf was a funny, absurd character. Honestly if it wasn't for him, I really wouldn't have enjoyed a lot of the scenes that took place.
- I liked a lot of the set designs. They did a good job at setting up each environment even if a lot of the scenes were lackluster.
- The wizard's apprentice who follows them throughout the adventure becomes useless for most of it. She showed a powerful prowess over the arcane in the first few scenes but then used none of those tricks later on. I can count on my hands how many times she actually used a spell during a scene. (Keep in mind she is with them for days)
- Snails was fun (but very 2000's cringe) at times but like he was just as incompetent in scenes. It was like these side characters were meant to just bring up the main character. Also, why don't they just revive him? Or is that what the name erasing means?
- Female armor design. Although a ton of old DND books had similar designs, it was still super cringe to see earlier today.
- The beholder may have been cool design wise but it does literally nothing besides scare the characters as they show up at the camp. No action for that poor fellow and no mention of it later.
- The main character, which is supposed to be a thief-type, barely does any stealth action at all. Besides the challenge maze, he literally fights face to face with most of the people there and actively tries to get into one on one combat. Like near the end of the movie, he could have just stabbed the man with the staff as well as his guard. WHY DOES HE WAIT FOR THEM TO SEE HIM?
- At the end of the movie, they all become red orbs and fly away with the Dragon's Heart ruby as they stand near Snails' grave. WHAT DOES THAT MEAN? WHERE IS THE EXPLANATION?
RATING: 5.5/10
2023.03.31 08:17 Impossible_Mother I sent my son away when he was thirteen. Now he's back and asking me to make my other son forgive him.
I married my husband (Alan) when I was fifteen. He was nineteen. I don't have to tell you we were both far too young for this and it should never have happened. I had my first son when I was 15 (Sam) and my second when I was 17 (Matt). We lived with my husband's parents, who are on the older side, retired, and very wealthy. My parents are not in the picture.
My husband's family treated my first child like a do-over baby. They spoiled him rotten and set absolutely no rules, he was never told "no" unless it was literally a matter of life or death. I was rarely allowed to care for him, to hold him, or even nurse him. By the time Sam was four years old, he was calling my MIL "mama". I was not allowed to leave the house to get a job (not that there were any I could get to without a car), and mainly spent my day working as a maid for my MIL. I was able to do some remote freelance work to save money, which I did in secret with my husband. The money was deposited into a joint account we shared and he put his own paycheck in there as well (which he hid from his parents by lying about how much he was paid). Sometimes his father gifted him large amounts of cash to go out for a night with the boys, but Alan always put that straight into the joint account.
Things changed when I had Matt. My in-laws ignored him and barely acknowledged him, except to threaten to have him taken from me if I interfered with their relationship with Sam. Alan spent so much time working that I was left to raise Matt nearly on my own. In some ways, it was better, because I was at least allowed to raise my own child. But it was like being a single mother and I struggled to keep working while trying to conceal it from my in-laws.
When I turned 21, my husband and I left. We waited until his parents were out to dinner late one night and packed everything in just about an hour, got ourselves into the car, and drove away.
I was afraid I'd made a mistake almost as soon as we left. Sam asked where we were going, and when his father told him we were moving, he started screaming he wanted "mama" (MIL) and that he was being "kidnapped" (I later learned MIL and FIL had warned him that I might try to "kidnap" him, and if I did, he was to scream for help and tell people he was being kidnapped). My husband and I were absolutely heartbroken, but he told me that we were doing the right thing, and would just have to brace ourselves and bear it out. We were out. He had an uncle the next state over who'd offered us a place to crash until we found an apartment (uncle was estranged from in-laws). He talked about our dreams, how in a few years, this would be like a nightmare we'd almost have forgotten about.
Matt adjusted great. He was an easygoing kid, did well in school, made friends. Sam did not. It would take a book to detail everything that happened, but Sam always resented Matt and insisted Matt was my āfavoriteā. Matt called me mom. Sam didnāt.
For the first year, MIL was still "mom", and when he first went to school, he told his teachers that I'd kidnapped him from his real mom-- that was a hell of a call to deal with. He tried to run away twice when he was eight, though he admittedly didn't get very far and was home by dinner. It wasn't a real threat of running away so much as it was a very unhappy kid acting out, and Alan and I both took it as a cry for help. We did our best to comfort him and listen to him and reach out to him.
When Sam was thirteen, we discovered he was in communication with MIL through an email account we didnāt know about. MIL kept promising Sam that as soon as he was sixteen, she would whisk him away. The emails talked about how we'd "kidnapped" and "taken" Sam from her, and that she'd buy him any car he liked for his sixteenth birthday, and that they still had his old room ready and waiting for him. Asked if he remembered the pool. Things like that.
Sam became convinced that the only reason we werenāt going back was because of Matt (his logic was that he was MILās favorite and Matt was mine, and I was jealous of MIL).
Iāve written and rewritten this part about twenty times. To make a long story short, Sam attacked Matt one day, screaming that it was Mattās fault that his life was āruinedā. I took Matt to the ER for a broken nose and a cracked rib. Alan stayed with Sam, because he was the only one strong enough to restrain him, and I was afraid Sam would turn on me (and he did try to punch Alan while I was gone).
My husband and I were shaken. This absolutely could not happen againāMatt didnāt deserve to live in fear in his own houseāand we could tell it had been escalating to this for a while, and was completely out of our control. Alan had been sent to an all-boys boarding school when he was Samās age, and we discussed it with our boysā godfather (Alanās uncle, who took us in when we first escaped) and he suggested letting him keep Sam for a year and see if things improved, and go from there. Uncle agreed that it was best to separate the boys for now. He lives about two hours away, so we could visit regularly, but he said to keep boarding school on the table if things got out of hand. We agreed.
Uncle lives in a place where the only internet is what your router offers, the cellular is nonexistent unless youāre very close to town. So we felt confident that Sam would be off contact with MIL, and he loves and respects Uncle, so we felt it would be good for him. And we were right, it was. Alan saw him as often as Sam would let him, but completely ignored me. Matt always came to visit Uncle and work with him in the workshop, but never spoke to Sam. Sam sometimes came to sleep over at our house to spend time with Alan or for special occasions (his birthday, Christmas). Matt always slept over at his best friend's house whenever Sam showed up. Sam chose to stay with Uncle until he finished high school.
As soon as Sam graduated high school, he went to stay with MIL and FIL. We didnāt hear from him for a few years, except the occasional phone call to Alan and updates from Uncle, who assured me that this was in no way my doing. Sam has shown no interest in college, trade school or a job, and my in-laws seem content to house him on their dime. He is now nineteen and I worry for his future, but itās entirely out of my hands.
Matt graduated high school this year and went to train under Uncle (heās been sort of apprenticing for years, but now heāll live with Uncle). Sam dropped by a week ago to speak to us. He said Uncle has cut contact with him. He says he needs Matt to forgive him, because Uncle said not to talk to him until Sam has made amends, but Matt wonāt speak to Sam. Sam came to me specifically and said Matt would listen to me.
I told Sam that I can tell Matt that heād like to speak, but I cannot make Matt do anything. Sam insisted that I could tell Matt to forgive him. I told Sam that we all make mistakes, but sometimes the damage is too late to heal, and I think he can understand that. Sam insisted it was not the same that he was thirteen when he broke Mattās nose, and I was his mother. I told him, āI was fifteen when I had you. I made many mistakes raising you, which I will pay for the rest of my life, but the worst of them was when I was still a child.ā I told him I wish weād escaped with him sooner and I shouldāve been braver. This pissed Sam off. I said Iād pass his message on to Matt then went inside.
Alan spoke with Sam a bit longer, then Sam left. I rang Matt and said that Sam would like to speak, and Matt replied, āI know.ā So, he knows.
At this point, I don't think I can repair the relationship with Sam. I don't think I even want to try. Alan wants to repair things, but I think the damage is long done. Sam will always have a bed waiting in our house, but I don't think I can advocate on his behalf to Matt, particularly not when he's only asking because he wants things to go back the way they used to be with Uncle. I'm certain I'm a terrible mother to give up on one of my children, but I've had a few years now to come to terms with that. Alan is gently encouraging me to try, but I told him I've been rejected by my own son for thirteen years, I don't think I can take it anymore.
tl;dr: Husband and I married too young, had kids too young, MIL tried to replace me as mother to my eldest. We escaped but the damage was done. My eldest son attacked my younger son when he was thirteen and permanently broke their relationship. I don't know if I should even attempt to involve myself at this point.
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My husband's family treated my first child like a do-over baby. They spoiled him rotten and set absolutely no rules, he was never told "no" unless it was literally a matter of life or death. I was rarely allowed to care for him, to hold him, or even nurse him. By the time Sam was four years old, he was calling my MIL "mama". I was not allowed to leave the house to get a job (not that there were any I could get to without a car), and mainly spent my day working as a maid for my MIL. I was able to do some remote freelance work to save money, which I did in secret with my husband. The money was deposited into a joint account we shared and he put his own paycheck in there as well (which he hid from his parents by lying about how much he was paid). Sometimes his father gifted him large amounts of cash to go out for a night with the boys, but Alan always put that straight into the joint account.
Things changed when I had Matt. My in-laws ignored him and barely acknowledged him, except to threaten to have him taken from me if I interfered with their relationship with Sam. Alan spent so much time working that I was left to raise Matt nearly on my own. In some ways, it was better, because I was at least allowed to raise my own child. But it was like being a single mother and I struggled to keep working while trying to conceal it from my in-laws.
When I turned 21, my husband and I left. We waited until his parents were out to dinner late one night and packed everything in just about an hour, got ourselves into the car, and drove away.
I was afraid I'd made a mistake almost as soon as we left. Sam asked where we were going, and when his father told him we were moving, he started screaming he wanted "mama" (MIL) and that he was being "kidnapped" (I later learned MIL and FIL had warned him that I might try to "kidnap" him, and if I did, he was to scream for help and tell people he was being kidnapped). My husband and I were absolutely heartbroken, but he told me that we were doing the right thing, and would just have to brace ourselves and bear it out. We were out. He had an uncle the next state over who'd offered us a place to crash until we found an apartment (uncle was estranged from in-laws). He talked about our dreams, how in a few years, this would be like a nightmare we'd almost have forgotten about.
Matt adjusted great. He was an easygoing kid, did well in school, made friends. Sam did not. It would take a book to detail everything that happened, but Sam always resented Matt and insisted Matt was my āfavoriteā. Matt called me mom. Sam didnāt.
For the first year, MIL was still "mom", and when he first went to school, he told his teachers that I'd kidnapped him from his real mom-- that was a hell of a call to deal with. He tried to run away twice when he was eight, though he admittedly didn't get very far and was home by dinner. It wasn't a real threat of running away so much as it was a very unhappy kid acting out, and Alan and I both took it as a cry for help. We did our best to comfort him and listen to him and reach out to him.
When Sam was thirteen, we discovered he was in communication with MIL through an email account we didnāt know about. MIL kept promising Sam that as soon as he was sixteen, she would whisk him away. The emails talked about how we'd "kidnapped" and "taken" Sam from her, and that she'd buy him any car he liked for his sixteenth birthday, and that they still had his old room ready and waiting for him. Asked if he remembered the pool. Things like that.
Sam became convinced that the only reason we werenāt going back was because of Matt (his logic was that he was MILās favorite and Matt was mine, and I was jealous of MIL).
Iāve written and rewritten this part about twenty times. To make a long story short, Sam attacked Matt one day, screaming that it was Mattās fault that his life was āruinedā. I took Matt to the ER for a broken nose and a cracked rib. Alan stayed with Sam, because he was the only one strong enough to restrain him, and I was afraid Sam would turn on me (and he did try to punch Alan while I was gone).
My husband and I were shaken. This absolutely could not happen againāMatt didnāt deserve to live in fear in his own houseāand we could tell it had been escalating to this for a while, and was completely out of our control. Alan had been sent to an all-boys boarding school when he was Samās age, and we discussed it with our boysā godfather (Alanās uncle, who took us in when we first escaped) and he suggested letting him keep Sam for a year and see if things improved, and go from there. Uncle agreed that it was best to separate the boys for now. He lives about two hours away, so we could visit regularly, but he said to keep boarding school on the table if things got out of hand. We agreed.
Uncle lives in a place where the only internet is what your router offers, the cellular is nonexistent unless youāre very close to town. So we felt confident that Sam would be off contact with MIL, and he loves and respects Uncle, so we felt it would be good for him. And we were right, it was. Alan saw him as often as Sam would let him, but completely ignored me. Matt always came to visit Uncle and work with him in the workshop, but never spoke to Sam. Sam sometimes came to sleep over at our house to spend time with Alan or for special occasions (his birthday, Christmas). Matt always slept over at his best friend's house whenever Sam showed up. Sam chose to stay with Uncle until he finished high school.
As soon as Sam graduated high school, he went to stay with MIL and FIL. We didnāt hear from him for a few years, except the occasional phone call to Alan and updates from Uncle, who assured me that this was in no way my doing. Sam has shown no interest in college, trade school or a job, and my in-laws seem content to house him on their dime. He is now nineteen and I worry for his future, but itās entirely out of my hands.
Matt graduated high school this year and went to train under Uncle (heās been sort of apprenticing for years, but now heāll live with Uncle). Sam dropped by a week ago to speak to us. He said Uncle has cut contact with him. He says he needs Matt to forgive him, because Uncle said not to talk to him until Sam has made amends, but Matt wonāt speak to Sam. Sam came to me specifically and said Matt would listen to me.
I told Sam that I can tell Matt that heād like to speak, but I cannot make Matt do anything. Sam insisted that I could tell Matt to forgive him. I told Sam that we all make mistakes, but sometimes the damage is too late to heal, and I think he can understand that. Sam insisted it was not the same that he was thirteen when he broke Mattās nose, and I was his mother. I told him, āI was fifteen when I had you. I made many mistakes raising you, which I will pay for the rest of my life, but the worst of them was when I was still a child.ā I told him I wish weād escaped with him sooner and I shouldāve been braver. This pissed Sam off. I said Iād pass his message on to Matt then went inside.
Alan spoke with Sam a bit longer, then Sam left. I rang Matt and said that Sam would like to speak, and Matt replied, āI know.ā So, he knows.
At this point, I don't think I can repair the relationship with Sam. I don't think I even want to try. Alan wants to repair things, but I think the damage is long done. Sam will always have a bed waiting in our house, but I don't think I can advocate on his behalf to Matt, particularly not when he's only asking because he wants things to go back the way they used to be with Uncle. I'm certain I'm a terrible mother to give up on one of my children, but I've had a few years now to come to terms with that. Alan is gently encouraging me to try, but I told him I've been rejected by my own son for thirteen years, I don't think I can take it anymore.
2023.03.31 08:14 christontheyikesbike Binder donation
Hello, Iām getting top surgery in about six weeks, with that, the binders that Iāve used over the years will no longer be needed for myself. I want to donate them and Iām unsure how to do so. The condition of them varies, as Iāve had some for nearly seven years, and some are two years old. Iām hoping to find a place in the Waterloo Region or Guelph Eramosa area as they are the most local to me. I can ship if thereās a need elsewhere. Thank you
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2023.03.31 08:09 Reggie_Barclay Star Fleet Security
Seriously, what security measures are in effect in Starfleet? It seems like everyone and anyone can take over a Federation Starship. It happens with regularity on every series. It just happened on Strange New Worlds.
How about a good old fashion desk pushed in front of the turbolift doors? Given how easy it is for aliens and robots to take over a shipās controls youād think theyād build a simple phaser hardened door they could physically close and lock. Or a escape hole to slide down a jeffries tube and away from the bridge. Explosive charges to blow up all access (including electronics) to and from the bridge? Then transport everyone to a battle bridge somewhere else?
How many times has it happened? Anyone?ā¦Anyone?ā¦ Bueller?
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How about a good old fashion desk pushed in front of the turbolift doors? Given how easy it is for aliens and robots to take over a shipās controls youād think theyād build a simple phaser hardened door they could physically close and lock. Or a escape hole to slide down a jeffries tube and away from the bridge. Explosive charges to blow up all access (including electronics) to and from the bridge? Then transport everyone to a battle bridge somewhere else?
How many times has it happened? Anyone?ā¦Anyone?ā¦ Bueller?
2023.03.31 08:09 Professional_Half_ [Friendship]Looking for new friends
Looking for new friends!
Hi everyone!
I'm a 20-year-old guy and I'm looking to make some new friends! I moved to a new city a few months ago and haven't had the chance to meet many people. I thought I'd try my luck on here and see if anyone else is in the same boat.
A little bit about me: I enjoy reading, playing video games, going on hikes, and trying new restaurants. I'm also a big fan of music and enjoy going to concerts when they're in town. I'm pretty laid back and always up for trying new things.
If any of this sounds interesting to you and you're looking for a new friend, shoot me a message! It would be great to get to know some new people and see where things go!
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Hi everyone!
I'm a 20-year-old guy and I'm looking to make some new friends! I moved to a new city a few months ago and haven't had the chance to meet many people. I thought I'd try my luck on here and see if anyone else is in the same boat.
A little bit about me: I enjoy reading, playing video games, going on hikes, and trying new restaurants. I'm also a big fan of music and enjoy going to concerts when they're in town. I'm pretty laid back and always up for trying new things.
If any of this sounds interesting to you and you're looking for a new friend, shoot me a message! It would be great to get to know some new people and see where things go!
2023.03.31 08:05 LowAd5848 Jumping of a bridge
The closest bridge to where I live is unfortunately only 13 smth feet high. I guess it might kill me but most likely I'll suffer broken bones then die a few minutes later? Idk. I'm just so tired of life - I've had two suicide attempts before but failed. If I had access to a gun I would have shot myself in the head but unfortunately I can't get one.. I wish I had a license at least I would have driven to a bridge that's four hours away but at least that one is incredibly high I'll die really quickly.... And please I don't want comments telling me not to do it I've already made a desicion a long time ago. Should I just jump off that bridge near my house or try to find a higher one closer to me at a walking distance?
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2023.03.31 08:03 DrJamesSHabibib Color / texture change after using saddle soap on 1907's
My 1907's have been sitting for about a year untouched (I had previously put a good amount of mink oil on them but never used a soap to clean them). Well fast forward. I decided I'd give my boots a deep cleaning using fieblings saddle soap both to clean the boots and also to try to lighten / pull out some of the dark oils the mink oil left.
So, I scrubbed them down twice. Tried finding a good conditioner online and settled on neutral Saphir with neatsfoot oil. Previously, when I would use a conditioner / oil I would brush the leather after applying, and this would leave a nice nearly shiny sheen on the leather. This time around, i applied the conditioner (which makes the leather look great, bringing out all the rich red colors) but when i use the horsehair brush on it, it immediately dulls the colors and makes the leather look old and worn / dry rather than giving it a nice sheen. It looks like i pulled too much of the natural oil out of the boots.
Did I ruin my leather with saddle soap? Is there any way to get them back to how they were before?
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So, I scrubbed them down twice. Tried finding a good conditioner online and settled on neutral Saphir with neatsfoot oil. Previously, when I would use a conditioner / oil I would brush the leather after applying, and this would leave a nice nearly shiny sheen on the leather. This time around, i applied the conditioner (which makes the leather look great, bringing out all the rich red colors) but when i use the horsehair brush on it, it immediately dulls the colors and makes the leather look old and worn / dry rather than giving it a nice sheen. It looks like i pulled too much of the natural oil out of the boots.
Did I ruin my leather with saddle soap? Is there any way to get them back to how they were before?
2023.03.31 07:55 Ok_Web_2703 Over protective??
 | This is Zeus heās a blue heeler mix. Heās 11 months old. Heās getting neutered may 1st. But heās recently started to become very over protective of me. Any time Iām boyfriend touches me or gets near me Zeus growls and tries to nip at him. Other than that zeus and him get along just fine they play and cuddle like they always have. Itās not just my boyfriend but any male. My boyfriend and I have never fought in front of Zeus so there is no threat to justify his behavior. We keep saying ā it will get better after he is neuteredā but Iām scared itās going to become a habit for Zeus and be a issue.. how do we respond to this behavior???? Help submitted by Ok_Web_2703 to DogAdvice [link] [comments] |
2023.03.31 07:52 CrimsonCloverwriter Chapter Five : Where is Mona?
Hello and welcome to chapter five, below is a link to other chapters :
A book about cycles, size and perception : CrimsonCloverwriter (reddit.com)
The collective smiles. Through crowds it wanders unseen, down to the place where man rests. They are lined in their metallic coffins, hidden from view but evidently there, and the collective strolls between them. The collective salvates at the thought of him. Osmundowne, back for more? It had been such a long time, many of the collective had never seen him in the flesh. It was only their collectiveness that revealed Osmundowne, and the potential he brings.
The collectiveās minds race, clashing into each other, bickering and floating together in a true state of catharsis. One of the collective remarked at the dangers contacting Osmundowne could bring, but he was quickly shut out by the overwhelming potential. There was no time to worry, no moments to rest in this place, the time had come to leave this place and never come back, lest the collective risk falling to the blankness. The argument continued, rising in the collectiveās head, until finally they reached Osmundowneās prison.
A sleek black gloss permeated the outer rim of this coffin, and through the wall the collective could hear itā¦ the screams for something. The smile grew from ear to ear, and the collective moved their hands to the release.
The light had stretched to Osmundās chest, revealing Osmundās first true vision of what was below. Smooth stone floors were on the floor, sleekly carved and stretching around the room, bearing many hallmarks of the average fortress at a more even carving. Osmund also observed a small black object on his glass prison, and quickly realised it was a fly, buzzing in freedom. More of the room was revealed, and now Osmund could see to the other end of the room. It appeared to be a hallway of some sort, walls stretching down in both directions for an unknown distance. Directly across from Osmund was a large black object stretching far above into the ceiling. Strange objects connected to the object, resembling veins in the human body. On either side of the object were identical duplicates, leading Osmund to the conclusion of what he was inside of.
Beyond the black objects Osmund could see alabaster walls lining behind these prisons. The ceiling was high, even more so than the objects stretching to at the very least 30 feet in the air. A grey, foreign material looked down from this ceiling, and alongside it came a bright light, one that far exceeded the power of a lantern. It was cylindrical, pointing out of the ceiling and felt like looking at the sun itself. Osmund quickly averted his eyes.
No sound escaped the prison, and there was nothing more than silence in the air. There was no one around, the entire place appeared deserted, although there wasnāt enough information to make a sound judgement. Now with the gift of sight Osmund looked back to his own prison, making a few new judgements compared to before. The object attached to the rope appeared to be a piece of silver, with the shape of a strange key that seemingly clicked into the wall. Up above Osmund could see where he fell from, small holes that attached to the object he had taken with him. Above that Osmund could see an identical rope to the first and still failed to find any form of seam where the walls met. This place, while slightly better with light, was still going to remain Osmundās prison.
Osmund was unnerved, but the terror of the black had faded. Now he knew there was a world out there, and the first thing to do was escape to it. He once again called out her name but to no avail, then he tried to slam himself against the glass, bouncing directly off. He searched his clothes, looking for any kind of material that may aid him in the future, however all was for naught. Osmund looked back to the outside, which remained alone, but then he saw it.
Across the ground, a dark shape appeared. A shadow. It was slowly edging closer and closer towards Osmund. He laughed to himself, a saviour was approaching, until he saw more of the shadow and began to worry. The lights appeared close together and yet this shadow was long, stretching far beyond a creature of human proportions. Osmund could see whatever was coming was tall, at the very least 17 ft tall, in line with such tall ceilings.
Slowly the shadow creeped closer, long since past the threshold of a humanās form, and Osmund began to feel the anxiety pressing in. An immense weight pressed down onto Osmund, shattering through his defences and beginning to make him lose himself to the fear. The shadow edged ever closer, and now it was just outside his sight, waiting to reveal itself and whatever monstrous creation it could be.
A hand stretched into Osmundās view, reaching forward for something. The hand was similar to Osmundās own, sharing the same basic concepts of a human hand, and yet things were mismanaged, abnormal. The skin was a sickly green, with purplish veins along the hand. Its fingers were each at least thirty centimetres, and Osmund could see the thumb was absent, a stump being all that was left. Surprisingly the handās nails were neatly trimmed, and the hand grabbed one side of the prison, using it to pull the unknown entityās body towards Osmundās sight.
There was a moment of peace before the full form of the figure appeared, and then it filled Osmundās sight, everything it was taking up the glass in its entirety. Osmund froze, observing the eldritch creature in all its glory. A giant hulking mass of green flesh, the creature stood to be almost 18 ft tall, towering over Osmund. The creature was a poor attempt at making a human, with physical aspects such as the head, centre and limbs all being present, and yet they were all distorted, misunderstood, a half recollection of what man looks like.
The creatureās arms began as broad shoulders, Suddenly forming the shape of arms as they got further and further across. The shoulders themselves were an extension of a thick, pudgy neck, and even from below Osmund could see large clumps of bone extending through the throat, barely hidden by the skin. The creatureās legs were practically non-existent, seeming to meld together from the hip bone below. There was seemingly no gap between the thingās legs, however Osmund couldnāt be sure due to the creatureās attire. The clothes were simple, a jumpsuit of some kind atop the creatureās waist ending in a black skirt to accommodate for the thingās legs. In all honesty the clothes appeared to be finely crafted, and yet Osmund couldnāt comprehend what tailor would provide clothes for such a beast. Being so tall Osmund couldnāt see the thingās face, only that it was looking down towards him.
The creature lowered its face, pressing its two long hands against the glass to steady itself. And now Osmund could see its face in full form, the abominationās misshapen illusion of human form given shape from a talentless creator. The creature had those remnants of human design, eyes, a nose and a mouth, and yet it completely misunderstood the purpose of these things, their natural harmonic placement. The creatureās eyes were on either side of its head, with the nose breaching the location of the forehead. The creatureās mouth began far lower than any human, presenting the thingās bluish gums to Osmund, and two rows of teeth. The mouth ended higher than it should, presenting much the same thing.
Osmund revolted at the creature, it was a disgrace, a misshapen reimagining of the human form, an unfinished project that was never started to begin with. Something foul made this beast, this undercooked piece of monstrous meat that now perverted the natural existence of nature. There was no divinity in this creature that existed in all others, there was only the soul of a tree stump. It had evidence of what once could be but was now never to be. This thing was a dishevelled replication of what humans should be, and would never match the majestic nature of the human form.
The thing, this monster, this abomination raised its hand, slowly tapping the glass. Even through such thick glass Osmund could hear the thumps of its incessant tapping. The creatureās mouth began to contort, moving up and down, stretching horizontally, tongue rising and lowering in the back of its mouth. It was trying to communicate. Osmund felt safe for now, knowing the creature couldnāt get to him at least for a time, and began to shiver at the thought of this abominationās potential voice.
Its mouth contorted again, only this time the contortion was in slight befuddlement, and for a moment Osmund breathed a sigh of relief. The creature must lack intelligence to attempt speaking through the wall, but then the loud cracking began. It shattered Osmundās ears, screeched inside and penetrated him, forcing itself into his head until finally it stopped. Osmundās ears were covered by his hands, which he promptly lowered. One of the beastās hands had slid out of sight onto something out of view, and remained there. A voice echoed through the room as the creature resumed its vocal contortions.
āWell hello there, why are you clutching your ears? Was it a bit loud? Sorry that Iām not good with these techy things. But I guess neither are you huh? Iām actually a big fan, maybe soon you could sign a shirt or something, Iāll ask later. So I see your belt mustāve snapped, sorry if youāre hurt, are you? You should actually still be asleep but sometimes these things are prone to failure.ā The creatureās voice echoed into the room from strange black boxes in the top corners of the prison. It was shrill and fast, filled with a sense of excitement for some unknowable reason. Osmund steadied himself, assembling all of his courage, and pointed at the monster.
āI am Osmund of Alizia! Release me you foul abomination lest I free your head from your thick neck!ā Osmund rarely spoke in such a manner, reserving it for times when he needed to strike fear into the hearts of greater enemy forces. The abomination just shrugged, pointing at Osmund and then towards his ears. The voice croaked back.
āSorry I canāt hear you through the glass. This is one way, so no talking back. Listen Iāll go tell the boss that someoneās woken up but Iāll be back as soon as I can alright? Nod your head for yes if you understand.ā Osmund slowly nodded his head.
āOkay good. Before I go though I just wanna say that was a great ending, with the siege and the sudden kooky kick you went on. I know a lot of people didnāt want the boss to do it, but fixing you up for the grand finale was a darn fine way to end it. Really gives perspective to them older ones like me that us coots have still got some lives to live ya know? I mean I know youāre only fifty but you still took a bedpan to the face, and it was good to see Balmun had a good ending. Funny guy, when he didnāt have a sword I gosh darn near pissed myself. Anyways, enough about that Iāll go get the big man upstairs. See ya mister Osmund sir.ā And with that the creature slowly moved back the way it came, the shadow slowly getting further and further away.
Osmund quickly realised he was shaking, so he breathed in and out, relaxing his body by breathing in and out. Osmund had learnt fragments about this place, this location he was trapped in. All he needed to do was look back through them to try and find a way out, before whatever the āman upstairsā could be.
Slowly Osmund began. The room he was in was clearly built as a temporary prison of some sort, as the abomination expected him to be asleep. The rope came undone, Osmund fell and woke up. Therefore the prisons are not high security and likely feature some form of overlooked feature that allows for escape. Supposing Osmund finds that and runs, he could likely outrun the monster should it see him, as the thingās melted legs made it quite a slow creature. All Osmund needed to do was find a way out and he could do this, find a solution to this challenge.
During Osmundās brainstorming session, he was so focused he failed to see the collective, observing from the distance. Osmund turned back to the glass and noticed them as if they had appeared from thin air, despite the fact that they walked like almost everyone else. Osmund jumped, an action unbecoming of a warrior such as himself but acceptable after such a hard day.
The collective stood tall, at twelve feet tall it still looked down upon Osmund, and yet this thing was by no means a monstrosity. It wore the clothes of a noble, a blue suit and tie combination that gave a certain sense of style to the man, one Osmund wouldāve never expected. Grey hair obscured what was once the face of an attractive man, likely the kind that would never go home alone, and now was lined with age. The man likely only had around ten years on Osmund, and yet his incredible height made Osmund feel perplexed. As he moved closer to the glass Osmund saw the strangerās eyes, in which the iris had been completely dilated, leaving no sense of what colour the eyes could be. The eyes of this man werenāt human, Osmund would struggle to say they were the colour of anything living, not even that of a god, who occasionally had peculiar features such as a sixth finger. This was a man like none Osmund had ever seen, and in that respect he was even worse than the abomination, so familiar and so wrong at the same time.
āOsmundowne, what a thrill to see such an old friend after so long. I see youāre still a fighter, threatening even the poor janitors of this world. Listen my friend, I know you donāt know me, but trust me when I say that weāve known each other a long time.ā The man placed a certain level of emphasis on the word long, and yet Osmund continued to struggle, not recalling any man who looked like him. And the distressing thing here was that the manās voice wasnāt coming from above, it was merely going through the wall like there was nothing between the two.
āWhat are you? You are no creature that Iāve known. Even the monstrosity before you couldnāt project such a voice, so reveal your majickās demon, for I know this reaches your ears.ā A smile played upon the manās face, and he slowly clapped his hands, the sounds continuing to bounce through the wall.
āGood my friend, still so smart even in your twilight years. I remember you before, back when you still had all of your hair, and to tell you the truth I prefer it like this. Iām also no magician, just a guy that knows a thing or two. But Osmundowne, all I wanna know now is do you wanna do your old friend a favour? If you do, I'll let you out right here and now, put some freedom into the air baby.ā
āWhat favour could such a monster desire from one such as myself?ā The smile grew.
āSimple my friend. No need to remember the details, as long as I tell you fate itself will place you in his path. Thereās a man, a tailor by the name of Bybernabus Rexarbonous who I need killed. Heās similar to the janitor you just shit yourself when seeing. Do it however you want, just make it bloody.ā
āWhy would I kill a-ā Osmund was interrupted by the sudden movement of the glass wall. Down it fell, becoming a small ramp for him to leave the prison on. Osmund jumped, surprised at the speed, before looking back to the mysterious man. But there was nothing there, the man had vanished in the flash of a second.
Osmund spun, peeking down either side of the hallway and yet the man had disappeared, without any form of goodbye or final message. Realising that he had jumped out of his prison Osmund froze dead in his tracks. He was out, he was free, the darkness had lost its grip on him. Osmund felt many things swell inside of him, joy, anxiety and dread, but he could feel something underlying, something powerful. Determination.
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A book about cycles, size and perception : CrimsonCloverwriter (reddit.com)
The collective smiles. Through crowds it wanders unseen, down to the place where man rests. They are lined in their metallic coffins, hidden from view but evidently there, and the collective strolls between them. The collective salvates at the thought of him. Osmundowne, back for more? It had been such a long time, many of the collective had never seen him in the flesh. It was only their collectiveness that revealed Osmundowne, and the potential he brings.
The collectiveās minds race, clashing into each other, bickering and floating together in a true state of catharsis. One of the collective remarked at the dangers contacting Osmundowne could bring, but he was quickly shut out by the overwhelming potential. There was no time to worry, no moments to rest in this place, the time had come to leave this place and never come back, lest the collective risk falling to the blankness. The argument continued, rising in the collectiveās head, until finally they reached Osmundowneās prison.
A sleek black gloss permeated the outer rim of this coffin, and through the wall the collective could hear itā¦ the screams for something. The smile grew from ear to ear, and the collective moved their hands to the release.
The light had stretched to Osmundās chest, revealing Osmundās first true vision of what was below. Smooth stone floors were on the floor, sleekly carved and stretching around the room, bearing many hallmarks of the average fortress at a more even carving. Osmund also observed a small black object on his glass prison, and quickly realised it was a fly, buzzing in freedom. More of the room was revealed, and now Osmund could see to the other end of the room. It appeared to be a hallway of some sort, walls stretching down in both directions for an unknown distance. Directly across from Osmund was a large black object stretching far above into the ceiling. Strange objects connected to the object, resembling veins in the human body. On either side of the object were identical duplicates, leading Osmund to the conclusion of what he was inside of.
Beyond the black objects Osmund could see alabaster walls lining behind these prisons. The ceiling was high, even more so than the objects stretching to at the very least 30 feet in the air. A grey, foreign material looked down from this ceiling, and alongside it came a bright light, one that far exceeded the power of a lantern. It was cylindrical, pointing out of the ceiling and felt like looking at the sun itself. Osmund quickly averted his eyes.
No sound escaped the prison, and there was nothing more than silence in the air. There was no one around, the entire place appeared deserted, although there wasnāt enough information to make a sound judgement. Now with the gift of sight Osmund looked back to his own prison, making a few new judgements compared to before. The object attached to the rope appeared to be a piece of silver, with the shape of a strange key that seemingly clicked into the wall. Up above Osmund could see where he fell from, small holes that attached to the object he had taken with him. Above that Osmund could see an identical rope to the first and still failed to find any form of seam where the walls met. This place, while slightly better with light, was still going to remain Osmundās prison.
Osmund was unnerved, but the terror of the black had faded. Now he knew there was a world out there, and the first thing to do was escape to it. He once again called out her name but to no avail, then he tried to slam himself against the glass, bouncing directly off. He searched his clothes, looking for any kind of material that may aid him in the future, however all was for naught. Osmund looked back to the outside, which remained alone, but then he saw it.
Across the ground, a dark shape appeared. A shadow. It was slowly edging closer and closer towards Osmund. He laughed to himself, a saviour was approaching, until he saw more of the shadow and began to worry. The lights appeared close together and yet this shadow was long, stretching far beyond a creature of human proportions. Osmund could see whatever was coming was tall, at the very least 17 ft tall, in line with such tall ceilings.
Slowly the shadow creeped closer, long since past the threshold of a humanās form, and Osmund began to feel the anxiety pressing in. An immense weight pressed down onto Osmund, shattering through his defences and beginning to make him lose himself to the fear. The shadow edged ever closer, and now it was just outside his sight, waiting to reveal itself and whatever monstrous creation it could be.
A hand stretched into Osmundās view, reaching forward for something. The hand was similar to Osmundās own, sharing the same basic concepts of a human hand, and yet things were mismanaged, abnormal. The skin was a sickly green, with purplish veins along the hand. Its fingers were each at least thirty centimetres, and Osmund could see the thumb was absent, a stump being all that was left. Surprisingly the handās nails were neatly trimmed, and the hand grabbed one side of the prison, using it to pull the unknown entityās body towards Osmundās sight.
There was a moment of peace before the full form of the figure appeared, and then it filled Osmundās sight, everything it was taking up the glass in its entirety. Osmund froze, observing the eldritch creature in all its glory. A giant hulking mass of green flesh, the creature stood to be almost 18 ft tall, towering over Osmund. The creature was a poor attempt at making a human, with physical aspects such as the head, centre and limbs all being present, and yet they were all distorted, misunderstood, a half recollection of what man looks like.
The creatureās arms began as broad shoulders, Suddenly forming the shape of arms as they got further and further across. The shoulders themselves were an extension of a thick, pudgy neck, and even from below Osmund could see large clumps of bone extending through the throat, barely hidden by the skin. The creatureās legs were practically non-existent, seeming to meld together from the hip bone below. There was seemingly no gap between the thingās legs, however Osmund couldnāt be sure due to the creatureās attire. The clothes were simple, a jumpsuit of some kind atop the creatureās waist ending in a black skirt to accommodate for the thingās legs. In all honesty the clothes appeared to be finely crafted, and yet Osmund couldnāt comprehend what tailor would provide clothes for such a beast. Being so tall Osmund couldnāt see the thingās face, only that it was looking down towards him.
The creature lowered its face, pressing its two long hands against the glass to steady itself. And now Osmund could see its face in full form, the abominationās misshapen illusion of human form given shape from a talentless creator. The creature had those remnants of human design, eyes, a nose and a mouth, and yet it completely misunderstood the purpose of these things, their natural harmonic placement. The creatureās eyes were on either side of its head, with the nose breaching the location of the forehead. The creatureās mouth began far lower than any human, presenting the thingās bluish gums to Osmund, and two rows of teeth. The mouth ended higher than it should, presenting much the same thing.
Osmund revolted at the creature, it was a disgrace, a misshapen reimagining of the human form, an unfinished project that was never started to begin with. Something foul made this beast, this undercooked piece of monstrous meat that now perverted the natural existence of nature. There was no divinity in this creature that existed in all others, there was only the soul of a tree stump. It had evidence of what once could be but was now never to be. This thing was a dishevelled replication of what humans should be, and would never match the majestic nature of the human form.
The thing, this monster, this abomination raised its hand, slowly tapping the glass. Even through such thick glass Osmund could hear the thumps of its incessant tapping. The creatureās mouth began to contort, moving up and down, stretching horizontally, tongue rising and lowering in the back of its mouth. It was trying to communicate. Osmund felt safe for now, knowing the creature couldnāt get to him at least for a time, and began to shiver at the thought of this abominationās potential voice.
Its mouth contorted again, only this time the contortion was in slight befuddlement, and for a moment Osmund breathed a sigh of relief. The creature must lack intelligence to attempt speaking through the wall, but then the loud cracking began. It shattered Osmundās ears, screeched inside and penetrated him, forcing itself into his head until finally it stopped. Osmundās ears were covered by his hands, which he promptly lowered. One of the beastās hands had slid out of sight onto something out of view, and remained there. A voice echoed through the room as the creature resumed its vocal contortions.
āWell hello there, why are you clutching your ears? Was it a bit loud? Sorry that Iām not good with these techy things. But I guess neither are you huh? Iām actually a big fan, maybe soon you could sign a shirt or something, Iāll ask later. So I see your belt mustāve snapped, sorry if youāre hurt, are you? You should actually still be asleep but sometimes these things are prone to failure.ā The creatureās voice echoed into the room from strange black boxes in the top corners of the prison. It was shrill and fast, filled with a sense of excitement for some unknowable reason. Osmund steadied himself, assembling all of his courage, and pointed at the monster.
āI am Osmund of Alizia! Release me you foul abomination lest I free your head from your thick neck!ā Osmund rarely spoke in such a manner, reserving it for times when he needed to strike fear into the hearts of greater enemy forces. The abomination just shrugged, pointing at Osmund and then towards his ears. The voice croaked back.
āSorry I canāt hear you through the glass. This is one way, so no talking back. Listen Iāll go tell the boss that someoneās woken up but Iāll be back as soon as I can alright? Nod your head for yes if you understand.ā Osmund slowly nodded his head.
āOkay good. Before I go though I just wanna say that was a great ending, with the siege and the sudden kooky kick you went on. I know a lot of people didnāt want the boss to do it, but fixing you up for the grand finale was a darn fine way to end it. Really gives perspective to them older ones like me that us coots have still got some lives to live ya know? I mean I know youāre only fifty but you still took a bedpan to the face, and it was good to see Balmun had a good ending. Funny guy, when he didnāt have a sword I gosh darn near pissed myself. Anyways, enough about that Iāll go get the big man upstairs. See ya mister Osmund sir.ā And with that the creature slowly moved back the way it came, the shadow slowly getting further and further away.
Osmund quickly realised he was shaking, so he breathed in and out, relaxing his body by breathing in and out. Osmund had learnt fragments about this place, this location he was trapped in. All he needed to do was look back through them to try and find a way out, before whatever the āman upstairsā could be.
Slowly Osmund began. The room he was in was clearly built as a temporary prison of some sort, as the abomination expected him to be asleep. The rope came undone, Osmund fell and woke up. Therefore the prisons are not high security and likely feature some form of overlooked feature that allows for escape. Supposing Osmund finds that and runs, he could likely outrun the monster should it see him, as the thingās melted legs made it quite a slow creature. All Osmund needed to do was find a way out and he could do this, find a solution to this challenge.
During Osmundās brainstorming session, he was so focused he failed to see the collective, observing from the distance. Osmund turned back to the glass and noticed them as if they had appeared from thin air, despite the fact that they walked like almost everyone else. Osmund jumped, an action unbecoming of a warrior such as himself but acceptable after such a hard day.
The collective stood tall, at twelve feet tall it still looked down upon Osmund, and yet this thing was by no means a monstrosity. It wore the clothes of a noble, a blue suit and tie combination that gave a certain sense of style to the man, one Osmund wouldāve never expected. Grey hair obscured what was once the face of an attractive man, likely the kind that would never go home alone, and now was lined with age. The man likely only had around ten years on Osmund, and yet his incredible height made Osmund feel perplexed. As he moved closer to the glass Osmund saw the strangerās eyes, in which the iris had been completely dilated, leaving no sense of what colour the eyes could be. The eyes of this man werenāt human, Osmund would struggle to say they were the colour of anything living, not even that of a god, who occasionally had peculiar features such as a sixth finger. This was a man like none Osmund had ever seen, and in that respect he was even worse than the abomination, so familiar and so wrong at the same time.
āOsmundowne, what a thrill to see such an old friend after so long. I see youāre still a fighter, threatening even the poor janitors of this world. Listen my friend, I know you donāt know me, but trust me when I say that weāve known each other a long time.ā The man placed a certain level of emphasis on the word long, and yet Osmund continued to struggle, not recalling any man who looked like him. And the distressing thing here was that the manās voice wasnāt coming from above, it was merely going through the wall like there was nothing between the two.
āWhat are you? You are no creature that Iāve known. Even the monstrosity before you couldnāt project such a voice, so reveal your majickās demon, for I know this reaches your ears.ā A smile played upon the manās face, and he slowly clapped his hands, the sounds continuing to bounce through the wall.
āGood my friend, still so smart even in your twilight years. I remember you before, back when you still had all of your hair, and to tell you the truth I prefer it like this. Iām also no magician, just a guy that knows a thing or two. But Osmundowne, all I wanna know now is do you wanna do your old friend a favour? If you do, I'll let you out right here and now, put some freedom into the air baby.ā
āWhat favour could such a monster desire from one such as myself?ā The smile grew.
āSimple my friend. No need to remember the details, as long as I tell you fate itself will place you in his path. Thereās a man, a tailor by the name of Bybernabus Rexarbonous who I need killed. Heās similar to the janitor you just shit yourself when seeing. Do it however you want, just make it bloody.ā
āWhy would I kill a-ā Osmund was interrupted by the sudden movement of the glass wall. Down it fell, becoming a small ramp for him to leave the prison on. Osmund jumped, surprised at the speed, before looking back to the mysterious man. But there was nothing there, the man had vanished in the flash of a second.
Osmund spun, peeking down either side of the hallway and yet the man had disappeared, without any form of goodbye or final message. Realising that he had jumped out of his prison Osmund froze dead in his tracks. He was out, he was free, the darkness had lost its grip on him. Osmund felt many things swell inside of him, joy, anxiety and dread, but he could feel something underlying, something powerful. Determination.