Hungry howie's near me

I know fallout 4 is just set 10 years after fallout 3, but in fallout 3 merchants and pack Brahmin can be seen carrying the stuff. I feel as though caravans would easily be able to be moved in or around the Boston area. I mean it’s a near infinite source of water, it would make sense those who receive a lot of it would want to make a buck selling it. This leads me to believe that the canonical ending to 3 has someone fuck up aqua pura and project purity somehow.

I’m (20f) a caregiver at a group home and I just started working here barely a month ago. I’ve been doing everything correctly but my co-workers keep on asking about my boyfriend (24m) and it’s gotten to the point where I’m scared my job is in jeopardy.
For context, my boyfriend drives me to and from work and parks outside while I’m working (I work the graveyard shift). He does not feel comfortable going back to my home without me due to some conflict between him and my parents (who we’re staying with until we have enough money to find a place) and the fact that it’s about a 35-40 mile drive one way (70-80 round trip, if he were to go back home it would be around 140-160 miles per day and we don’t have the money to pay for that kind of gas). Also note he’s comfortable staying out in the car and sleeping in it as needed, his car is his treasure. He does not enter or go near the house I’m working in at all and does not come in contact with anything related to the house.
Moving on… it all started when a co-worker commented about a guy parking across the street and sitting in his car, in which I let her know that it was my ride and he was waiting to come pick me up. I didn’t think much of it since it’s just conversation and I didn’t think my boyfriend being parked across the street would be a big deal. She started asking more questions about it, like if I had a DL, my own car, why he was out there waiting for me, ect. I answered all the questions honestly and we moved on.
The next day two other co-workers bring it up and they both tell me, “Don’t bring him inside, it’s not your house, we need to respect people’s privacy and it’s not appropriate”, and they went on for about 5 minutes about it. I know it’s related to another situation regarding another employee who got put in suspension for that exact thing happening (plus some worse stuff happened relating the person’s partner after entering the house but I won’t elaborate on it), but every day that I have worked either Management has notified me or another co-worker, each time getting more aggressive. While having these conversations I also added that it’s a HIPAA Violation to do so and that neither my boyfriend or I are interested in doing anything close to that. Today at work about an hour after my shift started one of my co-workers (not on the schedule today) pulled up to the house, sat in his car for like 5 minutes and then drove off. My boyfriend texted me telling me about this and I feel very uncomfortable being here. Maybe I’m just being paranoid, but I really do feel like people are gossiping about me and it’s going to lead to an unlawful investigation with suspension and potentially getting fired even though I didn’t do anything wrong. I’m thinking of calling HR when I get off work although I’m unsure of whether that’ll actually help. What should I do?

i’ve been best friends with my best friend rn since childhood and growing up she’s always been known for being rlly pretty by our pri sch classmates, and our guy classmates would only talk to me to ask stuff abt her since they had crushes on her. in sec sch she got a major glow up; looks, fashion, interests, and even attitude which ultimately led to more guys liking her as well. there are times when we go out and some of the staff at shops would prioritise he treat her better and even give her discounts!!!!!! it used to not bother me but since we’re nearing adulthood i realise how much easier things are for her because of her beauty and how likeable she is compared to me :( we’re also complete opposites in terms of background, personality, and interests, but overall she gets along well with others more. obviously this is not her fault, she really is charismatic and an amazing friend but i can’t help but beat myself over these things. what do i do?? 😵‍💫

For context. I used to weigh nearly 300 pounds. 275 pounds to be exact. Today I weight 185 pounds. Though I have a lot more work to do, I’ve done the grunt of the work in the past two and a half years.
I used to always get teased for being fat as fuck. Girls and guys were not nice about it sometimes, but the ones that were I’ll never forget. Being overweight and obese took over my life as I ate food constantly to compensate for negative emotions and feelings and rejection.
Today, I feel confident, and sexy honestly. I’ve hit the gym and eaten really well and the results have paid off. People that knew me before are so much nicer to me now, but people that are just meeting me, it almost feels like they treat me like I’m still fat. Does that make sense?
Friends and girls I’ve dated always have this notion that I get a ton of girls but that is not the reality. I’m funny, and I make people laugh, I’ve always been pretty confident despite always being fat, and now that I’ve lost nearly 100 pounds I’m more confident. I never try to be cocky, or act like a dick, but I have a great personality and my friends and family really love me. So how is it I am as lonely as I am? I try to find something meaningful, without overextending and obsessing over it, but I am getting lonely guys :/
In regards to dating and relationships, I am finding it so hard to put myself in a good position to date. When I was overweight and obese, I was dating often and was hooking up with women way more frequently than I am now. I don’t know why that is. Though I’ve changed my body, I don’t feel as though my personality has changed so much. Maybe I was more off the charts back then, and I’m more self aware and mindful now than I used to be, but at this point I thought I’d be seeing more women show me love and affection. But when I go out with them or talk to them to initiate it, it’s constant rejection. I’ve only asked about three women out that I was considering seriously being with, but I’m not having any luck. I’m getting lonely and I’m starved of affection.
I’d be lying if I said looks weren’t important to me, but the truth is, any nice woman to me is already really pretty for the most part. Just because they’re nice. I don’t care if they’re white, black, Asian, latinX… have money or not, as long as they got their shit together or are working on it, i find them attractive.
Should I be trying to approach and meet more people? I’ve deleted the dating apps because they don’t work for me. Is it because I’m ugly? Or asian? I don’t personally think I’m ugly but I’ve heard many times in my life girls won’t date me because I’m asian. Which sucks but it is what it is. So please give me some advice or insight as to what I can or should do.
Thank you for reading.

Feel like this question sums up my thinking, but I hate that I asked that latter part of it. I'm dealing with what I feel like is conflict at work, and I just don't know what to do about it.
I think the best way to describe my job is to say I'm a government contractor. My organization is separate and independent, but we work for and with different government agencies. These people sit on our boards and committees, and they are even involved in the hiring process. It's a close relationship where they act as our "clients" and, thus, "bosses". Though, I have my own boss within my actual organization, and that's typically who we really on as the final say on things.
My boss has had issues with a few of these so-called clients. It's never amounted to much, but it can absolutely cause tension. It has even caused tension with me because my boss will okay something, I'll do it, but then the clients will get upset and take it out on me. This has only happened with one person in particular, but it has happened twice. They have pretty knee-jerk reactions, so once they take a second to actually talk through whatever it was with us, the issue goes away. But like I said, it's happened twice now, and I feel like things are awkward. They barely acknowledge me at in-person meetings and conferences, and whenever I do try to initiate conversation, it's quick and tense. A little "hi how are you" and then the move on to have greater conversations with my coworkers as I'm standing right there, even with my boss.
Now what brings me to post this is that someone this person works with is now being weird with me. They're doing same things as the first person, but just a few months ago, they were giving me advice. Empathizing with me because my work load is huge right now, bigger than any of my coworkers. Any consideration of that seems to have just gone away, and instead, I feel like they are treating me like a total idiot. Even doing it in public meetings by "amending" something I say, though we had discussed it just an hour before.
I've only been in my role for a year, and I'm fresh out of grad school. These people know that, they were on the panel when I interviewed. I even heard that they wanted to hire me if my organization didn't! But now, I can barely stand to be in the same room as them. I am constantly questioning myself and my interactions with them, and I don't know what to do. I have tried to talk to my coworkers about this, and they say it's nothing. I feel like they only say that because they haven't had any issues with these people, and they don't have nearly as demanding and intense of a workload as I do.
I keep emphasizing the work load bit because I know it's making me feel quite burned out, and I know that is contributing to my self-esteem. Maybe that is manifesting itself in these interpersonal relationships, but it's getting to be unbearable. I was just with these people for four whole days, and it felt like they were avoiding any conversation with me. I sat directly across from one of them, and not once did they look me in the eye. I work directly with them and report to them, and I am criticizing anything I say, do, or send to them. This last trip was so bad that I thought about quitting. I like my job so I don't want to do that, but I am at a loss with what to do, and my coworkers, my boss, have absolutely no guidance for me.
....And this is where I go to Reddit. I hope I can get some advice here. I've thought about setting up individual meetings with them, but it's so intimidating to do when your coworkers don't even think it's an issue. Many thanks in advance for any wise words you all may have to share.
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TLDR: I feel a lot of tension with some clients I work closely with, but no one else seems to think it's a big deal and I don't know what to do to stop feeling this way.

This is not going to be a popular post, so I understand if you want to skip it. That being said here is some context...
Me (f 31) have recently reconnected with my sister (f 38). She has recently wanted to rekindle our relationship. Our connection to each other has gone dim since my depression in highschool and her finding her SO aka now wife(f 39). But they recently had a baby approx 2 years ago and family is now important to her. I absolutely greeted the change because I miss her dearly. Her wife and I were in a brief argument about whether or not video games are healthy. My stance is that video game culture has changed greatly since she was 15 (mid 1990s) and has made great improvements and is not nearly as toxic as she believes. However, her stance remains firm that only ugly ,sad losers are interested in such media and will only damage her child's brain (please note this is a hypothetical situation where their child would be interested in videogames when they're older).
I was a little downtrodden and looked to my sister and made the point that my sister was the one to introduce me to videogames and how beneficial they can be. But she denied it ever happened ...but that response really hurt... (SHE SHOWED ME GAMES ON LITERALLY HER SUPER NINTENDO) Even with the game as simple as Mario Kart/World and Donkey Kong. Those were pivotal core memories I have with her that helped define who I am today. I know it sounds silly, but I would watch her every day and admire her problem solving skills. I was in awe of her. I still have her voice in the back of my head today to make decisions, whether it be in a videogame or something bigger, to guide me to make the best choice... But now I'm a little broken.
I don't know if she was being cheeky or serious. Lately she's been denying a lot of things that absolutely happened to fit her current agenda and it drives me mad.
Would IBTAH if I brought this up to her? She has recently changed her stance of what family means since she has had a child, but it feels like she and her wife are guilt tripping us to be more FaMiLy oriented to be free babysitters. I'm not sure how to approach this.

It was December 31st, 1999 and we just blew out my first double-digit candles.
My parents moved from Louisiana to inner-city Seattle, this means that I was surprised and kinda shocked to have my birthday party in Graham, in the countryside.
We just blew out my candles. It was 11:50 at night. Everyone was tired and knocked out due to eating ungodly amounts of Southern food that my mother had cooked.
I was laying on a big branch in the forest, not too far from the farm, I just needed to breathe while everyone was asleep. I'm a fast sleeper, so the noises almost carried to Sandman's graces but my mother popped out of nowhere. She was carrying a bundle of fireworks.
My mother was a nice and intiutive woman. They say that women in general have intuition. I just say that insane intuition is an my-mom only type trait. She always knew that I wasn't good with social gatherings and liked to listen to nature...sounds. not be in nature.
My mother climbed on top the giant branch.
She told me a story. A story about the stars.
She told me that the stars in heaven are ghosts. The ghosts always liked to be together and they never really wanted to be too alone.
When we were in the city, we never saw the stars.
I asked my mother, "When we were in Seattle, we don't ever see no stars. Why?"
My mother stopped and started to think. She followed it with, "My child, the stars are people too. Maybe we if saw them in the city where there are lots of people, we would find their most mysterious secrets. Now, they don't want that just like we have secrets we don't wanna tell."
"Mother, that's kinda dumb, what secret might they have that we don't know?"
"My boy, that's a secret only God knows."
We didn't speak for the rest of the night. We just shot fireworks. We didn't see the stars that night. We only saw fireworks as the rainbow explosion covered the sky of Heaven over Earth.
That was the best memory of my mother.
She died in her sleep of a brain aneurysm. Instant Death
When they let me coordinate the funeral, I had the coffin covered in a massive golden leaf star. We put the coffin back in her home in Louisiana.
This happened when I was 15. I spoke to a psychologist, Dr. T, as he was commonly referred to by his other patients due to his facial hair.. Dr. Tallman helped me through my mother's death. This kickstarted my passion for psychological research. Later when I was 25, I was a leading researcher for both psychology and astronomy for astronauts and others that were exposed to bizarre events or circumstances that affected psychological health as well as recording events in outer space.
On April 25th 2018, I was called down to NASA. I had a Level 7, also known as Level Apollyon. I had to move to a military base in Washington in the Rocky Mountains. I was still in a state of confusion. I was called down and I was told to never reveal the secret as it was top-secret classified information.
I walked down to the Solar Observation Room, the room specifically dealing with observation of the sun's inner sound. They said that they had a theory that only the Level 10s, specifically world leaders and leading researchers in the entire world know about.
They said that they are only allowing a certain piece of information to be allowed to Level 7 for researching events that happened concurrently to this revelation.
The stars were alive.
The stars had hearts inside which pumped.
We found them out in 1986, when a satellite, was near the sun and found a crater that showed a beating heart.
The stars were alive
The stars are real
The stars are alive?
I was dumbfounded to say the absolute simple least. The stars however were lately releasing unknown radiation or energy that was affecting Earth, it started happening in West Virginia.
We had multiple messages in 1986 after the sun was discovered as a organism.
"WE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN HERE."
"SLOW DOWN"
"NO LEARNING"
"WOLVES KILL SHEPHARDS"
We have no idea what the hell these messages are talking about.
This was the beginning of the end. We really had no way to going back, we didn't know we were supposed to.
May 29th, 2020, West Virginia.
I was writing down ideas in my notebook for years. Google Doc upon Google Doc filled with theories and explanations.
Known effects on West Virginia have only been tied to West Virginia.
These known effects are: - Merging of human and wildlife. - Carnivorous herbivores. - Raining specifically on cemeteries. - Bizarre lightning related activities around churches
Nothing too wild compared to the events that are happening right now in Seattle, New York, Los Angeles, and Miami.
Special teams called the Flashbangs are sent out after a bizarre event. These use a special gas to make them forget approximately 10 hours. Some civilian who may be immune are euthanized in secret.
The first of these events happened in West Virginia.
At 6:30 PM, the rain had turn from clear to a red color and had started to rise up back into the air in the form of droplets. The water factory in West Virginia had to stop all water after finding out that a third of the water had turned into sheep blood.
The citizens and people at the factory were visited by the Flashbangs.
I landed in Virginia for the second event that happened. It was unusually snowy, it was reported in the forest. I drove on an ATV, alone into the thick wood. The trip was 7-ish minutes until I came up on a meateating doe was feasting a rabbit. The glowing eyes stared into my head.
"YOU ARE STILL LOOKING UP. STOP."
"THIS IS A WARNING"
"HAVE FAITH"
I immediately reported the findings to my superior.
I decided that I needed to breathe. I went to my home in Seattle and took a paid leave.
April 12, 2022
I decided to take around and out of the city for a minute. I was watching the sky as I was driving in my car. The stars were not there. It was just light pollution. I started to crack a smile as the stars begin to pop up as I went further and further away from the city.
I started to think, if the stars were trying to warn us, why didn't they tell the public?
I stopped the car when I looked down and saw another fucking doe.
The neck started contorting into a weird shape, new flesh was growing into the throat of the deer. The deer looked like it was going choke on it's own neck.
"Stop looking up."
It spoke calmly. More calmly than the last doe in West Virginia.
Then more of them showed up.
"Stop looking up, STOP IT."
They went away.
I immediately drew a connection to the stars in the sky.
This may be what I can write at the moment. I need to sleep.
My alcohol is getting low and I don't wanna talk about this. I'm going to speak on this, tomorrow.

my current fp has been one of my closest friends for nearly three years now, but only became my fp a few months ago. we're open with each other about a fair amount of things and i have told them about my bpd and have briefly explained some parts, including what a fp is. however, i've never actually told them that they're my fp.
i want to tell them because i've recently been noticing myself depending on them and internally demanding an impossible amount of attention from them. i've also started falling back into destructive behaviours around (and indirectly because of) them. in other words, they've become a really big trigger for me and i feel awful dragging them into my own shit with no explanation. however, i worry that i might overwhelm them, since they're also fairly dependent and struggling with their own issues.
i'm not sure what i should do, has anyone had a similar experience?

Theres this girl I know who I like, but I'm not sure if she likes me back. Whenever I sit near her she smiles and blushes but I'm not sure if its because she likes me or because shes embarrased that people shipped me with her. Also, in the classes we share, we make eye contact 2-3 times and then she quickly looks away. She also walked up to me the other day and tried to use a pickup line, but I'm not sure if she did it as a joke or if she was being for real. I've texted her before but honestly it feels like she texts me in a different way compared to how she texts with people shes always around.

Hey folks. I am gearing up for my first go at this tek and would really like to use Safeway rice bags, but I do not have a Safeway anywhere remotely near me.
Does anyone know of a way to have them shipped? If not would any of you lovely people be willing to ship some to me? I would pay for the bags and shipping obviously and an extra fee for your trouble.
Thanks y'all.

Anyone have a guess on what this could mean?
I was in an extremely expensive restaurant near where I live(I am fairly poor and could never really eat there). It was full of people I’ve never met, including people sitting right next to me. It felt awkward to me, though no one was acting like it was weird I was there.
Then I suddenly remembered my grandparents I love and barely ever get to visit were waiting for me at a different restaurant I actually frequent down the street.
I jumped out of my seat and tried to leave, but I couldn’t find the exit. Every door was just leading to another dining area in the restaurant. So, I decided I should call my grandma and let her know I would be a little while. But I noticed I must have left my purse at the table. I went back to that room, but my purse and phone was nowhere to be found.
Decided to just find my way out and run to the other restaurant asap without finding the purse. I finally got outside, and started running towards the other restaurant. Suddenly, I no longer recognized the businesses on the street. I was lost. Ran down the street till I woke up.
Here’s the weirdest part, though. I enjoyed being lost in these places. Wasn’t even too bothered that I lost my purse and phone. It was fun, and felt sort of like an adventure. But the happy feeling would on & off change to a dreadful feeling that my grandparents were going to be terribly disappointed in me for not being at the restaurant with them. By the end, I just felt horrible.

Hey, you can call me Void! I’m a literate writer from the East Coast USA (CDT time zone), with nearly a decade of writing experience! I’d like to consider myself as literate/advanced literate, with posts typically ranging from 2-5 paragraphs but can easily exceed that if the scene calls for it! I’m currently looking for partners to partake in an RP set within one of the fandoms I have listed below! I’d like romance to be implemented in some way, with my preferred pairings being FxF and MxF (myself on either role for the latter.) With that being said, all potential partners must be 18 or older! I can do OCxOC or CanonxOC doubles.
Now, the fandoms:
-Star Wars
-Mass Effect
-Dragon Age
-Elder Scrolls
-Overwatch
-Resident Evil
-WoW (Fairly new to the game, so my knowledge on this is quite limited.)
-Marvel (Not MCU)
-DC (Not DCEU)
Let me know if you’re interested! :)

Not sure what’s been happening. At a loss, and extremely exhausted and depressed. No longer want to socialise or leave the house when I don’t have to and just looking for answers!
30F, GHSV1 positive (asymptomatic for 13 years, it’s meh to me, a cold bothers me more), always had healthy V with no issues until now.
** Had unprotected PIV and Oral. Had the sexual health conversation (I trust him very much so and have no doubt in him) may be unrelated, who knows.
** 6 days later began to feel funny. Symptoms included:

• throat discomfort deep down.
  
• irritation and discomfort in vagina
  

** Visited clinic and got swabbed for all STI/ STDs and routine pap.
** 2 days later the symptoms worsened:

• buzzing/ tingling feeling in clitoris that almost felt a sense of arousal at time, sore to the touch. This caused tingles down my legs due to it buzzing on my clitoris I assume.
  • slight redness and irritation around upper labia minora just below clitoris/ above urethra.
  • intense headaches and a bit sore in the muscles
  • pink discharge

** All tests came back negative (chlamydia, Gon, Trich, myco, BV, Yeast) but went back to the doctor 2 weeks later with new symptoms thinking maybe it was too early to test and got more tests.
** All tests came back negative again and a month later symptoms went away. Yay!
** Not yay. 1 week later after symptoms disappeared, the clitoral sensation returns. Tingling buzzing, burning and almost aroused and became incredibly sore to the touch and irritation just under, in the crease at the top of labia minora. New throat pain began as follows:

• tingles to one side for two days
• followed by sore pinching feeling at right side of the top of my throat near nasopharynx
• followed by razor blades down the right side only

This lasted for a week and a half with the vaginal pain/ discomfort. We thought maybe all of this was a weird way of HSV2 presenting itself in both locations so I jumped on Famcyclovir. I think I was on the back end of the throat pain anyway and it started to go away. But the vaginal/ clitoris pain continued. Finally got my doctor to take my Ureaplasma suspicion seriously and got tested. But I have no yeast, or BV or UTI. Iv never had a UTI so I have no clue what that feels like.
** had a week off and it all came back. Clitoris pain/ buzzing and redness around hood and crease in upper labia minora. 5 days in began to hurt when wiping. Throat pain came back on the right (tingles and pinching in same sport) but crept up into my sinuses, ears, and back end it wrecked my right eye (could be unrelated). My nose mostly on the right bloody hurt and I had right ear pain and slight itching. Eye was burning and had very slight discharge.
Iv been swabbed in all areas of concern, blood tested and nothing. Only thing that came up was Ureaplasma but it doesn’t seem to be presenting in the way of that, or could it? I don’t want to take a bunch of antibiotics and screw myself up even more yet if that’s not what Is causing it.. I hate antibiotics and how they affect me.
(Nothing is stuck under my hood. It’s tiny so not enough space and iv checked and cleaned)
ANY advice or anything is greatly appreciated.

Hey, you can call me Void! I’m a literate writer from the East Coast USA (CDT time zone), with nearly a decade of writing experience! I’d like to consider myself as literate/advanced literate, with posts typically ranging from 2-5 paragraphs but can easily exceed that if the scene calls for it! I’m currently looking for partners to partake in an RP set within one of the fandoms I have listed below! I’d like romance to be implemented in some way, with my preferred pairings being FxF and MxF (myself on either role for the latter.) With that being said, all potential partners must be 18 or older! I can do OCxOC or CanonxOC doubles.
Now, the fandoms:
-Star Wars
-Mass Effect
-Dragon Age
-Elder Scrolls
-Overwatch
-Resident Evil
-WoW (Fairly new to the game, so my knowledge on this is quite limited.)
-Marvel (Not MCU)
-DC (Not DCEU)
Let me know if you’re interested! :)

Not sure what’s been happening. At a loss, and extremely exhausted and depressed. No longer want to socialise or leave the house when I don’t have to and just looking for answers!
30F, GHSV1 positive (asymptomatic for 13 years, it’s meh to me, a cold bothers me more), always had healthy V with no issues until now.
** Had unprotected PIV and Oral. Had the sexual health conversation (I trust him very much so and have no doubt in him) may be unrelated, who knows.
** 6 days later began to feel funny. Symptoms included:

• throat discomfort deep down.
  
• irritation and discomfort in vagina
  

** Visited clinic and got swabbed for all STI/ STDs and routine pap.
** 2 days later the symptoms worsened:

• buzzing/ tingling feeling in clitoris that almost felt a sense of arousal at time, sore to the touch. This caused tingles down my legs due to it buzzing on my clitoris I assume.
  • slight redness and irritation around upper labia minora just below clitoris/ above urethra.
  • intense headaches and a bit sore in the muscles
  • pink discharge

** All tests came back negative (chlamydia, Gon, Trich, myco, BV, Yeast) but went back to the doctor 2 weeks later with new symptoms thinking maybe it was too early to test and got more tests.
** All tests came back negative again and a month later symptoms went away. Yay!
** Not yay. 1 week later after symptoms disappeared, the clitoral sensation returns. Tingling buzzing, burning and almost aroused and became incredibly sore to the touch and irritation just under, in the crease at the top of labia minora. New throat pain began as follows:

• tingles to one side for two days
• followed by sore pinching feeling at right side of the top of my throat near nasopharynx
• followed by razor blades down the right side only

This lasted for a week and a half with the vaginal pain/ discomfort. We thought maybe all of this was a weird way of HSV2 presenting itself in both locations so I jumped on Famcyclovir. I think I was on the back end of the throat pain anyway and it started to go away. But the vaginal/ clitoris pain continued. Finally got my doctor to take my Ureaplasma suspicion seriously and got tested. But I have no yeast, or BV or UTI. Iv never had a UTI so I have no clue what that feels like.
** had a week off and it all came back. Clitoris pain/ buzzing and redness around hood and crease in upper labia minora. 5 days in began to hurt when wiping. Throat pain came back on the right (tingles and pinching in same sport) but crept up into my sinuses, ears, and back end it wrecked my right eye (could be unrelated). My nose mostly on the right bloody hurt and I had right ear pain and slight itching. Eye was burning and had very slight discharge.
Iv been swabbed in all areas of concern, blood tested and nothing. Only thing that came up was Ureaplasma but it doesn’t seem to be presenting in the way of that, or could it? I don’t want to take a bunch of antibiotics and screw myself up even more yet if that’s not what Is causing it.. I hate antibiotics and how they affect me.
(Nothing is stuck under my hood. It’s tiny so not enough space and iv checked and cleaned)
ANY advice or anything is greatly appreciated.

Hey y’all. Kind of looking for some words of encouragement. I was adopted as a child my bio mom never was in my life she was heavy on crack. Bio dad would visit once every few years send gifts on bday & xmas.
Now that I have kids of my own I want them to have a relationship that I was unable to have.
Bio mom said i’m not entitled to a relationship w her and she doesn’t intend on making up for lost time. Had to ask half brother to get her to hmu after 4 months but now she said move on and doesn’t talk to me
Bio dad use to call but doesn’t call nor ever apologize for being petty even tho he’s damn near 70. removed himself from the group chat he created that included me & my siblings. won’t call me but calls my sister and brother.
Any advice to not feel hurt from their actions when they chose drugs and prostitutes over me.

Ik the 2024 NX350H is a high demand car. Looking at the Lexus near me in NY. The MSRP is around the 47k-50k range. I was thinking they’ll probably mark it up but was wondering how much you guys got your NXH 350s for. Thank you!

Need help from an experienced monk player please. Am on Switch, have all ancients, including about 5 primal pieces, not fully optimized, but pretty close (only difference is Magefist instead of Stone Gauntlets as it is a primal with perfect offensive stats, using Unity and Vit para to somewhat offset it), at paragon 2.2k. Not augmented.
Already when pushing GR110 I struggle against smaller groups, both in terms of pretty low damage and being squishy as all hell. After a few minutes of dying and being unable to kill elites on a bad map, I closed the rift. This has happened repeatedly. Even my unauged Manand Heal electrocute wizard I rolled for the lols managed to beat GR110 without dying once!
Can't share my build (Switch), but as it follows Maxroll's guide nearly to the letter, I think my struggle is either down to me not understanding LoD WoL strengths and weaknesses, messing up my rotation, or, as I heard, because on the console the wave of light ability may be bugged.
Any help would be greatly appreciated 👍!

how do i begin to cope with the downfall of me and my moms relationship? we’ve always been so close. we would spend hours talking, i would hold her hand in supermarkets, and know i can always confide in her comfort. i’ve always tried to be independent, and i am. now i’m nearly 18, and have a boyfriend, close to graduation. being around her now feels like drowning. almost something like her broke, changed. a long time coming. she’s not well, physically, nor is she mentally. just like me we have severe depression and bouts of anxiety. i grew my own opinions (esp about lgbtq+ etc) and she’s a close minded person. in so many ways. i asked for privacy with my boyfriend and we barely have space on this living room couch. she won’t let me do anything but hold his hand. or i’m giving it up. i’m not allowed to wear shorts near my knees around him. and she blames me for my siblings acting out. as if they aren’t in their early teens. she secretly thinks i’m a disappointment. even though i’ve been thru hell and back and made it. i’m graduating, and will continue to study. i just want my mom back i’m tired of all this yelling.

Hey y’all. Kind of looking for some words of encouragement. I was adopted as a child my bio mom never was in my life she was heavy on crack. Bio dad would visit once every few years send gifts on bday & xmas.
Now that I have kids of my own I want them to have a relationship that I was unable to have.
Bio mom said i’m not entitled to a relationship w her and she doesn’t intend on making up for lost time. Had to ask half brother to get her to hmu after 4 months but now she said move on and doesn’t talk to me
Bio dad use to call but doesn’t call nor ever apologize for being petty even tho he’s damn near 70. removed himself from the group chat he created that included me & my siblings. won’t call me but calls my sister and brother.
Any advice to not feel hurt from their actions when they chose drugs and prostitutes over me.